TheKing

Nearly all men can withstand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him power.

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January 03, 2018

How? in Matters of the heart.

How the hell do I ask her where we stand? We haven’t talked about where we are at with each other in awhile. And things here seem to be approaching a point that I can move there soon. But I don’...



So there is a whole lot of shit that I can write about. As per usual my life is hectic and stressful and that’s the norm. Not a fan. So let’s start with work? So work. The team lead position ope...


I know I haven’t written in forever, and I need to. Maybe soon.


I know I have been bad about writing. I just have been swamped with so much shit. There are big changes happening in the next couple months and I am both excited and nervous.more about that later...


I know I hate asking for money. But if I can save up 2,000 within the next month. It stands a chance at helping my mother get out of her depression shit. If you donate and would be willing to ge...


I just love how I don’t get to go visit the lady. And instead I get to sit here and listen to my dumbass sister and my hypernegative mother argue for hours on end over the phone. Imagine if they ...


I miss that feeling of feeling important to someone. I am not necessarily saying that I am not important to some people. I am saying that I just don’t feel like I am. Maybe that makes me sound li...


You know, there’s a lot going on in my life. And none of it is easy. I would be a liar if I said I haven’t been trying to figure out how to word all the shit in my life. It’s alot, and not a lot ...


I have been meaning to write for the longest time. And with everything going on in my life it feels like an insurmountable task to even write about it all. My focus has been on dealing with every...


My patience is dwindling in regards to you. I want to help you. I do. I do not want you stuck in an abusive relationship. Marriage. You have supposedly told me a lot of things in regards to th...


I am thinking I really want a Cubone…the pokemon. spray painting the Vagabond code from Hawkeye as in like Cubone is tagging a wall graffiti. Does that make sense? Any artists wanna take a crack...


You know. I am ok with this shit. Really I am. I never expected much from you messaging me like you did. Hell, quite frankly, I never really put much stock in you sticking aroung. Christ, how ...


As far as this particular person goes. I kind of hate that I know the exact moment I am sort of looking forward to. Or perhaps hoping will even happen, because I am not even convinced that that i...


I know how you’d react should you read this. But I also think you understand the doubt I have. Frustration. Barely talk. I want to help. But I can’t without communication. How am I supposed to ...


I will have a lot to write about in the coming weeks. If I ever get the time. How do I contact someone I can’t contact directly?


Let me make something abundantly clear here. Just because you are fucking sad and depressed and your judgement is completely clouded and impaired and fucked up by your negative ass attitude giv...


So, long story short my life is still fucked. I am on the hunt for a place to rent that I can afford solo. Or trying to find a roommate or roommates. Hell, I am trying to figure out where I shou...


I think I have lost her. I don’t know how to feel. And I don’t want to jump to anything because we haven’t really had a chance to really talk about things, but we have talked a small amount. And...


October 04, 2016

Anxiety. in Matters of the heart.

I hate being so far away. I hate that I can’t be there in an instant. Go out and do stuff with her. Support her. Blah blah blah all that shit. I hate this feeling of waiting for someone closer...


So…I don’t know why but I got this pit in my stomach. You know the feeling. I don’t know why, but just something feels....off? Wrong? Maybe I am just worried and anxious. I don’t know


So I know I haven’t really written much lately. Hell, I have tried. I can’t count the times I have opened this window and started an entry and then just…no words could come. No idea where to star...


September 09, 2016

Well...so much in It's MY Turn

Hey. So there really is so much I need to type out and just…find the words to say. Which is difficult but for now…I could use some help again. Here it is …it’s got the info. I’d love any help I...


I am trying to figure out how to get to and from Martinsburg on the 6th. I want to surprise her at a little convention thing that she has a booth at. It’s roughly a 2 hour drive. so…hmmm. Consid...


I know I shouldn’t write this one. I plan to write quite a few more, as I am planning on moving my entire life away from here and everything here except for my best friends. So let’s first start...


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