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Exactly 24 hours after his last dose of anti nausea meds he goes back to not eating so I had to force the pill I don’t know if there’s a long lasting anti nausea Med or of the prednisone will mak...

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I should be doing 11 am - 7 pm Intermitten fasting but since I’m new I’m going to try to do 7 am - 7 pm instead. 7 am B: Starbucks double shot 10 pm S: 2 eggs, 1 slice cheese 1 pm L: eggplant, t...

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Well today I met my friend at the gym. She’s been going for months and said she’s lost 50 lb’s in 4 months. She’s dieting as well. I dunno exactly how. I got up in a haze at 4 am, made it to the ...

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Ok so this is day 1 (again) of eating better and exercising… Pix are from a great mix place I went to last night and where all my leftovers are from. The boy in the pix is my nephew. He’s gonna b...

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Sunday while will took a nap and the rain stopped I went back out there to catch the cats. No sign of them for 90 minutes and I was thinking of leaving cause I thought will would be done napping ...

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Things are going ok over here. Work iss still STRESSFUL and i had a mini melt down on Friday. Just me alone at my desk, panicking, overwhelmed. I REALLY need to job search more seriously. I...

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Guess the week got away from me and i haven’t written much. Work is fine. I was worried about a mistake but it hasn’t come up … might work itself out by next week. The only sorta big news is t...

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Me and my sis were bullshitting in front of my mom’s house and a jeep drive ny and we hear a loud noise, almost like a heavy mat hitting the ground. It was too dark to really see what happened. ...

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Is doing nothing for me. I’m taking it all month and I don’t feel any more energized. I have a 5 month supply so I’ll keep using it but vitamin D right now stands for disappointment.

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It’s not that serious … Today was fine at work. Since I finally got the trainings I did a lot today. They didn’t send them all at once because there’s certain ones I can’t get until I pass the ba...

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And not only because I did all the Dirty Work

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As much hell add i went through I’m still kinda sad And i know their replacement receptionist isn’t up to my standards And i know me leaving messes up everyone’s schedule And I’m scared that this...

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Yesterday was a regular day besides almost killing another kid - BUT i wasn’t involved this time. Another allergy issue. Kicker is: power went out in the kitchen and I was almost asked to go in t...

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I die a little more Why the fuck won’t some one hire me already I’m literally dying here More work now hours less teachers all stretched on the same pay check That fucking evening receptionist i ...

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Liking meditation so much that I’m now reading a book on Buddhism. And I wanted to write these notes down for myself. Take what you will from them… Caring for all beings, even those you don’t kno...

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Well the associate director is gone. She left on Friday. So now on Monday the director in education curriculum person cornered me to ask me how I was feeling about everything. I told them that it...

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The chef needed alot of help yesterday. It’s a lot of work. They called the evening receptionist to come in. So even when I got a break I couldn’t sit at my desk. I finally got to go to meditatio...

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6am Breakfast: hot chocolate 8, Indian onion snacks - 20 9am Snack - Indian onion snacks - 20 12pm Lunch: indian ( rice and chickpeas mainly ) - 40 4pm Snack: candy - 50 ( wasn’teven worthit ) 63...

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41 weeks till vacation, means possibly 41lbs gone even tho my main goal is 60lbs gone forever!!! That would make me 212 lbs. College weight. I was in the 230’s when I got married. I was in the 22...

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I’ve been absent because I’m not doing well. Only diet wise - everything else in my life is fine. Thursday was a normal day. Cleaned a bit, did some the dishes, the litter boxes, painted my nail...

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Sunday I did exercise, after I felt up to it. This Monday I did not. Getting into the habit of it that I actually feel guilty when I don’t. Yesterday I used my Ulta giftcard on a new flat iron an...

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It’s my birthday .. and I’m not really in the mood. I wrote a whole entry and why and erased it. Because I’m feeling down about what this day is going to be without knowing what it is yet. So I’m...

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I don’t blame you if you don’t read it all - Subject: Re: Day 5 - Thur First off - after I finished yesterday’s entry I went back to the room and Will discovered that we can see fish in the water...

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I wrote my fam an email everyday one what I did so I’m just gonna c/p it here Subject: Day 1 we basically walked the entire ship and drank at different bars.There are multiple bars on every floor...

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They changed Will’s schedule. He used to work 3 pm to 1 am sun - Fri (Saturday off) Now he’ll work 3 pm to 1 am sun - thur (Fri & sat off) He’s pissed cause it’ll be a smaller paycheck. I’m ...

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