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Is it the color??? in Come Down
I doubt it. How tf does he not know where any of his things are but knew where that lighter was? The one that I touched, painted, and wrote on. The one that he just expected me to believe he woul...
My Business in Come Down
I need to try to mind my own fucking business. Since there are things I apparently dont need to know…
How sweet... in Come Down
He got a really cute crystal necklace for me and gave it to me before we feel asleep… That made me feel so much better. <3
Maybe one problem is that he really doesn’t compliment me. I mentioned that he intentionally look away at certain moments and he doesn’t randomly touch my ass or other parts or get caught checki...
I told him in Come Down
All the other shit I saw on his phone that time… because it bothers me every single day… Of course he didn’t say shit more than he usualy says… sigh Fucking ay
I love this in Come Down
We’ve been great the past few days. I do think my attitudd has a great deal with it plus I just try not to ask or say certain things that will most likely piss him off. I wrote something that ma...
I just want to be better in Come Down
Thats all. I’m not from here. I’m okay with me doing my hobbies at home while he does the same and we take hits together. I just feel like I’m suppose to be the one responsible for what we do so ...
A relaxing memory in Sober
A memory I’d like to takeover. Me, him… Not her in his head to make him smile. Instead, my warmth, touch, smell, care, love.
Cleaning before dinner in Come Down
I was strightening things up on the table and he was sitting in the chair close by. I sat down to eat with him. He mentioned something about switching seats but I just wanted to sit and eat with ...
When is the right time? in Come Down
I can’t deal with anything anymore. I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I’m sick of my thoughts… I even dream of crap that I don’t come up with in my waking life to add to my insecurities.
I gotta be sure in Come Down
I bent over, side view for him, to get something while he was talking about something and when I looked over he was looking up. Yet looked straight in my eyes before I even got up. Yet he loves ...
We’re moving closer to his biches and buddies… Not only will I be annoyed by more people but shits just about to go to fucking hell now… I thought he’d never be home he has his truck back, but to...
Never Fair in Come Down
People are never fair to me. Sometimes I wonder whag his purpose was initially to keep certain things away from me. Also why he has such double standards. Typing this shit is the only confidence ...
Whatever pleasure people get for holding their peace, keeping secrets, simply lying and hiding shit that would seriously hurt someones feelings, are fucking lucky to have such a quality.
Everyone sees him as a liar.. in Sober
Well he also must notice how much I have my eyes on him… It’s funny how he’s really just sitting here goong through his socks and shit as if henreally wants to organize them. He’s suppose to be t...
White lie? Not this one. It’s just a basic lie. He is clearly lying because I’ve seen what he claim he doesn’t have. Just like how that bandana you held awkwardly ,instead of lying on your lap a...
Every Time He Plays That Song in Sober
I knew it. He thinks of her every time… Then actually made a fucking comment about her… Then cut the song short, glanced at me and asked if I’m okay. As if he purposely played it abd said it to s...
How to be sexually attractive in Come Down
I need to learn how to let the lover knos I want him to make love to me. Right now, not after you get a few/several coats of paint, not after I fall asleep. I want you to turn off the light and k...
It must be true in Come Down
It’s not just dealing with the person you’re in a relationship not checking you out or giving obvious cues that he/she admires your body and is grateful but to actually intentionally NOT look at ...
He keeps thinking I’m upset… I ask or say certain things and he woud get uset but ask or say the say things to me he woudn’t think I should get upset for it. I know when he gets like this, why he...
I don’t know if he notices if I realize that he can still send shit, and recieve, apparently. Despite tell me he has not service. Like he serious started sending text to people and realize he tol...
Awesome, Dude in Sober
He finally checked me out. Of course because we have matching t-shirts to wear as we go out today. Proud of him.
I’m glad I’m back into what I really like doing. I’m glad I’m liking something again… I don’t have to just sit staring into space with a plethora of thoughts going through my mind at once.
Night plans in Come Down
“Just wait til tonight” as he left this morning for work. I’m still thinking about that boner he woke up with and how he apparently will “take care of me” tonight. Well as much as he like to cla...
Are you even able to receive texts at the moment? Why stay up just before it’s 2 mins past the time you “said” you’d go to bed… not even IN BED…
