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Has this ever happened to you? in Come Down
You have issues in a relationship. Once a certain person come around you just so happen to have attitude problems again and your gf/bf/spouse says that you’re jealous… Maybe it’s them who has a ...
Morning to... morning in Come Down
I’m gullible… I remind myself I’m stupid to do that again. I hate you…
My face, my eyes in Come Down
I wonder if he can see it in my eyes how much I want him right now… I’ll just get rejected which is why I hold off as much as I can but early he made it seem like he really wants me and we are al...
I’m nothing in Come Down
I know I’m not what he wants or it’s just one of those cases I’m “with” someone who wants what he doesn’t have… if I don’t want to look down on myself I guess.
I can’t even cry! I’m ready to be done with him but fuck now I’m in the middle of nowhere with nothing! I should have just beat his fucking face and left when I first thought to do it. I’m nothin...
Space, of course in Come Down
He obviously doesn’t think of me or purpose avoids me after work. He may not want to be in here because of his mother (I’m sure would be an excuse), but he hasn’t invited me to where ever he may ...
They say... in Come Down
Love yourself, be comfortable with yourself, etc. It sucks that no matter how comfortable I am with myself or how happy I am, all the energy that I feel drains me and all the things people may po...
I have no one in Come Down
Okay yeah… I can’t help myself sometimes. I have more self-control than he does though. Beside the point but whatever… So I sent a text: “It’s like you’re ashamed of me or need a reason to not be...
If I haven’t said it already in Come Down
I’m stupid. I don’t regret anything but I probably should have just ranaway alone, then maybe I wouldn’t have such a broken heart right now. I don’t know what to do…
It’s happening in Come Down
I letting him get his way… I’m too heartbroken. Maybe this job coming up will help me feel better, whether the relationship gets better or ends. If only I can turn my thoughts off for a good mome...
Last Resort; fail in Come Down
It sucks knowing that I’m in a relationship with a cheating junkie. I’m so heartbroken. I should just leave…
I don’t know if it was a good thing… something I’d prefer, thought. Like thinking I’m pretty, or he’s grateful to be spending time with me… Or one of the “I’m in my head and see nothing so I don’...
It’s your fault in Come Down
Yup. Just stare at me when I’m not looking. I just wish I knew what you were thinking… Wondering how fucked up I really am? Wondering if I’m mad? Wondering why you chose me?
Entertainment in Come Down
Even when we didn’t see each other everyday Its always me that have to be in a good mood and smiling in order for us to have a good time. I have to be the happy careless one… I hate feeling like ...
I hate myself I hate my life I hate everything I hate everyone Everything in my life
Oh yeah… that little lame personal thing you shared with me… you had to acknowledge you shared with me… Congrats…
My lover... in Come Down
He showed me his horoscope today. It basically said he’s holding a lot in and people can see it. That he should express his thoughts. He said he thought I would say it’s spot in. Well yeah. So he...
It’s not me... in Sober
I just wish I could have a better attitude and more positive emotions. He’s so excited just like he would be when flying here from work… I like to think he’s why I feel this way… If I wasn’t too ...
He’s sneaky. I don’t understand exactly why when I find out… Certain things, yes, and there are things I haven’t figured out. I try not to pat attention to certain things but it happens, I notice...
Headphones in Sober
All of this time I finally see him take them with his phone to go pee for 10 minutes. Smh. Now I cant sleep…
What I need to focus on for now on is when I’ll finally be done with it all… I can be so horrible and he’s still here. He hasn’t told me to leave. I don’t know how he can do this… There must be s...
I’ve had too much in Come Down
And I’ve had enough… Of him shutting me out. I’ll try to get him to talk today…
I don’t know what it is right now… An anger from no where. I cant get if out.. I dont feel like expressing I dont know what to feel or think Or say. Or do
I just find it odd how hyper-like he seemed this week. I don’t know if it’s because I haven’t been doing anything but he still has been, he’s been doing more, or he is like thag when he isn’t on ...
He’s playing around. in Come Down
So I clearly made a point for him to give me much less so he doesn’t say I got more than he had. I said that. I was sure that he saw me look at what was left after he gave it to me. He told me h...
