
Dirty Numb Angelboy ⋅ 109 ⋅
The more you know who you are, the less you'll learn. Me
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Bye Katelyn in 2025
4:34 pm There’s a few weeks to cover. So I left off where Katelyn deleted me. That lasted about a week. She got back to my messages (from Instagram) a week later. She added me back and sold me t...
I'm addicted to amateur porn in 2025
5:21 pm I’m trying to break this addiction. It’s so easy. do you have a cash app? Do you have an OF? Do you have a spicy link? Wanna sell? Bam! It’s done. Then you come back for more and more. E...
Is taco Tuesday still a thing in 2025
4:29 pm I asked this Mexican restaurant if they still had taco Tuesday and they told me no. But their Facebook page and Instagram said to come on by for taco Tuesday. It was before the lockdown....
Paying for attention in 2025
4:45 am Shit didn’t get any better after Katelyn asked me for money to get her hair done. I gave her $10 dollars and told her that’s all I had. The very next day she sent me a cash app request f...
Kissing all the spaces that are left in 2025
2:44 am Katelyn and I are no more. Not that we were anything to begin with, but I got attached. We spoke a bit more that week and she said that she didn’t want to do a long distance relationship...
It's no better to be safe than sorry (pics) in 2025
2:30 pm I’m pretty sore after hitting the gym. Katelyn and I spoke and last night around 10 pm she wanted me to go like her Instagram post. I told her that I’d do that and comment on it. She del...
And my stomach is sick (pics) in 2025
4:47 am Have you ever had that whole thing where you can’t sleep? Like, let me give you an example. When I was 16 (at least I think I was) I had a crush on some random girl I met on a website ca...
44 and dating a 19 year old (pics) in 2025
4:41 am This is probably gonna get me a lot of hate. If anyone reads this but, I rarely get notes… So? Yeah. A few days ago I was angry and I randomly added people on Snapchat. You know how it s...
It felt like we were dating in 2025
9:09 am Damn… I’ve been so angry that I forgot to talk about the good stuff. Well, SOME of it. I never got that promotion I applied for, or jod position. I’m still convinced that the lady over t...
Is it wrong that I still think about you (pics) in 2025
2:52 pm I should be getting ready for work, but I feel sick to my stomach. I’m always sad and I TRY, believe me, I TRY to be happy. I try to see the good in every day but what good is it when I’...
I need therapy in 2025
1:38 am It’s been a while, again. Listen, it’s been three years? Four years? Something like that and I STILL miss her. It eats at me and it isn’t like I’m not trying to forget her. I don’t fuck ...
Did I disappoint everyone in 2025
5:47 am - God what a fucking trip!! October the 25th my store manager asked me if I’d like to be the new digital team lead. Sure, let’s do it. Only I guess it wasn’t mine since 19 others applied...
Moving back home in 2023 is almost over
1:42 pm 3/25/2024 My last entry was made March the 5th. I don’t remember much but Alyssa was mad at me for not “working” as hard as I used to. Mice chewed up some wires in my car and I couldn’t f...
When you're old enough (pics) in 2023 is almost over
11:11 pm 10/26/2023 Is this when you’re supposed to make a wish? I don’t know if I mentioned it, but a week or two ago I got a tablet and a keyboard. Should I make a whole book about work? Like a...
And I hate that you think that I'm weak (pics) in 2023 is almost over
4:03 pm 10/11/2023 Things got a bit worse since my last entry. This seems to be a never ending trend. Leaving work I got a ticket! I wasn’t even speeding!! So I got a ticket and the very next day...
I cut my hair off (pics) in 2023 is almost over
11:23 am 10/7/2023 I was supposed to go to the gym after work, but I had a mental breakdown over my hair. A coworker said that I looked like a Dragon Ball Z character. I know who he meant too, Tr...
God, cats, and my hair (pics) in 2023 is almost over
12:29 pm 10/6/2023 The last two days have been a disaster. My wipers stopped working and it was raining. I wasn’t able to get to work and now I’m up to 4 out of 5 points. You get fired at 5. Half...
My hair is silver purple (pics) in 2023 is almost over
1:27 pm 10/4/2023 I don’t have a lot of time since I’m about to fall asleep again. I have to work ten hour shifts to get all of my hours. Tomorrow is my volunteer field trip where I get to go to ...
My border trash hair (pics) in 2023 is almost over
9:52 am 10/3/2023 I went in for my second hair session today. I showed my stylist what my hair did and she had someone cancel on her. Things worked out I suppose. The toner that she had in my hai...
My narcissistic mother (pics) in 2023 is almost over
6:54 am 10/1/2023 You know the night started off so well yesterday. I got transferred over to a different department at work after some prick (team lead boss) started picking on me. He’d always t...
Do I need to shower (pics) in 2023 is almost over
8:56 am 9/20/2023 My birthday is in three days. I woke up at 7:06, SEVEN. OH. Six. NOT AM. NOT P.M. My phone doesn’t tell me if it’s am or pm. It just says 7:06, the date, and whatever alarm I ha...
My boss is watching me (pics) in 2023 is almost over
12:49 pm 9/18/2023 Today was another successful volunteer day. The guy I always work with wasn’t there today. Neither was the other guy that’s always there. It was me and two other ladies. Christ...
Time flies but you don't know that it's passing (a work related entry) in 2023 is almost over
3:51 pm 9/16/2023 For the last 8 months I had a team lead picking on me. At first it was over stupid shit, like taking a long break. Everyone else did but, since they all smoked weed with him bef...
Labor day volunteer shift (pics) in 2023 is almost over
11:30 pm 9/4/2023 I volunteered at the pet resource center today. Monday is when I go in for my two hour shift. I’d do more but right now I’m a little unsure of where I will be. I haven’t talked ...
Volunteering at the pet resource center (pics) in 2023 is almost over
9:38 am 8/29/2023 I had an entry up day ago, but it turned into a novel. I’d like to keep things short, simple, and to the point. A few months ago we got a new coworker (transfer worker) who told...