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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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Hrm. My phone died in the middle of the night. Apparently, I did not set my alarm clock. BUT I did take my work stuff home with me last night. So… when I woke up at 9:45… shit! But hopefull...


September 07, 2016

Ya Ya Ya Ya in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

Today… another blah day. Another day of dark clouds (literally). People talk so much about “beautiful rural sky” and I’ll tell you, I haven’t seen it! Always so cloudy here. Either cloudy and...


8:45 a.m. I woke up with that inexplicable rage again. I haven’t felt that in a while. I’m going to claim (with no idea if it is accurate) that it is because it is already 76 degrees Fahrenheit...


September 06, 2016

1:54 am in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

Can’t sleep at all. Had the same problem last night. Fairly okay weekend. Seriously not looking forward to getting back to work. Hate how much I hate my situation.


Tumescent Rigid Hard, Stiff Throbbing a fleshy spire of warm steel the protruding shaft of physical need I don’t need worship or charity I have no need for obsession or pity but a little interest...


Friday. The first Friday of the month. Since it is the first Friday of the month, do you know what that means? No… not bring your chainsaw to work day. No, it is not Strip for Bonus Cash day ei...


Sometimes, I get these wild hairs into my brain and I think of a bunch of ideas. SOME of them even good enough (in my mind) to try to get into the hands of people who could make them a reality. ...


September 01, 2016

Turd's Day in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

Woke up this morning before the alarm. Which sucks because I woke up at 1 am… fell back asleep… woke up at 5:30 am… bah humbug. Got out of bed and played video games, though. That was good. I...


Another Court Day. Not sure what to expect from this one so… could be interesting? Last night my dreams involved people I’ve met in Tiny Town. That doesn’t happen often because… there aren’t ma...


I feel like in the wake of the Colin Kaepernick controversy I have a responsibility to speak about patriotism, the flag, symbolic acts of protest, and respect. And I may discuss it at some point...


August 29, 2016

chr in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

Weekend was… meh. The election is worrying me more and more. Donald Trump is an unstable, egocentric, lunatic who is either brilliant and psychotic, or an idiot and lucky. Hillary Clinton’s peo...


I woke up several hours ago, so I can’t quite remember my dream as well as I would wish. But it certainly relates to the Comic Books I am missing, the past I wish I could re-visit (and repair), ...


First; if you read one entry of mine today. PLEASE make it THIS one. That being said… my mind is stupid right now. It wants me to do two things, and it wants me to do two things very badly. TH...


Rising up, back on the street Did my time, took my chances Went the distance, now I’m back on my feet Just a man and his will to survive.................... Still doing that thing where I wake up...


O M G I am passionately sick of seeing the same families and same names come up on charges around here. Considering how few people live in this county… I’m starting to think that we have ...


August 25, 2016

ZzZ in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

As expected, another entry. ALL I WANT TO DO IS SLEEP! Please? I just want to go back to sleep. Who knows if I’ll be able to sell that pitch. Because today, I am absolutely making that pitch. ...


Set my alarm for 6 am this morning. Woke up, turned off the alarm… realized I was sweating and shivering. Not excellent. Went back to sleep hoping that I’d feel better. Woke up at 7:30 am and...


It is simply another day. Slept. Didn’t want to get out of bed for anything. Dragged my ass into the shower because it is a court day. Short court day. Heard a list of reasons why people sho...


Yes I spelled color the non-american way.... because I felt like it. A force of hate will rise as the Red Lantern is anointed in blood, the bearer’s rage unfiltered and unchecked. RED = ANGER A...


August 23, 2016

CHEAP! in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

So… fun new information (and a strong sense of deja vu)… my spring training for my job… y’know… training for my job… apparently, I have to pay for it. The county doesn’t pay.... according to my ...


August 23, 2016

Loser in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

This place is defeating me. Wife said we should drink last night while we watched TV. I drank too much. Wife is very upset claiming we need to stop drinking. She’s right. Why have I been dri...


Thank you all for your notes over the weekend. It was… a weekend, I suppose. I don’t know what my wife’s deal is. Even if I revert when I’m back home (which may or may not really be happening ...


Briefly, for the record… this weekend has not been good. Last night wife got back from work and we left for DM. On the trip, Wife was extremely irate and pissy because she couldn’t synch her t...


Damn. It happened again. Woke up at 3 am for no reason. Honestly don’t know why. But hopefully, spending time in Des Moines this weekend will help. Maybe help relax me, de-stress me. A retu...


Ha… play on words. My sleeping last night was all off. Went to bed around 11, fell asleep around midnight, woke up at 3, then woke up at 5, then woke up at 6, then woke up at 7… all… stupid. So...