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I probably shouldn’t even talk about it. Somehow, I think when I write about things, I am getting them off my chest and I can get it off my chest. So, as much as I try to gas myself up, I still h...

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I haven’t talked about this much and it seems as if the people I want to confide in about it, hear it and blow it off, or somehow steer the conversation away from it. I don’t know if that’s a sig...

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Today marks 3 birthdays of people around me. My niece (oldest sister who passed away, her daughter): She sent me a text one day and I said who is this? because she had a new number. She said you...

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I think I’m having issues with my charger port on my phone. I don’t have the money to fix it right now. I will have the money to fix it in the future. But I need that money right now. Lord, pleas...

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Spending so much time now with my dad’s side of the family, the siblings and everyone, I still feel sort of…out of place. I’m doing more with them, I’m interacting. Doing what I can in the role o...

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I’ve been doing my level best not to let my ornery neighbor get to me. He continues to play is television or music (depending on what he’s feeling) loud to the point it’s bleeding through my wall...

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So…I bill myself as not having a life. Things happen around me and I report them. I tell of my small place in them and then I move forward. I titled this with the intent of talking about happenin...

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I’ve had this car for a year and though Manuel (that’s what I named my car) does not look battered, he’s got scratches and scrapes. I park way away from everyone and people fill in around me. and...

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I woke up with the same headache I went to sleep with, but I feel better right now. Working backward from my mother’s day list from yesterday… I dropped Bubby Sr off at home. On the way back I g...

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1) Son bought me another Game of Thrones tshirt. 2) Son also made 2 new videos on his Nintendo 3DS. One asked if he could start cursing around me and the other was announcement about the shirt. I...

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I want some lamb, lobster, garlic chive snails with onion rolls, a really REALLY good hamburger, bacon, really good piece of duck, fried pork belly bites, a New York strip steak with garlic butte...

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Like, really. Nothing. God is good everyday. I wake up every morning and say Thank you God. If not, I have a song of worship in my head. Every morning. I’m kind of dragging and sleepy today. Fro...

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Yes. I am. Friend never returned to the post. Perhaps she saw she was outnumbered when my other friends started jumping on her. Most people were done after she came in and said, “Television is th...

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I have spent my life trying to be the peacemaker. I concede when others wrong me. I take it on the chin every time. If I were to act on instinct whenever I needed to stand up for myself or was pr...

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Her: It’s a fucking TV show! Me: And your point? Can people not be moved by movies or tv shows? Or were you being snarky like all the others who declare, “I’ve never watched” it? Or was that sarc...

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I honestly don’t understand the miserable people who have to pick fights with people over dumb, benign stuff. All I posted last night before bed on Facebook: “I just finished the latest episode o...

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What do people call you? Once upon a time my cousin called me “Old freak” so… LMAO What colour is your hair? Salt & Pepper in various spots. Do you have any allergies? Not for real Do you hav...

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(This is largely a mental dump. I need this so I can get back to being myself. Which this is me, too, but I don’t need this at the forefront right now. So bear with me or feel free to ignore. You...

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So, I’ve probably written about my dad’s sister that I keep in touch with. She’s about as grumpy an old person as there can be. She has a good heart, but I swear she can be so toxic, you can put ...

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Getting this out of the way before I shower and go to bed. I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow. Sunrise service @ 6a regular service @ 11a. But it may all work out great. My daughter didn’t pi...

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I broke down and talked to the landlady about my neighbor again. Monday night marked 6 nights in a row of him watching whatever it is he’s been watching TV all over his unit. LOUDLY. I figured p...

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Yesterday was a good day though it didn’t seem that it would turn out that way. I think I said I narrowed the culprit of Bubby Sr’s tummy problems to being that juice I bought. I do believe I was...

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I thought the kid was done being sick. Turns out… On Thursday, I had the day off. It started out as me going to the doctor with my mother. One of my uncles dropped out and she said if the other i...

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Last night was choir and youth department rehearsal. I got home, changed and waited for Bubby Sr. I saw Bubby Jr, whom I haven’t seen in a while. His mouth was full of chicken nugget. He smiled w...

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I want to leave signs all over the place. Not nice or benign type signs. Signs that will piss people off into acting like they have some sense. So the Human Resources department has vacated the f...

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