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How?
How the hell do I ask her where we stand? We haven’t talked about where we are at with each other in awhile. And things here seem to be approaching a point that I can move there soon. But I don’...
You know what I miss?
I miss that feeling of feeling important to someone. I am not necessarily saying that I am not important to some people. I am saying that I just don’t feel like I am. Maybe that makes me sound li...
I'm going to write this here because...I don't know where else to.
I think I have lost her. I don’t know how to feel. And I don’t want to jump to anything because we haven’t really had a chance to really talk about things, but we have talked a small amount. And...
Anxiety.
I hate being so far away. I hate that I can’t be there in an instant. Go out and do stuff with her. Support her. Blah blah blah all that shit. I hate this feeling of waiting for someone closer...
How do I get there?
I am trying to figure out how to get to and from Martinsburg on the 6th. I want to surprise her at a little convention thing that she has a booth at. It’s roughly a 2 hour drive. so…hmmm. Consid...
A good memory and a good heart are a deadly combination.
Alcohol fueled me last night. Shit got pretty dark honestly. So I tried to get some closure with that chick that played me. Partially because my rage was triggered by her clearly ignoring me l...
Nope.
Not that easy.
No idea how to title this.
Alright. So, lack of better judgement or decidedly careless. I responded a little bit to...her. -_- . Not much was said. Ya know I will just type it all out. It's short. 5/19/2014 Her: Hey 7/...
Short. To The Point.
Again? Not going to happen, huh? How long this time? Don't over-estimate yourself.
There are things I miss.
If you read my OD, back when it existed, you would recall that every now and then I wrote about the things I missed and wanted. Now this one is going to be a little different in some aspects. A...
Because I like songs more than words.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xHfv2f9hSfI https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z7Id_zTgki4 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bMzRDRt_rAc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=krXG307d4k8 https://www.you...
Just songs today.
Lyrics matter. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xDE_DRfZLDY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oKNgO4k7khQ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rrd_7de0NoY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p7U_vIQn8io ht...
Maybe insightful, maybe sappy.
So, I feel like ranting a little bit. And this is going to be a topic, that my OD readers are familiar with because I have been very straight forward about my stance on what it is. Now some of yo...
I have no words.
So, assuming I figure this shit out right, I will let music speak for me. Those of you from OD will recognize some of the songs. Lots of Gaslight Anthem here, but listen to the lyrics. Probably ...
Book Description
Well, I am a bit of a hopeless romantic. I have my views and beliefs on the concept of what love is and what it means and what it takes. I like to think I’m pretty on point about it. So this will be where I write about well…the matters of the heart. Sometimes it will be rage and frustration, sometimes it will be what I miss, or how I feel, or what I think, or whatever matter of the heart I feel like writing about.
