Yin no Yang
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No Time in All Out of Balance
Do you even have time for me? You didn’t notice that a week went by and we hadn’t seen each other. You had interviews, made progress on your project, making ginger beer, and doing different thing...
Relationship Decisions in All Out of Balance
I’ve been thinking a lot these days about what to do about my relationships. I’ve been dating Cali since January 2019. We are in an open relationship. I haven’t seriously dated anyone else since ...
Having an off day, hoping getting this off my chest helps in All Out of Balance
I’m a bisexual woman who can’t find a partner that makes me happy. The women I meet are either too aggressive for me or not interested in the things that I am. The men around me are either am...
Far Away From You in All Out of Balance
These are my scattered thoughts, my open letter to you about what I’m struggling with. -I feel disconnected from you and it’s hard to be with you when I feel like this. -I feel selfish bringing ...
Do I really want love?? in All Out of Balance
I was with my ex boyfriend for 7 years. In that time I loved, I grew, I failed, I succeed, I struggled, I lived. A part of me will always love him, thankfully the sting of losing him has faded ...
I miss you in All Out of Balance
It was just a week ago, when you were mine. As each day passes the days get longer. I sit here thinking about you and struggle with my thoughts. I want to tell you how I feel, but I want to give ...
My mother is the most amazing human I know! in All Out of Balance
My mom is my rock, my mentor, my friend!
Dealing with break up in All Out of Balance
I ended things with Chicago, but we’re trying to figure out how to be friends. My heart is not hurt, but I know his is. I had to be honest with him about what was in my mind, but it didn’t mean I...
How did I get myself mixed up in this...smh in All Out of Balance
Current state: I ended things with Chicago I’m still dating Cali Chicago is going through a lot. Lost two people he cared about, lost his job (laid off), roommate owes him money, and his car was ...
Where do I fit? in All Out of Balance
I’ve been dating you for 6 months and I don’t know where we stand. We both see other people too, and that just muddies the water. I don’t want to see you in pain, and you’re going through a lot r...
What I should say to you, but I won't in All Out of Balance
I’m feeling down because I feel like a conciliation prize. I’m not the active choice, but the comfortable choice for right now. The entire time we’ve been dating I never felt that way until now. ...
Is romance just dead for me? in All Out of Balance
I wish i felt prioritized. I wish I could stop being told how amazing I am, and just have someone see me for exactly who I am. Everyone thinks my life is great. I have my financial and professio...
New Job, Relationships, & Roommates in All Out of Balance
I’ve been in my new job for 6 weeks now and saying yes to this company is turning out to be an amazing decision. It feels good to be needed at work and to work alongside others who respect me, t...
-Tomorrow Cali comes back home. He definitely expressed his want to see me, almost as if he’d be upset if I wasn’t available. He asked if I wanted to pick him up from the airport or meet him at h...
How do I wake up to both my dog and I sick in All Out of Balance
Last night I felt my nose dry out so I used my netty pot and gargled salt water. By the time I went to sleep I had a feeling I’d wake up sick. I was not expecting to wake up to my little friend b...
Being honest with myself, I have a problem. in All Out of Balance
I am in a new relationship that I don’t know how to navigate. The problem is I tend to run when my emotions are running too high. I don’t think saying I’m really into him is even enough at this ...
Maybe he is my friend? in All Out of Balance
I calmed down and collected my thoughts enough to really tell L how I was feeling about the things he said. At first he was adamant about not apologizing because he didn’t do anything wrong and ...
Are you even my friend? in All Out of Balance
I have a bad habit of giving my loyalty to others when I shouldn’t. I wish I could say I’m a good judge of character, but lately I question that ability. Trusting my instincts served me well fo...