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Daughter’s landlady has been sending someone to fix her toilet all week. She was I’ll over the weekend I believe because of this. Landlady has been trying to put the blame on Bubby Sr putting a t...

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Daughter will be off at 12 midnight. I hope she can get a ride home. My day away was pretty decent. I got to see the newly remodeled Kiener Plaza, took pictures of the Arch. The museum under the ...

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So at this very moment, I stand on this corner waiting for a bus. Ah. Here it is. The man that was in front of the church, having a beer, came to life when the bus rounded the bend, and crossed t...

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I’m going to be getting some other training which will allow me at least to do credit card transactions. That’s huge. I don’t want to work with money and keep up with stuff, but I will look at it...

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Let me write about good times right now. 1) The Fundraiser was great. I was dropped off by aunt and uncle. RJ was talking about going, but I figured she would bail. So I asked my uncle and aunt ...

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So. Confrontation with daughter’s landlady. I recorded the conversation. She has no legal grounds to evict her on short notice like she did. She needs a full calendar month. She said locks will b...

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Well not me. Got a text from MR last night admitting to the lack of preparedness. She doesn’t want to be booed at her own event. Lol For all the fussing, I was still willing to go along and if sh...

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And I am. I have such an I don’t care attitude about a lot of stuff right now. About last nights rehearsal: So I don’t know if I told you all before. When I was 18, 19, a group of friends and I f...

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1) I am perpetually angry. 2) The people surrounding me are going good for helping me through a small bit of the frivolous stuff and none of the serious needs. 3) I sit back and evaluate me, my ...

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1) So my friend finally let’s me know about this song and rehearsal for the benefit on Saturday. It’s on a Tuesday. My daughter works 7-12. I told her to see if she can get her shift changed. I j...

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“So, if you are able to pay $200 a week for weed, why don’t you pay the whole $225 a month on baby daddy money?” “Because I don’t have to. When I went to court, they asked what I wanted pay.” “So...

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1) I’ve become obsessed with podcasts. I’ve always listened to Snap Judgment and This American Life, but now I listen to Terrible, Thanks for Asking, The No Sleep Podcast, Spooked by Snap Judgmen...

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“You know how I am scorned, disgraced, and shamed; all my enemies are before you. Scorn has broken my heart and has left me helpless; I looked for sympathy, but there was none, comforters, but I ...

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1) I’m not going to be able to purchase a new outfit for the event. Don’t know why I’m thinking about this. 2) Daughter showed me a list of apartments that the one place gave her. I told her that...

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So, for all the services that are offered to help poor people, not only do you have to be poor, but you also have to be one of the following: Disabled Mentally ill Drug user Abused woman Complete...

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I don’t know how to do this. Had a weird awakening when Bubby Sr says he doesn’t want to call me Gadda anymore. He said he was going to start calling me “Grandmaw” and it sounded uncomfortable fo...

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If it’s not one thing it’s another. I was just relaxing. Now, I’m panicking for her. My daughter, of course. She called me at work and I could immediately tell something was wrong. Her landlord s...

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All is silenced save for the movie My son and I have eaten our take out burgers, shipped my daughter and the babies to her house, an are now watching the sequel to Sin City. If I had some liquor ...

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There must have been, in a parallel universe, a version of my life that I murdered my daughter because she stayed with me longer than 5 days. She just sent me a text saying that her stuff came b...

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…of myself this morning. I was attitudinal. Then laughed it off when I put it on Instagram stating I always look like this. Actually, I do. I just had the greatest veggie samosas and Greek salad ...

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1) OMFG… 2) I like it when my child visits. I like it when I sit the kids. But I LOVE it when they leave. 3) They ain’t left yet. 4) I told her ass to call and let them know the breaker was off. ...

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1) 12:13a to be exact and I’m awake. Little baby moves too much. Big baby is knocked out. I’m back at work tomorrow. 2) My daughter and these fucked up work hours. I think if she could just work ...

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Sundays. Back when my kids were small, I remember my Sunday’s were full of nothing. I had stopped going to church on a regular basis by that time. Somehow, I felt that if I wasn’t going to churc...

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1) People who are aloof and possess an apatheticness in regard to how other people feel just because it’s “their shit/problems” are destined to be alone. They are self centered and selfish people...

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1) I for certain have been feeling angsty about this bad blood between my neighbor and myself. My daughter doesn’t help things, but I am constantly reminding her childish self to just say nothin...

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