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05/05/2017
Soooo neither my dad nor my step-mom had ever heard of Cinco de Mayo until today. I forget how absolutely culture-sheltered my childhood was. I am so glad I left that part of the midwest. I leg...
Might be short, might be long
Alright, so I’m just going to start typing and see where this goes. The day after I wrote my last entry in which I felt like I was going to die at practice (2 weeks ago), I decided that I was goi...
dear self
you need to seriously get your ish together. Cuz I about died at football practice today. okay thats being a tad dramatic, but it was not good. First obvious step: Stop skipping lunch. I couldn...
An interesting change of pace
So that lil depressive episode is over with. Now I’m dealing with a super increased libido. Like woah. It started yesterday with just a feeling of “I need to be touched”. Not even in a sexual...
It's been awhile...again.
Or at least it feels like it. Anywho, life has been pretty good lately, but every now and then i get a lil “episodic” wave of depression. Usually minor and doesn’t last long enough to make an i...
Psych Follow-Up
Today was my follow-up appointment with my psychiatrist, who I last saw 6 months ago. After her Medical Assistant took my vitals, she came and got me and walked me back to her office. As soon a...
Oh hey, it's me
So apparently if I don’t have a DR’s appt, I don’t write. I haven’t even logged into the site, guys. Just so busy with work and football and exhaustion. But I’m back. And I didn’t even have an a...
Not much
I really don’t have much to write about, but I wanted to write anyway. I got 2 calls from my DR’s office today (and I actually answered them!) The first was an automated message saying my drug t...
Taxes
I’m so fucking depressed. For the first time ever, we owe and won’t be getting a tax refund. We owe.....$1,053.00. Like whats the point of living? Okay, a bit dramatic. Buuut this is BS. Ja...
The Pee Test ~ One for the ages
My psychiatrist is either a con artist, or I’m just that stupid. That may be a bit overdramatic; you be the judge: So you know how in my last entry, I went in for the blood work, but they never a...
Title whatever
Sooo I went in for my lab work yesterday as instructed. I purposely didnt pee when I woke up. I couldn’t drink any water though; I still felt quite water logged from the attempt the day before. I...
The Psychiatrist
It was an interesting visit. She was not impressed by the fact that I lost 4 lbs since my appt with my primary care Dr last month . I mean she really zoned in on that quick and hard. I’m not eve...
2/12/2017
Can I just say that it feels good to have a clear mind again? I don’t know what happened, but I’m definitely keeping my appointment with the psychiatrist. I just want answers for this craziness....
panic
Guys. I’ve done a few stupid things on impulse since Tuesday. Wednesday, I logged into my clinic’s patient portal site and since the “cancel appt” option was disabled for my next appt with my t...
Honesty Problem
I’ve been very honest with my therapist thus far. And I was super honest today. Like I couldn’t shut my mouth; I was volunteering shit left and right when she didn’t even ask the questions. It...
2/5/17
i am totally hoping to wake up to 6 inches of snow tomorrow morning. cuz its snowing and i’d love to “work from home” tomorrow. i’d give my left kidney. Actually, I wouldn’t. The past 4-5 days ...
Counseling Sesh #2
Dare I say it, I like my therapist. Which is probably a good thing because until I can prove to her that I’m good, I gotta see her once a week, every week. I was REALLY hoping for once a month ...
