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Christmas Day. in Since OD is shutting down....
My Gramma died yesterday. I’m doing pretty well at holding it together but it would be nice to be alone so I can let out a really good cry. I can say I’m handling it a lot better than I thought I...
My hearing is better in Since OD is shutting down....
I have been plugging my nose and blowing air out of my mouth and my hearing is almost all better at this point. I can’t even explain how different I feel being able to hear out of both ears. I’m ...
Everything is done. in Since OD is shutting down....
We have finally finished all of our appointments and I have nothing else scheduled but a job interview next Friday but I can take her with me to that as well. Her old daycare lady would have watc...
Theme of my life. in Since OD is shutting down....
Is no babysitter!! I have now taken her with me to all my appointments in the past week and will be taking her with me tomorrow since my Mom is a flake and her old daycare lady isn’t answering my...
My left ear is plugged up. in Since OD is shutting down....
I had that horrible ear ache Friday night that came on out of nowhere and then yesterday my left ear and jaw was super sore. Now today I wake up and I can’t hear very well out of my ear and it’s ...
I hate my Mother. in Since OD is shutting down....
For the past 2 months, I was half expecting my Mom to babysit this morning so I could go get Christmas gifts for my daughter. It had been talked about in every conversation for weeks now, she eve...
Snow day #3. in Since OD is shutting down....
There was going to be school today but about 5:45 I get the call that they’ve cancelled again due to blowing snow and hardly any visibility. I was really looking forward to running some errands a...
Snow day 2. in Since OD is shutting down....
I just got the email that they are coming to do snow removal so we went outside because I was going to try and move my car but there’s enough snow behind it to get stuck and not enough space to f...
It's a crap shoot, my whole life. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I looked forward to my interview all weekend. I got my kid to school, came home and showered. I went there and waited for awhile and started feeling pretty uncomfortable but then the lady came...
Worried. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I mention to my Mom yesterday that I’d like to go get groceries today without my daughter because it just goes so much faster and I’m not sucked into buying a bunch of crap that we don’t need....
Christmas program, car bill. in Since OD is shutting down....
The Christmas program this morning was just super cute and makes me feel nostalgic for Christmas coming. My daughter was on the top row and I’m glad because taking videos was a lot easier because...
Block it out. in Since OD is shutting down....
I talked to my friend this morning about my BD and that was her advice. I also think I need to free myself of this by never contacting him again because every time I do, we just go down that same...
Some positive thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m still annoyed at that chick messaging me BUT I like that I’m no longer on the wrong side of this. I like that I know what this guy is about and I don’t have to suffer anymore, any bitch tryin...
Still sick in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter and I both are still battling with being sick. She woke up with a fever this morning, she was just so hot all over her body. I gave her some Tylenol which brought the fever down so sh...
Friday. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m still trying to get my voice back. I have had a horrible stomach ache since last night. I’m going to be super glad when I’m done being sick. This shit is driving me fucking crazy. Just at hom...
Needed break. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so after that shit storm last night, I decided that I need to do a reset and deactivate Facebook where I can just disconnect. Facebook is a really negative platform that managed to piss m...
Sick as hell. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve been pretty sick since Monday and I’m really getting tired of it. I still can’t hardly breathe or smell and yesterday I could barely speak as I had lost my voice. Last night I woke up and c...
Creeper. in Since OD is shutting down....
I never go out back anymore because I quit smoking almost 2 months ago. Every few days I’ll refill the food and water for the cat that lives outside but I never pay attention to the chairs until ...
Thanksgiving 2022 in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been another holiday where it’s just my daughter and myself. We can’t go to my parents house because my little brother freaks out if we are there too long so my parents brought us turkey din...
Mindset is everything. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve been in a pretty bad place mentally for a few days again, thanks to BD. I can’t keep letting this person get to me because it makes me think really scary thoughts. I deserve to be happy and ...
Hateful. in Since OD is shutting down....
So a couple of days ago I get a letter from my daughter’s school stating that if she was enrolled with her tribe, she would receive an educational grant. I decide to message her sperm donor and a...
Criticism. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m all for hearing what people have to say about my problems, I don’t mind being told that I’m wrong and I have no problem admitting it. I like constructive criticism but once you start tryna te...
Thinking. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have started my online orientation for my job. Still pretty stressed about everything because it just feels like shit is just up in the air. I am still talking to different sitters online tryin...
Thinking. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have started my online orientation for my job. Still pretty stressed about everything because it just feels like shit is just up in the air. I am still talking to different sitters online tryin...
Fuck it all. in Since OD is shutting down....
I got hired at that job but I don’t know if it’s worth it. I’m struggling with my mental health and honestly feel like I could end it and not care one bit. No one gives a shit about my daughter o...
