So my results indicate that I most likely have Rheumatoid Arthritis, but were not 100% conclusive so I’m being referred to a rheumatologist. This will make if so 4 autoimmune disorders to deal with well 3 active one in remission. I was very defeated when I got the results. I’m ok now about it. It’s not like I don’t know how to deal with being sick.
In other news I cried a heart wrenching cry tonight over my doubts of finding love and being alone. I am not having a very positive weekend. My heart hurts. Also I’m stressed. I’ve had several contact of a contact covid exposures through work and am paranoid I’m going to get sick and or lose work or both and I’m broke so yeah. Going to try and sleep. Take care all.