Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.

by Timmy™

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February 19, 2021

The White Rose.

V left it in my car with a note. And I didn’t understand the symbolism of white. I thought it meant she was attracted to me. And she was. It’s somewhere between romantic attraction and physica...

February 19, 2021


Generally not recommended to google-doctor, but we all do it now and then. I have about three terms that.... “help” describe me. Schizoaffective Disorder, Manic Depression, and Anxiety. Yes, y...

February 18, 2021

Lack of Control.

More personal observations. If I pace/meditate on this further, I’m sure I could think of other examples. The easiest ones to elaborate on are food, and masturbation. (This is why there an oxfo...

February 18, 2021

Feeling Worthless. (Video.)

Thank you to anyone who keeps me in their heart and thoughts.

February 17, 2021

Climate Change Rebound.

Calling it now. And, as you know, I truly hate being correct. The weather is going to rebound and this oncoming summer will be among the hottest, most violent on record. I hate being correct. T...

February 17, 2021

My Survivor Tattoo.

Left forearm. Of course my mom held my hand while crossing the street to the grocery store. When her MS escalated, she would hold onto my left forearm to stabilize herself as we crossed the str...

Oh, you know you’re reading this because I’m Too Much Information Timmy. I taste-tested this hot sauce yesterday. Do you need another trigger warning for the aftermath? Nah, I’m okay, but serio...

I have been asked occasionally “Why are you still married to her? You’re not together.” Paraphrasing. Medical. Hospital. Sorry, it’s 1:36 AM, and my mind isn’t what it used to be. Forgive me. I...

Okay, I’ll check the label, but PHEW, okay, finally. I’ll make a HOT SAUCE video on this in the next day or two. For now? I find it tasty. Mouth is in pain. But, in a good way. I know, I kn...

What, you read the title.

Don’t worry, more hot sauce masochism will be presented. In the mean time, is it Sophia-time? Engage? Engage.

February 15, 2021

Frank's Extra Hot Sauce.

If the next bottle of hot sauce doesn’t make me reach for milk, I may need to outsource.

February 14, 2021

On Loss.

“I’ve heard it said, that one of the worst parts of breaking up a long term relationship is the loss of language. The puns and in-jokes, the little touches that were special just to you two. That...

February 14, 2021

Baseline and Amplitude.

This is babbling about psychology. Oh, I’ve taken Psych 101. But gosh, sometimes when you get clinical terms, they start to lose all meaning. “Oh, that’s nice. …What does that really mean aga...

This is a paraphrase from Sarek in Star Trek 2009. I want to start off by saying that right now, in this moment, I’m happy. It is rare, so it needs to be noted. Those close to me know my emotio...

Yes, indeed, I have a face. I know, baffling.

February 11, 2021

Stand by Photon Torpedoes.

It’s not to hurt her. It’s to protect myself. Meh, too cheerful. Too mean. I won’t lipread for you, as I know what Riker is saying. No, still too professional. …Never thought I’d have to go...

February 10, 2021

Not-So-Mild Sauce.

I have been pondering about what to do video stuff about. Subjecting myself to hot sauce? Gotta start somewhere.

February 10, 2021

Security accessories.

If you judge me for sleeping with a stuffed animal, you’re a big meanie. (What. I’m deliberately trying to not curse.) I should note I’ve been sleeping with this one since before wife even left...

February 09, 2021

Void of Consequences.

Was going to title this Purpose/Feeling Needed something else, but here we are. I went from thinking about what I have to hope for, to strive towards. But then I started thinking about my compl...

February 08, 2021

Human Connection.

Been a rough morning/afternoon. I tried Operation Distraction to “forget” how I was feeling, but it wasn’t quite working. It’s annoying that facing our emotions sometimes makes them feel worse ...

February 07, 2021


The Hobbit movies aren’t the best, but they’re a nice addendum to PJ’s LotR adaptation. Something I like is how it helps the character of Legolas. Who has been accused of not HAVING much of a c...

Longtime readers may remember a playful “contest” I would do every April 16th. But why wait? As a preface, this “contest” was/is very tongue-in-cheek. I once discarded the entire results and d...

February 02, 2021

On Atheism, or Lack Thereof.

Wasn’t expecting three long-winded entries in one day, but here we are. LET’S GO, CUMSLUTS. It’s not that I hide being atheist. It’s that other religions are so HI I’M CHRISTIAN AND THIS DEFINE...

February 02, 2021

The Shire.

As in Open Diary. There’s your thesis statement. Yup, not even pretending it’s a decent writing style. I’ll continue to refine my craft, including just smashing through the fourth wall like a f...

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Public entries which I hope are on par with Classic Timmy™.