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It’s not fair that you keep mentioning that I blocked you on social media. You keep saying it and it makes me wonder if you remember the reason why. I mean, you said you understood, but if you ke...

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The missing you. I think right now, I’m just hormonal. I was in a place full of couples, but only had my friends with me. I caught someone’s eye, but he was with someone. Made me feel mysterious....

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…I’m over you. You text, I answer, the conversation dies to nothing. I see we are trying to be friends at least. I do miss our friendship, but you gotta take me slow. I don’t want to know if you...

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Another Him. I’ve had a lot of Him’s in my life. In my Facebook memories, He popped up. I knew he would because I know the things I posted when he was around. I saw his new profile picture. I was...

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…paid my phone bill… As a “friend” of course. Knowing good and damn well if I touch him just right… But I’m trying to change my ways. He is not the weakness to me that he once was. …but he is sti...

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…maybe I shouldn’t do that. Maybe that’s what my problem is, in the looking back. I, this morning, looked in my drawer and pulled out a journal that I was somewhat recently chronicled my life. My...

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…he was either behaving because my son was in our presence or I offended him with my “you testing yourself” theory. I was tired, but I knew he was coming so I stayed downstairs and didn’t fall as...

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This song is us. The lyrics came to mind: “We’re strange allies with warring hearts…” My heart warring with itself about you, your heart warring with doing the right thing, our heart fighting eac...

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How in the entire fuck do you come to my home, where you’ve been so many times before, put yourself in “harms way” so to speak. Tempting yourself with me and then pat yourself on the back for not...

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It started with a simple text. I probably shouldn’t have, but I just wanted to say Hi. I should have known better. I should have known that he would find a way to see me just because I said hi. H...

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I had a dream about you last night. Your wife was there too. It maybe a good thing that I can’t remember it. Made me think if she knows, found out, figured it out. Hmm…

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I came home and checked my mailbox and noticed a dvd inside. That anything was in the mailbox meant that my son hadn’t checked the mail like always. It was the live action Attack On Titan movie. ...

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I dreamt of you last night. You sought me out and came to see me. I was trying to resist you. I eventually did. We didn’t do anything even though we came close to kissing. You were holding me, an...

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He legally belongs to her now. Mutual friend was tagged in a picture and I saw it. I’m numb to it right now. I don’t need to be numb at all. Didn’t I cry about this already?? Hmm… Any emotion I m...

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I need to place my lips onto another set I need to make my mind forget how it’s been you all this time I know the newness of another must come, but I’m not ready I’m in fact nervous where I’m usu...

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Subject: About that chance… …I’m going to skip it. To see you again only reminds me of what’s about to happen. I’m trying to get it together and this would be a set back. As tempting as it sounds...

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“Letting go can be the hardest thing to do…“ Zhané - For A Reason:

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I got the title from a Cheers episode when Rebecca broke up with Robin Colcordt. He took me to the store. He spent time here at the house. We restrained ourselves fairly well. Then it was time t...

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…it’s feeling harder to take… So, I put in a request for hang time tomorrow night to see the band. They don’t go on until 10p. He leaves early am to go back…home. To Texas. I am going to propose ...

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He sent a text at 2 something to let me know he was on his way to town. 5 something he was asking if I wanted a ride to work. If I was awake, he would probably have had me awake and waiting for h...

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I’m an anime fan. I’m a Dragonball Z fan. So, they are going to resurrect Frieza and there’s gonna be a new movie. I’m stoked. Rare showing in August. ONE WEEK ONLY. He said he’s gonna buy me a t...

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For some reason (possibly because of the weight I’ve gained over the past two months) I’m not looking forward to seeing Him. The weight is part of it, but it’s over. Not that I don’t miss him fro...

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…but the passion in this song is always on point… Love this song…and this is the perfect book for it. What I want from you is empty your head They say be true, don’t stain your bed We do what we...

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Anyone in my circle knows that I have a song for every occasion just about. I love music. I love to sing. I love to listen to how the notes, synchopated beats, and rhythmic structure get together...

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Have you ever been one of those people who wants to know when they are going to die or those who want to brace themselves for a catastrophic event? I’m not one of those people because there is pa...

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