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January 02, 2019

Tired in Life

2018 was a memorable and painful year for me. Not only did I finally graduate with a bachelor degree, I lost my grandfather too. Before I even graduated, I thought to myself how would my future b...


April 01, 2018

Tired in Life

I got tired of being kind. I was so kind people took advantage of me and didn’t care how I feel at all. I stopped being kind. I stopped caring. They had it coming. Thank you for treating me like...


October 26, 2017

... in Life

I feel ridiculous. The best thing to do for now is maybe to move on ー maybe in a few years or so. Cause I’m so infuriated to what he has done to us after we cared for him.


October 26, 2017

PLEASE HELP in Life

There are a lot of things I’ve regretted in my whole life, but these regrets gave me a chance to learn from my mistakes. I’m actually glad it happened, otherwise it won’t make me the person who I...


October 05, 2017

I just don't know... in Life

I’ve tried so many times to move on and forgot about what has happened, but I’m actually scared. See, I have a friend, called R and M. We’ve been online friends for a few months when things star...


April 09, 2017

I must be going nuts... in Life

I suddenly just f**king miss a guy’s smell, who I meet almost everyday at work, and said it unconsciously. What the heck is wrong with me…


So remember that close guy friend of mine? So yesterday I posted a photo on Instagram, and that guy liked it. His gf liked it too. The worst part is, she and me don’t even follow each other. WHY ...


March 22, 2017

Liberation in Life

⁠⁠⁠Tuesday, 21 March 2017 22 18 So I’ve been thinking to myself for I don’t know how many time. I keep saying to myself I would ignore it. Yes I did, after I came to my conclusion, and I’ve never...


February 23, 2017

Decision in Life

22 14 So me and my girls decided to go out todayyyy. It’s been a month since we last met after we returned from our exchange student programme abroad. I had a lot of fun and throwbacked to our go...


February 23, 2017

Backing away... in Life

I’ve decided to back away for a bit, for his and my own good. I don’t want to ruin somebody’s relationship.


February 22, 2017

Too close for comfort in Life

So I’ve known this guy 5 months back and we’ve been good friends since then, but I think he’s being to close for my own comfort… He keeps on punching (not that violent) my forearm, keeps on pokin...


February 17, 2017

Nightmares in Life

This is my first time having nightmares for four consecutive days in a week. I usually don’t remember any of my dreams, but this time I remember fairly well. I dreamt about my failures at work, t...


February 15, 2017

Moving on in Life

I’ve had enough. People are starting to get wrong ideas of us. Is it so wrong to be close to a boy like you are best friends with a girl? Well yeah I tried my best to limit myself because he has ...


February 12, 2017

Is everything really ok? in Life

My other friend asked the guy I had a fight with to end the awkwardness in our group… He was okay with it. He seems sincere enough. He knew there was something wrong with me. Yeah after that figh...


February 11, 2017

A fight in Life

I don’t realize it when I do something wrong when I become close to people. I become so over-comfortable I thought they accepted who I was… But it’s different… it’s not until they become comforta...


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