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I got to enjoy an anxiety attack throughout my entire class yesterday evening. It did not have anything to do with the class. I had an intense day at work. I started some drama at work again. Th...

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I barely made it to my optometrist appointment yesterday. Damn, my eye doctor had quite the makeover—Mohawk, piercings, and tattoos up to his throat. Neck tattoos are so sexy. He had a picture of...

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Every night, the same dream, and every morning, the same nightmare. At this moment I feel like I can relate to Wanda Maximoff from the recent Dr. Strange movie. I just dreamt that I was tucking m...

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I managed to get myself a little flustered. I said the quiet part out loud. Well, I texted the quiet part out loud. I know that my procrastination is a response to fear. Fear boils down to contro...

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What an atrocious day. It was a rough start at work. The work wasn’t rough at all it was just my coworkers. I mentioned that my hand was breaking out into eczema and Kim decided to complain that ...

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Oops, I did it again. I am procrastinating pretty hard. I had a week to study all the material I learned to prepare for our first test next week and I saved it all for today. I did everything exc...

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Oops! I did it again. I spent how many entries complaining about how I need a break from being social? Class was cancelled yesterday, I was looking forward to having a lot of time to study before...

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I’m burned out and it caught up with me today. I left work early so I could spend the rest of the day in bed. It’s out of character but I had to admit defeat. My mind and body need rest. Last nig...

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Yesterday morning I saw that my roommate had her got-my-life-right smoothie prepped for the start of her day. When she got home later in the evening, she told me that she is quitting alcohol inde...

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I finally had the talk with my roommate about her drinking. When I got home from my evening class yesterday she opened up to me about what has been going on with her. I speculated in the previous...

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My anxiety is flaring up right now. My roommate, something is going on with her. I heard her crying and whimpering to somebody over the phone this morning on the balcony. I suspect that she is ha...

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It’s one in the morning and I’m usually asleep but the neighbours above me are being cluster b creeps. Yesterday evening, while I was still alone, a woman started banging on all the doors in our ...

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My manifesting got worse. I kept it to myself because I didn’t want the thought out in the universe but I borrowed a pan from my grandmother to make angel food cake and she told me that I could r...

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I’m starting to feel spread thin again with my time. That is my own fault of course. I have a four-day weekend and I don’t have any time set aside for myself. Well, on Monday I do. So far. I need...

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My sister is in town this weekend. She will be staying with me at my apartment. I’m pretty excited. I miss her a lot. She’s on my mind frequently. She is only two hours away but it feels like she...

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I know that I sound like a broken record which is just evidence that I need something to change. Most days it doesn’t bother me but when it does… it does. I’m not here for my roommates bullshit. ...

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The Light Of Egypt Chapter One Science of the Soul (Just my first round of notes) Materialistic wisdom can’t account for the simple phenomena that transpire in the action and non-action of life f...

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My mini nervous breakdown was embarrassing. If I got through the last couple of years as a medical heretic during that transfer of wealth which took everything from me then I can get through grad...

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I have been fighting with this booklet all morning. It’s been over seven hours and I’m just not getting it. I haven’t even made it to what we learned on Tuesday. Is this how I am going to feel fr...

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I switched my shifts around so that I can be off tomorrow. I will have the entire day to study before my evening class. It’s not like I have a test or exam, I don’t understand why my anxiety has ...

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It’s like taking a fitness class or seeing a fitness trainer when you haven’t done any training in years and learning that you’re just doing the warmup after you’ve already given it your all. Tha...

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Terrain I have a problem with procrastination and avoidance. I put off going back to school for over a decade. To be fair, I did not have a career path that I wanted to pursue. I found my passion...

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I went to bed angry last night. I was mostly angry that I was angry. I worked a full week, plus my classes, and this apartment/living situation feels like a second job. That started to sink in be...

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I laid down on the couch to close my eyes for a couple of minutes after my shift. Seven hours later I woke up to my roommate coming home. So, that happened. I am not drinking coffee at midnight. ...

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My first day back to school was on Tuesday. On the first day, before I entered the classroom, the jitters were too much. Every fiber of my being wanted to stay home in bed. Just like old times. T...

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