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I am honest, blunt and sometimes selfish. I have dealt with migraines for the last 20 years. Recently developed a whole slew of other things that were being masked by medications I was taking that did not help the migraines. Rheumatoid Arthritis and Trigeminal Neuralgia. I don't tolerate ignorance AT ALL.

The odd thing about this form of communication is that you're more likely to talk about nothing than something. But I just want to say that all this nothing has meant more to me than so many ... somethings. So thank you.

Kathleen Kelly - You've Got Mail

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June 16, 2022

Laid To Rest in NoJoMo 2021

My dad was laid to rest on June 7. The whole trip was good. We got up early Monday morning and got everything packed up in the car. Got the dogs sorted and then got on the road. We were halfwa...

I don’t know why I have that in my head. Well now that I Mentioned it to myself, I do. Yesterday. Yesterday was 6 fucking years since my mom passed. How is it that we are burying my dad the s...

It’s 12:53 am. I am not tired quite yet, despite the fact that apparently 8:35 - 8:52 am is now the time I wake up every single day. For like the past 3 weeks. I will swear up and down that it...

May 18, 2022

Wherever We Are in NoJoMo 2021

Good afternoon my friends. How are we all doing this Wednesday afternoon. Things are alright over here. We’re in the process of finalizing plans for everything in June for my dad. It’s going...

May 11, 2022

May-A-Thon in NoJoMo 2021

Hey friends, how are we all doing this May day? It’s been windy as all get out for the last, well like 4 months. It’s really annoying. Especially because half of the state is on fire at the mo...

April 21, 2022

Break Down Town in NoJoMo 2021

How are we all doing today? Hope you didn’t get randomly drug tested today. And if you did, that you are in a legal state so that yesterday doesn’t matter! I hope you are all having a good time...

March 08, 2022

Lent-il in NoJoMo 2021

Hey friends, how are we all doing today? It’s Tuesday, March 8, 2022. Ugh lol. I wrote about a week and a half ago. Not too terribly bad. I’m trying to get back into writing more frequentl...

February 26, 2022

One Month Out in NoJoMo 2021

Hey friends, I haven’t been around, for obvious reasons. This last month has gone by so fast, yet so slow. Every day I wake up thinking that I’m going to see my dad in his bed. Or that we’d wak...

January 27, 2022

One Day Out in NoJoMo 2021

Hey friends, I just wanted to say thank you all to those who left comments on my last entry. Today is a little bit better. Both Randy and I are extremely sore from the 20-30 minutes of CPR we...

January 26, 2022

He's Finally Free in Thirty-Six

Those of you who I’m friends with on Facebook already know. My dad passed away this morning around 1:30 am. We think his heart finally just gave out. We were already in bed, I had dozed of...

January 22, 2022

TikTok Drives Me in NoJoMo 2021

both insane and not. UGH lol. So, today’s episode of idiocy on there is that the Vax is giving people AIDS. Now the roundabout way they came about this is that it’s giving people autoimmune dis...

January 21, 2022

Weak Ago in NoJoMo 2021

Hey friends, how are we all doing this Friday afternoon? I wrote a week ago. My dad was supposed to go to Las Cruces on Monday for an appointment with his Kidney Dr, but he felt horrendous this...

January 14, 2022

What Year Is It? TF??? in NoJoMo 2021

Good afternoon my friends. How are we doing today? It’s January 14th and I haven’t written in over a month. I am glad most of you are on my FB otherwise you’d probably think I was dead. Oy. ...

December 06, 2021

Awristed in Thirty-Six

I’m in a lot of pain but I was expecting that. My wrist is the worst of it right now. I already have moderate to severe (rheumatoid arthritis) carpal tunnel in my right wrist and it just gets w...

November 29, 2021

UnMedicated in Thirty-Six

I’ve decided stop taking all of my medication. I’m out of half of it. It’s November 29th. My “limited” insurance coverage starts on December 1. But I don’t even know if my coverage allows me ...

November 16, 2021

Winter Plans (NoJoMo 16) in NoJoMo 2021

What are your plans for December? To try and not freeze inside this house. Unfortunately we are already used to living in a really cold house, because the old house didn’t have central heat or a...

November 15, 2021

Fear Full (NoJoMo 15) in NoJoMo 2021

What are/is your biggest phobia(s)? Well I always said that my biggest fear was losing someone I loved and that happened nearly 6 years ago. And I’ve almost lost my dad twice since then and my h...

November 14, 2021

Self CheckOut (NoJoMo 14) in NoJoMo 2021

Self-Care Sunday - What’s your favorite form of self-care? I don’t really have a self-care routine, but I should. Ideally, my self care routine involves a hot soak, bubble bath. I haven’t had a...

November 14, 2021

Tired of Being Tired in Thirty-Six

My last real entry was a bit rough. Things didn’t get any better the following day to be honest. Our anniversary was a disaster. I keep telling myself to give it time, because I know Randy is ...

November 13, 2021

Self-lee (NoJoMo 13) in NoJoMo 2021

Selfie Saturday - Share your favorite selfie

November 12, 2021

Fri-Yay (NoJoMo 12) in NoJoMo 2021

Fun Friday - What are some of your favorite ways to have fun? Video games, movies, sports, cooking. Cooking isn’t always fun, especially if I’m tired, but it is one of my favorite things to do....

November 11, 2021

Thirstay (NoJoMo 11) in NoJoMo 2021

Thirsty Thursday - What are your favorite non-alcoholic drinks? Water, tea, coffee, dutch soda (flavored water, water enhancer drops, cream/half and half), and Dr. Pepper

November 10, 2021

Fucking Tired of Life in Thirty-Six

I am. I’m just tired. So much shit going wrong. I just don’t even know where to fucking begin to unravel everything. And yet again I’m being fucking pitted against my family member and my husb...

Wine Wednesday - Do you like wine? What’s your favorite kind - or, if you don’t, what do you like to drink (if you drink at all)? I do not drink, no. But I was never into wine really when I did....

November 09, 2021

Taco Time (NoJoMo 9) in NoJoMo 2021

Taco Tuesday - Do you like tacos? Crunchy or Soft? Yes, I absolutely love Tacos, I’m mexican afterall. LOL but yeah I prefer street tacos most of the time, but ground beef, potato and onion cru...

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