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Derp in Current Events
My dreams have been… cohesive? Lucid lite. Last night my dream was hilarious. It had a serious tone to it as an anti-hero blockbuster staring Shangela from Rupaul’s Drag Race. Not in drag though....
Wake in Current Events
Over the last few days, old unprocessed energies, emotions, have been coming to the surface. This is forcing me to rumble with them but I am dragging that out. I had them all buried for a reason....
Commie Little Christmas in Current Events
I’m having myself a commie little Christmas. It’s a Pagan holiday to Bev, she tore my head off when I texted her Merry Christmas. When it comes to Christianity I lean a lot more toward Gnosticism...
Sigh in Current Events
It doesn’t feel good having ill feelings toward my mother. I hate it. I don’t understand why she came at me this morning to try and gaslight me into believing I have an eating disorder. I refuse ...
Blah in Current Events
My patience is low today. I did complete the tasks that I was fighting with yesterday. This house is full and crowded and my sister went into strung out housewife mode. Her mood is manipulative, ...
Monday Poisoning in Current Events
My patience is about as thin as my new hairline. It’s always been my toxic trait. Zen and I are not friends. Nothing wants to cooperate with me today and it is driving me crazy because I literall...
Is this the revelation we need for the Awakening? in Current Events
I’m shook. There is a woman named Bibi Bacchus who was charged with a crime she was not guilty of and she spent eight years in prison where she studied the law books. She discovered something cal...
Holocaust? in Current Events
I’m so flustered. Bloc Quebecois, The Conservative Party, The Green Party, The Liberal Party and The NDP are all on board with these UN eco-fascists to give away Indigenous lands and rights to th...
Mood Poisoning in Current Events
Karly made me feel less alone in my situation but I can’t say that it makes me any happier. She opened up to me that she too was forced into unemployment because of con-19. Freedom is selfish and...
I want to know what can be known. I don’t want to be afraid of the dark, so to speak. I absolutely do not want to participate in that cable news cult. They are so brainwashed by the television pr...
Soul Fam in Current Events
It happened again. If there are no coincidences I need to pay attention and work on my spiritual growth. Spiritual being the world of the unseen, the unrealized, the unprocessed emotions that I h...
Fluster in Current Events
I woke up on the wrong side of the… couch. On the wrong side of life, to be dramatic. Evil is winning in the world and nobody is stopping it. The truth is right in front of everybody’s polyester ...
Spook in Current Events
Are you ignoring your spirit guides? You’ve been letting the chaos in the world distract you. You need to listen to your guides. Felicity DM’d me out of the blue. She basically then gave me a psy...
Latch in Current Events
For better or for worse there has been a shift in my consciousness that has me unable to connect to things again. This is an opportunity to attach to things that give me health. It is a spiritual...
My anxiety was high almost the entire day. I am probably going to have a panic attack tonight. Those only hit me when I’m asleep. They’re a rude awakening. My province is the most oppressed durin...
Yuh in Current Events
I do not want to become hijacked by stress. My sister and her husband do not want to reduce what they were charging me for rent. I am renting a couch, essentially. I’m still counting my blessings...
Slight Mood Poisoning in Current Events
I am experiencing a little bit of mood poisoning today. I know that I don’t have to commit to feeling this way. The house is full with Matt home. He started cracking beers before nine this mornin...
Tomplicated in Current Events
The mistake I made in my previous entry was combining two separate entries. In the first entry, I was just presenting the real-life Microsoft patent and the real-life Great Reset Agenda and I exp...
Mark of the Beast. This is not a drill. in Current Events
Change my pronouns and call me Elliot Page, I was just looking at Microsoft’s patent for the future use of those nanoparticles that come with these COVID-1984 vaccines and it really is the mark o...
Transhuman in Current Events
I just don’t have the extra chromosomes I need to be able to believe anything the Liberal Party of Chinada has to say. I don’t trust many of the Conservative MPs either, don’t get me wrong. So fa...
Redeemer in Current Events
Dreams require no space or matter yet you can experience both. Sometimes I wonder if this world we live in is also just a dream. Hyperianism is a new belief system that believes humanity is in th...
Not So Fast in Current Events
I’m fasting today. It’s been twenty-three hours since my last meal. I’m trying to access a process called autophagy which is a process of recycling damaged proteins and microbes. My diet is prett...
Spiritual Deficit in Spiritual Journey
Not everyone is going to make it. They’re not going to awaken and grow into themselves and become fulfilled. Not everyone will become enlightened. We’re just going to have to move forward without...
I'm Not Bitter, Just Unsweetened in Current Events
I miss my mother. I asked a Naturopathic doctor for some advice online about if there was a way to detox the freak vaccine should someone be forced to take it. A stranger added to my question bec...
Way Out There Conspiracy in Politics
I came across a Doctor named Amandha Dawn Vollmer that practices Naturopathic Medicine. She blew my mind because I only have one perspective about medicine and she possesses a different one. I’m ...