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After almost a year...
The phone rings this morning. Yeah, checking caller id, it’s him.. I yell down to hub not to answer it, then realize he’s gone outside to fill the bird feeders. I look out and see a vehicle out ...
Life
What’s life like now? Quiet, mostly. Both hub and I are retired. F still sporadically attempts to contact me. Through messenger and texts. I never respond. I don’t know that I have really dealt w...
Pandemic
So far, we are okay. Not going out except for walks on our road and infrequent grocery runs for essentials. We seem to be well; our last “exposure” was two weeks ago, out to a restaurant in Westc...
New decade
So I figured I’d write. I’m a bit foggy at the moment from the headcold that I always seem to come down with right after the holidays. The psycho popped up with a “Happy Chanukah ” text, which I ...
Unexpected upset
Went to a car show yesterday in my area, held at a local Railroad museum…I really should have realized these two things are bait for a certain Psycho, but I didn’t. Saw a car like his when hub a...
Birthday update
Since I never seem to write here anymore, my Birthday yesterday seemed like a perfect occasion for catching up. Nothing of real interest to report…hub is officially retired and only slightly dr...
Checking in
Not much going on - Hubs has sort of retired and is sort of underfoot. I’m sure we’ll work out a new groove eventually. My shoulder gives me trouble, but I try not to let it prevent me from doin...
Been a while...
Not much has changed. Hub works from home now and is planted at my kitchen table like a lump. I have a hard time getting anything done. Have been free of the other asshole, except for times like...
I hate trump and his base with every ounce of my being
I really don’t give a shit who disagrees with this entry because if you are one of its shitbag “supporters” then I wish you dead every single day.
It rears its ugly head
of course, because this is the weekend of the train show, F texted me, “Hi J, if your (yes misspelled) going to the train show I’d like to talk to you for a few minutes.” I didn’t go, and I didn...
Glad to see this miserable year end.
2017 sucked SOOOOO bad.
in a sling
Not the best time to try typing an entry. My left arm is in a sling, since I had (minor) shoulder surgery last Monday (the 19th). Seems like my joint is pretty much shot, but will try to put off ...
I really hate my fucking birthday.
I really hate my fucking birthday. I especially Hate it when it falls on fucking Memorial day, like it does today. That really adds the extra fuck you factor.. All favorite restaurants are CLOSED...
But...that didn't mean
he didn’t try to contact ME…Usually, I dream of him for a reason, and last night, received this text: “thinking about you as I just bought a new pair of those yellow night vision glasses that mak...
Dreams..
Dreamed about F last night…mostly about him and some other woman, as in real life, but also some looking deeply into his eyes and kissing…Still, thankfully upon waking, I have no desire to contac...
And it rises again...
So, since the annual large train event is in two weeks, is it a surprise that fuckface would emerge? Text message on my phone this morning: Hi. I do not mean to bother you and I hope all is wel...
So, it is my birthday..
54 today! Writing this on my present from Hub - a new laptop. No big plans, just a dinner at my favorite old neighborhood restaurant, down in the Bronx. Been having birthday dinners there since ...
I have Shingles ...
Or at least we think I do. Started with arm pain and general creeping crux feelings. Then the rash appeared ..it is hot, tender to the touch and makes it hard to move my arm. No blisters yet and ...
Thought I'd write...
Just a brief, catch-up type entry.... Still dealing with the effects of a torn right shoulder rotator cuff. It’s much better, except for sleeping, which is when it acts up and hurts. I have a pil...
My first ambulance ride
Woke up yesterday and turned my head, and the whole world was rocking and spinning wildly. I told hub, and he said just close your eyes again. That did nothing and before I knew it I was vomiting...
Weird holiday season
Doesn’t feel much like the holidays. Of course the fact that I have to have an outpatient “procedure” on Wednesday doesn’t help, but it does get me out of some “family things” I’d rather not do. ...
My birthday
Had a lovely day..weather was perfect…if a tiny bit warm. Went to Cracker Barrel for a huge delicious pancake breakfast, after hubs took the car in for an oil change. They gave him a token for a...
The here and now
Haven’t written in quite some time. After adopting two kittens in November, I’ve mostly been playing “Kitten Mama” as hub calls it. They were just spayed/neutered yesterday, so they need extra TL...
oh kitties....
Larry had a fever yesterday and the vet put him on antibiotics..he’s eating kitten food with supplemental formula. His sister Clover hurt her paw at the wrist and is in a soft cast. She also has ...
new kittens
We are adopting two nine week old kittens. They are from two different litters …the boy is white with gray patches and blue eyes (so far..they may still change) and the girl is a tortie…a baby ve...
