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When I’m more mentally stable, stress and eustress tends to go into different compartments. Work goes in worktime. School goes in schooltime. Relationship goes in relationshiptime. Gaming goe...


July 02, 2021

Tradition.

If only we could create our own. Well, technically, you can. Whenever I move into somewhere new, I order Dominos. (Okay, any pizza will do.) I decided to create a tradition, and so I did it. ...


There seem to people who have an innate drive or desire to reinvent themselves. Always chasing something new, something exciting. Never content to be sitting still, in the same place whether ph...


June 29, 2021

Internal Chronometer.

I noticed years ago an ability to tell myself when to wake up in the morning. “Oh, wake up at 6 am” I’d set an alarm anyway, yet I’d wake up a few minutes before it. Tell myself to sleep in? ...


I really hope there is no afterlife, because immortality or otherwise being forced to live sounds like hell. At least in death we get finality. That’s it. No post-credit scene. A conclusion. ...


June 22, 2021

Rosacea.

I’m just assuming this will go away eventually. The google-fu that doxycycline hyclate is used to treat rosacea, well. Eye doctor(s) today suspect rosacea. At least I’ll be going from 100mg tw...


June 21, 2021

Happy Summer Solstice.

Somewhere between ignore and oblivious, I generally don’t participate in hallmark holidays. Or holidays in general, unless it is of my own volition. Huh, maybe that’s why it bugs me, right there...


June 20, 2021

Natty.

So anyway, I recall many years ago a coworker asked me how I always had so much energy. At the time, I didn’t have an clear answer. I told Ariel something like “Um, I just get up and go?” Accu...


June 17, 2021

The Whites of My Eyes.

I haven’t seen them completely in three years. I have a feeling, a good feeling, that this may the end of the levels of puffiness or otherwise bloodshot eyes I have endured. After the eye doctor...


June 15, 2021

Emergency Contacts.

Had my first of many eye appointments earlier this morning. Dilation drops still haven’t worn off, so here’s hoping I don’t have too many typos. (If you can’t type with your eyes closed, can yo...


June 12, 2021

Balancing Cofactor.

Tashy came by this afternoon to collect more things. It’s a slow process, obviously. Over a year, and there’s still things here. I asked her if she was surprised at how little I brought with m...


June 08, 2021

Follicles.

So, I was taking my morning “quick shower”, though it ended up not being a quickie. Even if I don’t sweat at night, something about a two minute shower before getting dressed feels nice. Genita...


May 30, 2021

Solitary Confinement.

You’d think feeling lonely would make me more active online. Reading more, commenting more, texting/messaging friends. Sometimes I do Other times, I find it reminds me of how lonely and alone I...


I do not own a firearm. I refuse to own a firearm.


May 26, 2021

You're In.

I haven’t had a hug in over a year. I’m having a severely painful mental morning. Laying in bed sans the energy to even cry. The sleep aids worked, but the dopamine precursors I took when I wo...


This is a tangent of the previous entry. See, I don’t feel that any of those women were copies of each other. Inspired? Perhaps, but only unintentionally. Every story ever told is just an evolu...


May 20, 2021

The Queens.

So, I’ve been playing StarCraft II again. Been many years, so I’m a bit rusty on the lore. However, I also played through StarCraft and Brood Wars back in the late 90’s. So, I know who Sarah K...


May 14, 2021

Dresses & Pooping.

I can already hear it. “Timmy™, how do these things come to mind?” I have what I decided to describe as a sweater cloak. Frakking love it. So, the other day I had to perform elimination activit...


May 13, 2021

On Oatmeal.

I have an expression: Any nutritional regimen that doesn’t allow oatmeal makes me skeptical. I think we can all agree that food that looks like food or is otherwise closer to “food in nature” is...


May 09, 2021

Gym Juices.

I sometimes notice people enter the gym, do their thing, and then leave. Still hot and sweaty. I don’t get this. Unless you walked to the gym, you’re going to sit your sweaty tush on your car ...


May 08, 2021

Sit Down.

I sat down for dinner. No, I don’t think you realize how big a deal this is. See, usually I sit in front of the TV. It’s such a habit that I have spent some time thinking about just how long it...


May 05, 2021

Happiness's Revenge.

It just hit me that it’s almost a year since my Wife bought me a guitar. I was so happy that I hugged my Wife and cried. Pure ecstatic joy and elation. I haven’t hat that high of a positive em...


April 29, 2021

Testicular Cancer.

Does your partner have testicles? Have you groped his testicles recently? While you don’t need balls to be a man, most dudes are rather attached to their balls. Gently grope them. Feel them. ...


April 28, 2021

Grams.

I started watching Dawson’s Creek on a whim. To razz it. To see how “bad” it is, akin to how Candi and I watched the Twilight movies so we could have an objective opinion rather than blindly sh...


April 26, 2021

Titanium Dioxide.

This is in my Caesar Dressing. This is why I can’t be bothered to be vegan or any of that other crap. All things in moderation, including moderation. If you overthink, your brain will blue scree...


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Public entries which I hope are on par with Classic Timmy™.