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Change the Calendar.
All this writing and introspection will only get me so far. Finally put up my 2021 calendar. Occurred to me that seeing it was reminding me of how almost every day of December was horrible. As ...
Third Dream.
Well, at least I know I got minimum three rounds of REM sleep. Mood is definitely better than when I went to sleep. Hope it lasts. Did wake up with my right eye looking bloodshot, but I have l...
Second bizarre dream.
Another bizarre dream. I’m sitting on my couch and I’m half-listening to two girls talking. I get the idea that maybe she’s talking about some eye issues, as I dealt with mine two months ago. ...
Had a dream, now can't sleep.
As per my last entry, I may have jinxed myself regarding sleep. This is kind of a write it out, block it out. I’ll give a catch-all twigger warning as I’ll mention PTSD symptoms in myself. I ha...
Resist Bot.
Crosspost Let a proverbial season 1 Data fight the good fight. Text impeach to 50409 and Resist Bot will send letters to your representatives and sign the petition. I’ve done my part. Doesn’t ...
The Beacons are Lit.
Crosspost. I am hereby lighting the Beacons of Minas Tirith. Gondor calls for aid. Reading my feed, I became aware something happened. I don’t have cable and tend to get my information from la...
I Am A Survivor of Circumcision.
I wrote this a long time ago. Upon rereading, I nodded along, agreeing with myself. This is one of my finest works. Articulate anger. I was already writing about circumcision. I was already ...
Jersey Strong.
For one brief moment, let us have this. We did it and survived 2020. It’s not truly over, but allow all of us to have this. Hey, 2020, you SUCK. Stay Jersey Strong.
The Elevator Sequence.
I know, I keep writing too much. Forgive me. I was once in an elevator with Anson Mount. It was on the recent Star Trek Cruise. He plays Captain Pike on Star Trek: Discovery. See season 2. H...
On Fluffy.
I’m not sure if I’ve shared this anecdote. Fluffy is a down comforter Candi and I got around when we bought a bed. My dad didn’t think a full-size bed would fit in my room, which only motivated...
Genderlazy.
I coined this term many many years ago to describe myself. As I just don’t care what you call me. Call me a girl, call me a boy, just don’t call me late for dinner. See, being male, I never und...
Daria Morgendorffer.
The lyrics have aged slightly. In the wake of George Floyd, the phrase “you’re standing on my neck” clearly has a new meaning. But I feel the phrase is still metaphorical, not literal. (Thoug...
Southpaw.
Actually, I’m right-handed, so this is what threw me off. I was shadow-boxing in the mirror and I’m not surprised my weight went on my left leg. See, I broke my right tibia back in the third gra...
Tea and Consent.
Saw this years ago. For anyone who hasn’t seen it yet.
On Tickling.
Was reflecting on the origin of my love of Star Trek. Which I already know. Duh, it was me watching it with my mom on a black and white TV. Saying iconically, “This is just a bunch of people t...
On Handjobs.
If you know anything about me, I use humor to diffuse tension, whether internal or external. I’m aware I’m over-the-top. But really, this preface is to shield eyes that may not want to read thi...
We need a hero.
I finished The Mandalorian yesterday. I’ve decided this is the perfect ending to 2020. After all the hell we have been through, it built to this. Biden aside. We need a hero. I’m a Trekkie. I...
I Love Lucy.
So anyway, I have a belief that if you spend enough money on something, you get to name it. This is why moms get to name their kids. Eh, screw the elaborate backstory. My first personal rig was...
Sub Power.
So anyway, I was out and about and went into a nearby WalMart Market. Hey hey, hold the booing. I don’t like our corporate overlords either, but I’ll still suck off Netflix any day of the week. ...
Purpose, Part 2.
I woke up feeling more relaxed than usual. My girls aloof at the foot of my bed. Their state of complete laziness made me realize just how much tension there has been since Alice was introduced...
The Battle of the Four Cats.
Been about four weeks since Alice adopted me. I’d say it’s her fault, but it’s not all her fault. Thing with Alice is that she is super friendly and naive. And so far, hasn’t picked up on a nu...
Sleep Anxiety.
My anxiety is pretty bad, but it’s probably worst at night. When i’m trying to fall asleep. I call it non-specific anxiety, because I’ll just be laying there, trying to clear my mind, and I’ll ...
Temporal Mechanics.
The day to day seems to go so slow. Then I look at the calendar, and I wonder where the time went. Things could have gone so much differently this year. Almost a month since I got my fourth ca...
Go the Distance.
I feel like maybe I didn’t read enough in my Open Diary days. There is so much unrest now. So much sadness when I scout to see how other writers are doing. It makes me wonder if it was there a...
On Thin Walls.
It is typically a negative phrase. I reckon I like being able to hear my neighbors. I used to prefer silence when trying to sleep. I think it shifted when an ex had to have a fan on at night f...
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Public entries which I hope are on par with Classic Timmy™.
