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La la la la la.
There’s nothing on Netflix to watch. But there’s Daria on P+. Oh sure, there’s Star Trek. But Daria. Excuse me. Also, “My goal is not to wake up at forty with the bitter realization that I’ve w...
Today's Quote.
“I wish my dreams and aspirations were as big as Tim’s whipped cream.” - workcrush Haha. Even on context, it’s a bizarre statement. She knows I pick up on anything suggestive. It’s like a game to...
Boys are not erection dispensers.
Time is short, but it’s a thought I’ve had. If sex is for her, then it’s performative. It’s his job to produce an erection. If sex is for him, then her vagina is a wanking sleeve. It’s his job ...
Longtime Trekkies get the joke.
I was exiting the gym, saw a neon open sign, and thought of this on the spot. Second squat day of the week, if anyone cares. Still making memes, so my sense of humor is intact. <3
Banter.
So B is getting a large drink and my gay manager chimes over the headset, “That’s because B likes swallowing.” Now, it’s small chiding, but I absolutely love being over-the-top to silence him. I...
Remind me to have Taco Bell™ this week.
This little break from the gym has been… Not what I expected. Instead of a surge of energy, it’s like coming off an antidepressant. Sleeping a lot. Not entirely because I’m tired, but because...
Sigh.
Being emotionally sensitive is annoying. The same fifth grade shite that I couldn’t one-up then, just pisses me off now. It’s still the game of “I should be the better person” until it bubbles ...
Your Daily Star Trek Meme.
I’m so glad I have an outlet for all my insanity.
My grandfather was a cook in the Navy during WWII in the pacific theater. My dad was in ‘Nam. Me? Went to anti-war rallies after 9/11. As a generational progression, it kind of flows. My grand...
One unit of dult.
A lot of us are just big kids who groan when we realize we’re the adult in the room. And those that self-important themselves as the adult, without the humility to be childish, tend to be the mos...
I finally had the chance to say it.
“Don’t you make me date your mom so you have to call me Daddy.”
Y'all motherfuckers need logic.
If not ‘Trek, where do you get your values from? Ha ha.
Like Urkel, I like cheese.
Ever have those people at work that you think you get along with, but then on days when they’re not there you find yourself waaaay less stressed? It’s funny how work chemistry goes. Among a numb...
Intensity.
How emotionally intense are guys? I obviously wouldn’t know, as I don’t date guys. I’m aware that I’m capable of some next-level intensity. I don’t think it’s for everyone. But. I’m also aw...
Sigh.
There are so many times when I think/feel “I’m not good enough” or “I can’t do this.” I wonder how much of it is the truth, and how much of it is just intrinsic negativity. Difficult to say. Al...
Crunch.
There is something so satisfying about the feeling of popping a zit. Mostly shoulders/chest, and a little back, but thankfully nothing akin to backne. Nobody warns you that you’ll get more zits...
I pick things up and put them down.
Preworkout anxiety is fickle. Every session is built on the previous sessions, which leads to the next session. On paper, its just a matter of showing up and making minimal progress each time. So...
Clutter.
On the one hand, it’s nice having my Bullshit Buffer™ regenerate. Little things bother me less this year. But also, I’m a slob. It’s just me on my couch, so the passenger side of the couch is l...
I could use a hug.
Touch of latent anger and sadness. All undirected. No cause. After I got up, I had some eggs, and felt sleepy. So. Took a nap. Nap ended around 3pm, so shouldn’t effect tonight’s sleep too m...
Day off from employment, rest day from gym.
Slept in, though thankfully it’s still short of noon. Whether I need(ed) extra sleep, I’ll find out tomorrow morning. I don’t feel red-lined on sleep. I have work at 2 rather than 3pm now, so ...
"Fine" is just a codeword for "I don't feel like talking".
I keep to myself almost out of perceived necessity, out of fear that I’m too much to handle. Nothing really wrong, just an internal mood. Though, the lapse in writing has been because things ha...
Checking in.
I took a nap yesterday and somehow tweaked my neck. Oh, it’s not a getting-olde thing. I regularly tweak my neck. Just been a few years. On the upside, I feel pretty calm and sedated. Must be...
To Unconsciousness.
It’s funny how every day is a game of waking up, and by noon pondering whether I’ll get a good night’s sleep. As tonight’s sleep can be predicted by the quality of last night’s sleep. (Really go...
Whine.
Sometimes when I’m sad, it’s like my brain finds the dumbest things to feel sad about. Always yearning for some small part of the past. Today: root beer mugs. I bought the perfect four-set. (When...
Train Discipline.
Feeling calmer again. Still can’t quite pin down all the causes. I got groceries, unlike my last pair of days off. I did a round of dishes, unlike my last round of days off. Focused more on t...
Book Description
Off-hand thoughts which I won’t organize as well. But feel safe to share.
