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Daily Thoughts, Ideas, and Experiences

by Asocial_Chaos

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May 03, 2019

Catching up

Man, it’s been a while. In the last few months, I’ve started posting thoughts as they come on twitter and taken to hand journalling the thoughts that I don’t want anyone to see. I might transcrib...


January 04, 2019

The infamous “demi-“

I’m pretty openly asexual around my friends. I don’t come out to people but they seem to sense it about me pretty quickly. It’s fine and dandy no fuss, most of the time. One day a couple of weeks...


December 12, 2018

I'm not dead...physically

It’s been a while. I haven’t been dead, I haven’t been hiding in a cave, I’ve been in college. Which hasn’t been too far off from hiding away. This year, I’d like to finish my transfer degree, so...


September 03, 2018

Home Sick

Just a side note: I post art online under a couple of different pseudonyms. I’d like to keep them separate from this, but my art is also really important to me and something I’d like to share. So...


August 20, 2018

I like to make them happy

The last few days have been really good. So good in fact that normal starts to feel a little sad. But I’ll try to not linger on that and just remember the good. Let’s start with last Tuesday. I ...


August 06, 2018

Affection or Deception

I’ve been listening to a lot of Marina and the Diamonds lately. And thinking too much, of course. I took a look at my astrological natal chart again and found that my “120 conjunction sun” is in...


July 23, 2018

Lonely

Gosh I am so tired. Tired of having grand hopes and plans and just not doing them. Tired of waking up in the middle of the night to sounds that should have stopped bothering me years ago. Tired o...


July 21, 2018

Ugh

I’ve been meaning to write for a while. I even got around to making a couple of drafts but I never finished. When I have something to write about I like to do it all in one go otherwise I lose it...


July 05, 2018

The 5th of July

Probably a lot of entries coming in today huh. Holidays always bring about a lot of thinking I suppose. Every year the fourth makes me more and more sad. The fourth of July is my mother’s clean...


June 26, 2018

Time wasted planning

It’s been a minute. I keep half writing things or writing on paper but nothing comes of it. I prefer writing on my computer since I can lmao type a quickly as I can think but of course, I want to...


June 19, 2018

Stressin' Already

I’ve been out of school for the last four days and I’m already overwhelmingly stressed about the next year. I woke up at 6:30 this morning in a bout of anxiety concerning my financial aid. Now I’...


June 11, 2018

Math and it's Problems

I have a math final tomorrow and it’s on my mind. I’ve been trying to actually study for once, which is quite the task. Now I like math and I’m pretty good at it. I’m taking this class for ‘fun’,...


June 06, 2018

Ctrl Z

I think it’s pretty normal to wish I could go back in time and redo things. None of us are perfect and it would make things so much easier if we could do them knowing what we will come to know la...


June 02, 2018

Manners are free

I think it’s very important to be polite. It’s not hard, it doesn’t cost anything, and it reaps benefits. It’s kinda funny, my mom is a lovely kind woman but sometimes she sounds short when she m...


So um I’ve meant to write for a couple days but I haven’t had the chance. This week has been one. Especially since I don’t usually do anything outside the house save for work and school. Anyways...


You know, I meant to write yesterday but it just didn’t happen. I’ve had an inkling that I was getting sick for the last week or so. Typically, my sense of smell is heightened a few days before I...


May 20, 2018

On the road..?

I don’t drive. I’ve never even tried. I live in a city with some not so kind drivers, bridges, and hourly traffic. Most roads in my area are curvy and without sidewalks. My mom drives a stick shi...


May 18, 2018

05–17-18

I have low self confidence and sometimes I feel guilty for it. I should feel lucky, I have an easy time in school, there are things I’m good at, I’m not terribly unattractive. But I feel like as...


May 16, 2018

A mess

A series of diary entries about someone who I grew to really care about, finally all compiled together. I’m super dramatic and just here to have my sappy teen romance moment. Some notes, I work i...


Book Description

This book is a collection of more “normal” diary entries that show snippets of my life through accounts of the day, thoughts, or new ideas.