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Things you can’t avoid in Come Down
It’s so aggravating that he’s such a yes-man. He only does that with me. Eventually it got to a point that he acts it up every time I’m not looking or listening. I know he still talks about her,...
Why not sooner? in Come Down
Why weren’t you this way before all the damage? I’ve pushed myself away and I’m sick of it because it confuses me. I actually wish you go back to doing me like you use to.
I can feel it in Come Down
I’m getting closer after each arguement. Okay, I’ll get to it. This is what happened tonight. I take a shower to wash my hair and ferl clean and change into comfortable clothes. He opens the bath...
Drowning someone out in Come Down
Today I’ve had few self awareness moments. I noticed that most of the time you spoke, your words went in one of my ears, right out of the other. Didn’t give a shit how obvious it was for you to s...
It never changes in Come Down
I don’t even want you anymore. I just decided to be in a decide mood tonight. I’m only sitting here testing myself perhaps, but more of the fact that I’m still trying to figure things out… Maybe ...
Body language in Come Down
I wonder what jobs there are that focuses on human body language and has decent long-term pay. I’m awesome at body language. Perhaps though I should have just majored in Psychology.
I try to reach out so many times. Too many times. The body language kills me so much. Besides the other wonders and shady shit. I wonder what he even thinks of me. How much am I worth to him or w...
He keeps a screen between us. in Come Down
I’m okay if he goes out with friends or family or goes out to be deceitful and cheat on me. I don’t care to control him and I feel bad when I stress him the fuck out by trying to discuss my issue...
I hope I fall asleep tonight in Come Down
Because I’ll be more stressed staying up trying to find out to get nothing, resolve nothing, than if I sleep and not think of you or deal with you for a few hours.
Just because you are always deceitful and lying, doesn’t mean I am. You aren’t upset with ME. You are worried what others think of you if it’s negative. Also, you’re frustrated because your mind ...
The cords may be cut in Come Down
Things are too wrong, fake, and forced. I have to pull myself away again. This time leave…
It’s happening again in Come Down
I don’t know wtf he’s doing. He contradicted himself earlier. He isn’t concerned of me anymore. I don’t know wgat triggered it. Well. I’m wondering if somethibg I did or said triggered him. Eithe...
I must still feel it in Come Down
I still feel hurt. Betrayal. I don’t get taken seriously. I get taken for granted… I don’t know what to do with myself actually.
Whats it called? in Come Down
I’m a tually one of those people who had it all together for themself.... Then ruined themselves for “love”. SMH
He’s too polite in Come Down
Or too much of a punk bitch. I know I dont really turn him on. When I vent about my insecurities, NOW, he pretend that he’s attracted to me abd satisfied. I know that he’ll still go for someone ...
Note to self in Come Down
The things that you suspect may bother you. That’s because he isn’t being fair, honest, faithful. He knows you know. He continues to negatively mess with your mind.
I just want answers to my questions in Come Down
Just as you expect an honest answer from me.
It'll never end in Come Down
Unless I decide it’s finally the day I leave and never return. Now, of course we are looking/smelling through vape liquids of his sister’s that she got from him and his ex…
I did it... in Come Down
I don’t think I mentioned it previously but he got me a ring finally. Nothing special… it was just another impulsive, not so meaningful purchase he made. I remember early in our relationship (so...
Movie Monday in Come Down
Oops, didn’t think to have movie time later and I could have gone with him… I guess that’s a good sign that I didn’t even think that until he mentioned it.... I just needed to get out and not be...
Most likely in Sober
I’ll leave… I don’t want to be here so there is no point in even staying if I don’t want to be with him… I know he still withhold things that is said or done against me. There is more going on a...
Deceitful Narcissists in Sober
That’s all they are. Can’t wait to get back on my feet again and get away from them all. That’s all I’ concerned about right now. Screw you, fake fiancee.
Spoil Brat in Sober
He acts like one. Filthy attitude, filthy language, and always crying to his mommy when he’s in trouble. Can’t even take an Uber to get to work but he would spend the rest of his money on drugs ...
I’m twenty-seven in Come Down
I may plan a trip to that bridge.
Anxiet, irritation. in Sober
Being around people for too long is too much for my mind. I can’t stand it!
