Is everything really ok? in Life

My other friend asked the guy I had a fight with to end the awkwardness in our group…

He was okay with it. He seems sincere enough. He knew there was something wrong with me. Yeah after that fight the group went on a silent treatment. I know he’s a good person. His intentions are good. But sometimes we’re involved in too many fights idek why.

Yeah I know I’m kind of a coward. It got to the point where my other friend told me how I felt. I can’t say it on my own cuz I almost cried after the fight. I couldn’t take it anymore. The sadness was too much to bear. I just hope it’s okay between us now…