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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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June 17, 2025

Pins And Needles in Hello

My hands are numbed out in that weird “asleep but not” feeling. Lower back and feet hurt. I really didn’t do shit at work today. They’ve got the industrial movers in and they’ve already tak...


June 15, 2025

Faddah's Day in Hello

Mom slipped me a nice crop, clean $100 bill as a “Father’s Day from the cats” gift. Followed up with a gracious thank you for all I’ve done lately. So Naturally I had to go blow most of it. ...


June 15, 2025

Adult Time in Hello

No no, nothing sexy or anything like that. Just my body processing, as I like to call it. I fell asleep after 1 AM (I did not mean to be up that late) and still woke up, with no alarm, at ...


June 13, 2025

Discharged And Home in Hello

She’s soaking in a very hot bath right now. Miscommunication at Windsor House. The nurse who discharged her is usually on nights and had two days before starting days. And she’s never done ...


June 12, 2025

8:30 AM in Hello

Just got back in from work. Told the owner the truth about lying to him, what all is going on and that if he needs to let me go, yadda yadda. I finished with, “But she gets out tomorrow and I ...


Fuck it, when I see the owner tomorrow I’ll tell him the truth. I’ll even state that I understand if he wants to let me go. 🤷‍♂️ Too much has happened in the last two weeks that are out o...


June 11, 2025

6:44 AM in Hello

In what little sleep I did get it was filled with nightmares the dead and funerals. I called out, I KNOW! I KNOW! I’m on my probationary period. I just don’t want to face the world today....


June 10, 2025

Lily Licks Elbows in Hello

Lily, my tuxedo kitty, loves licking my elbows. No clue why. She’ll bite them, too. 🤷‍♂️ Mom should be getting released from Windsor House on Friday. She has physical therapy everyday. Good! ...


June 08, 2025

FUMB in Hello

Middle brother gave mom shit about me going back to work. This is the same middle brother that gave me shit for being out of work. Fuck you, dude! You narcissistic prick. Just because I ha...


June 07, 2025

So Much Chaos... in Hello

Everything is coming to a head. I want off this ride called Last fe. Blah.... it’s like…fuck I don’t know how much longer later I started writing this. So instead of multiple texts here… ...


I was on the go for thirteen hours straight when I finally sat down for my sixth day of a #8 from KFC. United Healthcare Free Luigi! Huntsville Hospital got her infection taken care of, oxy...


June 05, 2025

What A Day in Hello

I took off early from work to pay a visit to the hospital with a mission. Mom soiled herself and the nurses ignored her pleas for assistance the the restroom. Ohhh I was angry. I spoke with t...


June 02, 2025

Easy Peasy in Hello

I worked harder for five minutes on my lawn than I did the entire eight hour shift at my new job. The guys I’m immediately around are pretty cool. One’s a gamer, other’s is a guitarist. S...


June 02, 2025

Pretty Exhausted in Hello

Finished 💯 on the plot in the backyard. Moved all the rocks to the back porch, dumped grass clippings over the dirt, walked back and forth over it to tramp it down then ran over it all with the...


June 01, 2025

Off To The ER in Hello

Mom fell. I could not get her back up and called an ambulance for a non emergency. After checking her vitals the EMTs said it’d be best to go to the hospital. Imma get dressed and head that way...


May 31, 2025

Nine Days Total in Hello

May 23rd to May 31. https://photos.app.goo.gl/7WTAKBTGgvYuRbsJ6 I feel like a doofus for not knowing I could have a whole album. There’s all the progress. Just need to find something to do...


May 31, 2025

Schtuff in Hello

Turned out to be a really beautiful day after a quick morning shower. I got up a little before seven and started my outdoor work around noonish. Finally managed to get at a major root that s...


May 29, 2025

Look At That! in Hello

Woke up to an Indeed message from the owner of the company. He forgot to get my number, gave me his and said to call him. I start Monday.


May 29, 2025

The Interview in Hello

I got lost twice on the way there. First time I turned down wrong street completely. When I righted my mistake I went the original route. Mistake two. They moved. Granted it was down the stre...


May 28, 2025

Wednesday in Hello

The interview went well. So, me having a good day, it has to turn to shit, right? An argument between mom and I ensued when I got home.


Hedonism Bot rulez! Just like yesterday, I sat around and did nothing but read today. More storms, more rain, no out door work. Perfect time for lazing about. I’ve got an interview at 2 PM t...


May 27, 2025

Memorial Day in Hello

In a weird twist of me not paying full attention at what I grabbed at the library I ended up reading a few military graphic novels. Terminal Lance The White Donkey by Maximilian Uriarte was v...


May 25, 2025

Stinky Peats! (Update) in Hello

Smokey was just sniffing my big toe. 🤣 Did nothing yesterday (extra, like yard work) and chilled. Today I did some of the same but after I finished my book I spent a good half hour digging up...


May 24, 2025

Just Add Hot Water in Hello

Started with this. https://photos.app.goo.gl/j8zo81LGmrNHBPkN7 Then this. https://photos.app.goo.gl/dUdhKobDbsoCzAAL8 Then I trimmed all the branches and chainsawed them down. https://photo...


May 22, 2025

Oh C'mon! in Hello

Started on the other tree around the backyard. https://photos.app.goo.gl/fxKDcRZxGVJbJWx9A Turns out a bunch of vines had sort of woven themselves in that giant mass so I ended up dragging t...


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