lost soul ⋅
I am getting up there in age and I am not afraid to admit it. I feel like I could have done so much more and now I am trying to cram it all in before the end. I am married for now and how two interesting kids. They are almost grown. People don't understand me, even those close to me.
"Our greatest fault is not that we set our goals too high and miss them, but that we set them too low and reach them"
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End of the Day in My Thoughts
This was a nonstop day. It flew by so quickly that I did not even have time to sit down and write for just a moment. I laid down to go to sleep and realized that I did not put anything down. U...
Titles are hard to come up with! in My Thoughts
The work day is basically done, the kids are packed up and headed home and I have a moment alone in my office to sit back and think about the day. DAMN, it is impossible for people to be happy. ...
The Next Great Breakthrough in My Thoughts
My wife said something to me the other day that sent chills down my spine and has prompted me to reevaluate my current position. “that so reminded me of your father, if you need to take that dee...
The End is Near in My Thoughts
The end of the year is swiftly approaching and has tensions rise and emotions peak we should remind ourselves that we are here not for ourselves but for the children that we teach. My friend Sco...
I Can't Sleep in My Thoughts
I can't sleep and I lay awake wondering where things have gone wrong. What curve in the road did I not take that I was supposed to. At times like this I debate whether or not the good outweighs...
Dreams in My Thoughts
I have been having some of the worst dreams the last couple of days. I have hardly slept a wink in two days. I am at a lost about what is causing them but they have me up all night. The bad pa...
Where has time gone? in My Thoughts
This week my son turned 6 and it has caused me to look back and wonder what has happened to me over the decade. Don't get me wrong they have not been bad or good, they just have been. So much c...
Life throws you curves in My Thoughts
Talk about a fucked up week. It is hard to express the feelings I have now to someone who is unfamiliar with my life. I had a seizure for the first time in 6 years this week. My body and mind ...
Finished and Done in My Thoughts
My hell day is over and report cards are finished and printed. I hate report card time, which my friends will testify to. It is that time of the year when I have to deal with the mistakes of al...
Observations from the day in My Thoughts
I had a conversation with some students today and it got me thinking... What does God really mean to people, more specifically religion vs God. For those who don't know, which would be just abou...
My Daughter's Poem in My Thoughts
I was looking at my daughter's school work and came across this poem that she wrote. I thought I would share it. It really made me stop and think about her and how I view my daughter. “God W...
Anger in My Thoughts
I have an anger issue. Not one where I strike out and hit people and break things. I should be so lucky, I let it build up inside me to a point where I feel like I am going to burst and even tal...
Hello World in My Thoughts
Well, I sit here with a blank page before me wondering what to write and the first thing that comes to mind is the classical first line of code all computer people learn. So... Hello World. I...
