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"It has been said time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone."
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Water is a reoccurring theme in my life. Weird. in In My World
Today feels like water. Too much rain, too many puddles, an ocean, teardrops, heavy fog, dew in the grass, Squirt’s wet beard, a pond where a field used to be. I can’t even explain why because ...
Goldfish in In My World
Skye and I finally talked some last night which of course turned into a lot of me crying. He asked “Why are we still doing this?” and I said “Because I fucking love you and I want to be with you....
Ugh. in In My World
Just once I would like someone to see me with a baby in my arms and not be able to stop themselves from swooning a little. I want them to not quite be able to stop themselves from picturing me wi...
Hold on to me and never let me go. in In My World
The difference between you and everyone else is that when they cuddle with me it just feels like cuddles but when you cuddle me… you hold me. You make the bad go away. You make me feel safe and ...
Sesame Street in In My World
I’m sitting here at work with Helen laying in my lap with her blanket watching Sesame Street. Shes sucking her thumb and yawning. Shes got a red mark on her face from this morning when she trippe...
I need a title? in In My World
I just got gut punched by what feels like an anxiety crash but I haven’t been awake long enough to have the panic part of things. I dont know what’s wrong with me. It feels like something is squ...
Dumb Tumblr questionnaire in 3 parts. in In My World
I havent done one of these in years but I thought fuck it, might as well. August 20, 2018 1: Name -Emilie 2: Age -23 going on 24 3: 3 Fears -Being alone in the dark -Spiders -Tengo miedo de per...
I. Hate. This. Fucking. Move. in In My World
I hate moving. I hate moving. I hate moving. I hate moving. I hate moving. I’m trying to calm down and not have a panic attack because there is too much that needs to be done today and I dont ha...
Home. in In My World
She told me last night that I was home to her. I could have cried. It made me feel so much better because I knew exactly how much it meant to her to say it out loud. How much it means to me. A c...
Random Thoughts in In My World
The words “don’t lose the other one” are going to be ringing in my head for days. I know she’s right but I just can’t make myself take the steps I need to to make it happen. What if it never doe...
Its all in the details, my dear. in In My World
It occurs to me mid story sometimes that when people as what happened or how things were or anything like that they just want the general information. Well when I tell stories I have a tendency t...
Finally in In My World
From Thursday until earlier today I was with protector the whole time. I finally met all the animals and some of his family. I finally got some relief from the stress and back pain and I’m just ...
White Noise in In My World
I woke up to a message my friend sent me last night that said “Past your bedtime little one” and I’ve been thinking about it all morning. Ugh. I’m sure he doesn’t even know but it was enough to m...
Headaches and the Struggle in In My World
Sometimes I forget all the fucked up shit I’ve been through in my life. People like to tell me that “you’ve been through more in x time than most people have been in their whole lives” and I’ve ...
I'm not fine at all. in In My World
Being in this house reminds me of you because I can almost see you sitting there, expressionless. I thought you were mad at me and I never figured out why. I talked and talked and you just let me...
I woke up about 20 minutes ago, barely conscious and confused, I checked my phone. 1:17. Well fuck I was supposed to be at my bosses house hours ago. Guess I’ll go tomorrow. I had a dream about ...
I had a few bad dreams two nights ago, one of which was semi lucid. I haven’t told anyone yet but that one is still fucking with me some. Like… More than I’m sure of. I can’t sleep. I want to bu...
I'm soul-tired, still, again. in In My World
Literally all I’m after is an “aww comere” or a “comere little one”. Why is that so fuckin hard? Ugh. I need comfort cuddles bad. You know the talk all night, I really know how you feel, you’re...
We only write by the moon. in In My World
Had a good day with Protector. We got Kane’s and then we both got new ink. He dropped me off at work with Grayson. Grayson, Brayden, Bentley and I hung out outside while Bentley played in the few...
Your mind has gotten the best of you. in In My World
Buckle your seatbelts, motherfuckers, because this is about to be filled with all kinds of shit that’s been on my mind and bugging me today. You know, it’s easy to forget what someone else is go...
Its 4am girl go back to sleep. in In My World
I called Boyfriend because I knew he was on his way home and I can’t sleep but once I started talking it all just kinda came out. I didn’t know how bad it had gotten until I started talking and ...
April 26, 2013. in In My World
I loved you before, I loved you after, and I love you now. The baby fever is something I’ve gotten used to… this powerful longing ache in my stomach on this day, though… It’s killer. I haven’t ...
Addiction in In My World
My friend and I were talking about addiction one night and the fact that I’ve never been addicted to any substances or anything. I looked to the sky, took a long deep breath and that’s when I rea...
A story I never wrote... a lifetime ago. in In My World
This popped up in my on this day page on Facebook from 2011… “As long as you’re breathing, I can save you.” It was from a story I never wrote.... never finished. Damn though, Does it hurt. Anot...
Let this be a lie... in In My World
Please don’t shut down prosebox… I came here looking for a new home after the fall of opendiary and I really don’t want to start all over again… Please. This is my home now. Our home.
