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I sit here quietly every day, not ever talking. Maybe THAT is why y’all feel the way you do. “Don’t get in grown folks’ business” or being scolded when something is said wrong or not done in the...

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as always… I’m always looking forward to getting out of the messes I get myself in… I’ll be doing (working) fast food for the first time starting this Monday, in two days. I don’t think too far ...

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I love him so much. It’s all great when we can laugh and joke and just have conversation and be silly or serious. I’m very attracted to his looks. The sex gets better. For a while I haven’t real...

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I like to do stuff. The work itself I don’t mind at all. There are different departments of the warehouse and I was able to experience work in some parts of it. Sort clothes. Hang clothes. Load ...

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I keep wondering if I should even continue to post here. I see potential in this site so I wanna see how well it develops in a few years. So I got fired. Yes, I messed up but it’s not something t...

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I haven’t been on here. As always right? Well. He’s out. He has been for a while now. Maybe 3 weeks now. We met up. We finally did x rated stuff. And I just effing love him. We are just… the best...

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I’m not going to post much. I haven’t even been writing in my diary every day anymore. Mainly because I’m not in that place anymore and I have access to my phone and the internet and stuff. Plus ...

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I figured I would check in. Things has been hectic but fine. Only hectic because of me and him He left. I don’t know if I mentioned that already. But we have been keeping in touch. Well he’s been...

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it’s all over now… I will cry about this later

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I decided to write. I got encouraged by a staff member here. I looked back on a piece of a poem I started and I work on it a bit more. I’m happy with it. I’m going to post it here before I give h...

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He sat diagonal to me at lunch today. That’s a big deal. No stress on us right now. YAY! Each moment I saw him today he smiled at me first heart. He waved at me as I walked by during morning devo...

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Which is what he was thankful for today. I guess I make a huge difference for him. I gave him a Jolly Rancher bandana during lunch today and it matches his button-up. And I don’t think he had tha...

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I’m a distraction or in the way. That’s how I feel when I try to hang out and socialize so I stayed away or been really terse and impassive. I felt bad when I saw him at lunch so I decided to wri...

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This is all that mattered for me today: A smile to and from him with the mutuality of missing each other. Him: “Looks like you wanna say something.” Me: “I do. I do.” Him: I think he was tellin...

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I smiled a decent amount of times today. Still feel dissociated but I felt good today. We waved at each other today. A cute “trying to be discreet” wave. SMH. I miss him so much.

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“You can levitate with just a little help” Today was decent for me. I started to feel a little better after lunch. (cigarette) At the end of my workday, as I was walking by, he whistled at me fro...

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Last night we had a Friday night house activity. Pizza and fire. S’mores was included but I didn’t get any. Before dark, I sat out there with Mr. Major (and two others) right after he started the...

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I spoke with my counselor. I called the place again to schedule an appointment and it kept going to voicemail. I couldn’t take it anymore and had to go down to see if she was available. I had to ...

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Over nothing. Okay, so he* came back yesterday. I’m glad he’s taking care of himself. So yesterday some “lady” said some crap to my supervisor about me that wasn’t even my duty. She thinks I’m o...

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So I don’t really know what was up but he went to the hospital. I’m guessing he really wants to get better because I’m sure (just like me) he didn’t care to be on medication. Maybe he initially w...

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