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Earth is a great place to visit, but I wouldn't want to live here.
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I haven’t been taking my meds lately…mostly in part to the fear that they are slowly killing me. And I was feeling fine until last week when I started purposefully making bad music and I decided ...
Killing Time in Questions
I don’t really come to this site very often anymore. I don’t have the time to kill usually…and I don’t really have anything very interesting to say. But I’m alone at the office right now, waitin...
I quite Facebook again and then kind of stopped doing all social media. But I figure this site isn’t so much social media as other sites…it can still get dramatic sometimes though, that’s for su...
Vampire disco in Questions
I woke up at 3:30am Sunday morning and decided I should try to create an electronic song that was upbeat and kind of positive and beautiful. I failed miserably. I definitely made the most gothi...
Home invasion in broad daylight in Questions
My wife and I stepped outside to go get a load of laundry and our apartment manager was out talking to one of our neighbors with a bunch of police officers. She was the victim of a home invasion...
Preparing for violence tonight in Questions
In the summer of 2020, during the BLM marches, they burned down several buildings in my community. The tore apart the police station. They looted countless businesses. I expect more of that toni...
Artificial Intelligence and spirituality in Questions
Sometimes I think I love my job Sometimes I think I hate my job I guess we’ll see how I feel tomorrow when pay day comes around. Sometimes I want to write happy music (Why the fuck can’t I just ...
PLEASE FILL OUT THIS FIELD in Stories to bide the time.
I want to write some new music but I don’t have any new music inside of me and I don’t know how to put it inside of me…and even if it is inside of me and maybe I’m not recognizing it, maybe I don...
Please fill out this field in Stories to bide the time.
I feel like writing but I don’t really have anything to say. It’s 4:07 PM and I haven’t eaten anything yet today. I’ve been glued to my desk. I’ve taken two bathroom breaks, and other than tha...
2am virtual trip to Poland in Stories to bide the time.
Half our team is in Krakow and this insane deadline is still looming over us like a dark cloud filled with pus and rats and purple lightning cancer. So After working nine straight hours from 9-6...
Alright, all aboard the no drinking train in Questions
It’s been in the works for a while now. I went a few weeks without a drink not even that long ago, but last weekend, with all the friends and family in town for the baby shower, I definitely had ...
I need Aderall in Questions
They tested me for ADHD in middle school a bunch of times…like three times. They tested me several times because the test came back and said I didn’t have it, but everyone was like, “Uh…yeah this...
Thank you... in Questions
Thank you brother For teaching me about the white gloves The us VS them And why we need a poker face Thank you for teaching me about the indigo flame Thank you for teaching me about where I came...
Sure would be a shame if... in Stories to bide the time.
…someone replaced all your creamer with mayonnaise I can’t stop thinking about putting mayonnaise in coffee. I don’t even use creamer, I drink my coffee African-American like a real man. We wen...
It’s 12:34 am and I’m wrapping up some work for the evening. But I have to finish the last couple of tracks on this Kendrick album, so I figured I’d kill some time on here while I listen. We’ve ...
Manic Depression's a frustrating mess in Stories to bide the time.
I think the most frustrating thing is that I don’t even get to experience manic episodes anymore…which, means I also don’t have psychotic episodes…but it’s pretty one sided. The antipsychotics I...
Self Promotion in Stories to bide the time.
I’ve had a few coworkers ask me about my music over the last few months, and it’s something I have been hesitant to share with anyone, let alone the people I work with. But I picked out a song or...
Blocked in Stories to bide the time.
So I blocked the user that left that last comment. She said she was a reader for a long time and has read my cocaine fueled and pill fueled “and every drug under the sun” fueled “rants”. Then sh...
The internet is wild in Stories to bide the time.
So, on my last post…you know, the one about how I thought my neighbor was being an asshole for being super judgmental? Some user named “Out of Doubt: End time” commented this: “You should have w...
Mormons are all the same in Stories to bide the time.
We have these neighbors that are Mormon, and we’ve been pretty good friends with them over the last couple of years, but starting in August the husband has started saying some shit that is just p...
The trip in Stories to bide the time.
So I had my weekend this last weekend. Overall, I’d say it was beneficial. My wife booked the hotel for me, and it looked really nice in the pictures, but when I got there it was pretty old and ...
I had to block my first person in Stories to bide the time.
There’s this one lady who has really fucked with my head through a few of my manic episodes. Telling me she is some higher dimensional being and that she knows who I am and that I’m fucking up my...
More updates in Stories to bide the time.
I have been using Open Diary since I was 15, and it looks like old habits die hard. Even though I am not a frequent user anymore, sometimes I just feel the need to write this out into the ether. ...
So many changes in Stories to bide the time.
August 10th at 11:52 pm, we welcomed our son into the world. He was born at 9lbs 9oz, and 23 inches. My wife is a fucking warrior woman. I was so amazed to watch her, how composed she was through...
