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Doing alright. in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter was in school Thursday and I decided to text my Mom and ask her to come run errands with me. I told her when she got to my house we were gonna go to his apartment. She called the neig...
1 good and 1 horrible. in Since OD is shutting down....
By the grace of God, I was able to get my Mom to come look after my child so I could attend counseling. Whenever she got here, I mentioned the jury duty thing and she told me to call. I honestly ...
Prisoner of my own mind. in Since OD is shutting down....
I thought all Summer about all the stuff I wanted to do when my daughter went back to school and so far the only thing I’ve done is attend counseling. I wanted to start that program through the h...
Some people's kids. in Since OD is shutting down....
I want to talk about some stuff that’s been heavy on my mind. I’d like to start with why people take it upon themselves to be in the middle of situations that have NOTHING to do with them. I also...
Breakfast. in Since OD is shutting down....
Today we did the breakfast thing at school. I was annoyed that it consisted of go-gurts, granola bars, and mini muffins. Literally no nutrition in that whatsoever. I’ve been doing really good thi...
Brainstorming. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m thinking about what I want to do. I think school would be a good idea because I don’t want to end up working at crap jobs forever. I spent 7 years at a job making minimum wage, no insurance, ...
Thinking. in Since OD is shutting down....
I just got a call and counseling is now Wednesday at 11. I am writing it in here because it’s easier to remember. Daughter is at school. She slept about 11 hours and I’m glad because I don’t want...
Sunday. in Since OD is shutting down....
I can’t believe the weekend is already almost over. We’ve done breakfast and now little one is just watching tv and I’m getting a moment to myself. I got to see my counselor on Thursday and then ...
Stress. in Since OD is shutting down....
So the charges got dropped and my little brother will be going home. I’m glad for this as he’s staying with a 70 year old woman with cancer. She smokes in her house, it’s really cluttered and not...
Shit got real. in Since OD is shutting down....
So my little brother got arrested. He went to jail Wednesday night and got out of jail on Thursday. We waited all day for him. He went home yesterday and then we put him in motel last night and n...
Narrative. in Since OD is shutting down....
This world is just full blown narcisistic and I’m so over it. Everyone I know is just outrageous with the way they see things and I’m going to start with my brother. He likes to be pretty hard on...
Stomach ache. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve noticed random nausea the last few days. I don’t know if it’s just from the heat or stress but it’s really starting to suck. I have had a pretty decent day though. We had spaghetti for lunch...
Anger. in Since OD is shutting down....
I don’t know where to start. I’ve gotten some messages about my last entry. I admit, I’m very angry. I can honestly say that the anger has consumed me. I don’t know who I am without it. I really ...
Rough morning. in Since OD is shutting down....
I wake up to my daughter telling me that there’s puke all over the floor. I clean it up and shampoo the carpet. Then, she tells me she wants a breakfast sandwich so I fix her breakfast and go lay...
Parental burn out. in Since OD is shutting down....
I can’t explain how fucking tired I am. My body hurts, I have a killer headache and my kid has been just terrible all day. We went and did the backpack thing yesterday. My Dad of course had to go...
Burnt out. in Since OD is shutting down....
I feel really exhausted, stressed, overwhelmed and frustrated. I’ve gotten a break from my daughter 3 different times all Summer and it was a total of 7 hours. I had to reschedule my Dr appointme...
13 days! in Since OD is shutting down....
School starts in less than 2 weeks. I can’t believe how fast time has gone!! Things have definitely gotten better. We got our new AC a couple of weeks ago, I got my car fixed and picked it up yes...
Maybe, just maybe. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I creeped that filthy website he’s on and it looks like he’s going to a convention about 7 hours away from the 2nd-5th and is possibly moving there. I was originally annoyed that he got to dri...
School supplies. in Since OD is shutting down....
Okay so we ended up getting school supplies and a backpack at a church thing a few minutes ago. I had to get cat food at Target and we got Starbucks. I also bought toilet paper as we were running...
Effort. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s very saddening, humbling, and sometimes devastating that no one makes much effort with my daughter. I feel like people would truly be happy if neither one of us existed. My whole life has be...
Effort. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s very saddening, humbling, and sometimes devastating that no one makes much effort with my daughter. I feel like people would truly be happy if neither one of us existed. My whole life has be...
No sitter. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so my Mom agreed to watching my daughter tonight, she’s backed out because I refuse to ride in the same car with my little brother. I invited him to go and he finally decided a couple of ...
Car problems in Since OD is shutting down....
So my car is going to sit broke down until the 31st when I tow it somewhere. I can’t afford the $600 that every mechanic wants to fix it so I’m going to go the cheaper route where I only have to ...
People disgust me. in Since OD is shutting down....
Anyways so the family friend that was supposed to fix my car has bailed. I guess my Dad talked to him yesterday and reminded him that he was paid for both cars and he needs to own up to his end. ...
Life, or lack thereof. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve been hard timing it today. I see on that filthy website that he has a cell phone number and he was trying to find hook ups. I’m not jealous that he hooks up with people but I’m jealous that ...
