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by John62

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October 26, 2016

Wednesday Morning

I slept in again. I didn’t get up until 8. I remember having some weird dreams. I can’t recall them. It is probably a good thing I forgot them. Anyways. it is getting down to the wire. First of t...


October 25, 2016

Tuesday Morning

I slept in today. I didn’t get up until 8. I had good nights sleep with no weird dreams. I feel better today than yesterday. Anxiety was through the roof. I had an appointment yesterday afternoo...


October 24, 2016

Monday Morning

I have a doctor’s appointment today. I do not want to go. Anxiety is high. I feel a bit down this morning. I think this is one of these days where I don’t want to leave my apartment Feel very bad...


October 23, 2016

Sunday Morning Part 2

Eight more days left in October. I did pretty good financially speaking this month. It is the last week of the month and I have $10 left. I’m going to hold onto that money for dear life. Been try...


October 22, 2016

Saturday Morning

It has been a few days since my last entry. I haven’t had much to write about. I’ve been doing fairly well. On a scale of one to five with one being the worst I would rate the depression a 2 anxi...


October 19, 2016

Wednesday Morning

I feel much better. I slept most of yesterday . Despite that I went to bed early I had the weirdest dream. I was the President. I was at the UN giving a speech. I was saying that the three superp...


October 18, 2016

Bad Night

I had a doctor’s appointment scheduled for today at 9. This was for the neurologist. Anyway I ended up cancelling it. I was up all night last night. I finally got some sleep at 7 this morning. My...


October 17, 2016

Monday Morning part 2

Just sitting here waiting for my worker. I have the tv on CNN. They are talking about the election. Trump is going on about how the election is rigged against him. He is still going on about a va...


October 17, 2016

Monday Morning

I had a bad night with some nightmares. Thank goodness I cannot remember them. I was up and down a lot I was up for good at 4. I have been feeling very listless and doles this morning. I want to ...


October 16, 2016

Sunday Morning Part 2

I am not doing too good. Anxiety is bad. it started creeping up on me after Chocolatechip left. I was kind of obsessing about the election . But now I am not thinking about anything. I just have ...


October 16, 2016

Sunday Morning

I have been up since 4am. I’ve been reading. I think I will take a break from CNN today. I watched it all day yesterday. About all they talked about was Trump and his alleged sexual misconduct. S...


I finished my entry. Chocolatechip came up for a brief minute. We talked and then she left. For some reason I got very paranoid or something. Conversation with my case manager was on my mind. I k...


October 15, 2016

Saturday Morning

Yesterday was a good day. My worker came and she fixed a good breakfast of pancakes She did a good job in cleaning my apartment. Last week I phoned the agency and asked for a new worker. After y...


October 14, 2016

Friday Morning

I am up at 4am I feel a lot better today Yesterday I chilled out. I did not watch CNN or any news about the election. I listened to Celtic Woman on You Tube Those ladies always put me in a bette...


October 13, 2016

Thursday Afternoon

Well I am above the dirt. Been trying to chill out today. I’ve been listening to Celtic Women on You Tube. I love this group. Whenever I am upset or feeling depressed I always turn to these ladie...


October 13, 2016

Thursday

I had a very bad night. All the talk about not worrying did me no good I could not help think that something very terrible was about to happen. Also had the feeling that I did something very wron...


October 12, 2016

Wednesday Morning part 2

Well I am back. I forgot to mention that I asked for a new worker . This one agency I have is from Moundsville. They have a lot of problems getting people to work for them in this area. But the g...


October 12, 2016

Wednesday Morning

Chocolatechip went to Healthways and saw the doctor. He did not put her back on Abilify. He said her current generic med is the same thing. I was thinking he might do that. He did not change my m...


October 11, 2016

Tuesday Morning Part 2

I cancelled with my worker today Didn’t feel like having anyone in. I am feeling better now but still feel very down today. Depression just comes over me a lot of times. At times I do not have t...


October 11, 2016

Tuesday Morning

I am up. I didn’t want to get out of bed this morning. Felt like complete shit. I was up at 5 just laid on my couch. Must have went back to bed and before I new it it was 8:30 Anyways I am up v...


October 10, 2016

Monday Morning

I watched part of the debate. I thought Clinton did a good job. I agree with her on most of what I heard. Thought Trump was being his usual asshole self. One thing that got me was he said to Clin...


October 09, 2016

Sunday morning

I didn’t feel like writing yesterday. I spent Saturday morning listening to the news about Trump. It looks like he is in some deep shit this time. Even top leaders of the Republican party no long...


October 07, 2016

Friday Morning

I got up at the ungodly hour of 2am today. I tried but for the life of me could not get back to sleep. I played computer games for a while. A while back I downloaded this chess game from Microso...


October 06, 2016

Thursday Afternoon

I am very proud of myself. I did not want to leave my apartment today but I made it out. Case manager was ringing my buzzer at 9. I told her I would be right down I gathered up my stuff that I ne...


October 06, 2016

ThursdayMorning

I didn’t sleep too good last night. I was up and down a lot. I was supposed to go to the court house today to get my address changed so I can vote. I think I am going to cancel. I just can’t get ...


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