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"It has been said time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone."

Rose Kennedy

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Had a good day with Protector. We got Kane’s and then we both got new ink. He dropped me off at work with Grayson. Grayson, Brayden, Bentley and I hung out outside while Bentley played in the few...


Buckle your seatbelts, motherfuckers, because this is about to be filled with all kinds of shit that’s been on my mind and bugging me today. You know, it’s easy to forget what someone else is go...


I called Boyfriend because I knew he was on his way home and I can’t sleep but once I started talking it all just kinda came out. I didn’t know how bad it had gotten until I started talking and ...


April 26, 2018

April 26, 2013. in In My World

I loved you before, I loved you after, and I love you now. The baby fever is something I’ve gotten used to… this powerful longing ache in my stomach on this day, though… It’s killer. I haven’t ...


April 24, 2018

Addiction in In My World

My friend and I were talking about addiction one night and the fact that I’ve never been addicted to any substances or anything. I looked to the sky, took a long deep breath and that’s when I rea...


This popped up in my on this day page on Facebook from 2011… “As long as you’re breathing, I can save you.” It was from a story I never wrote.... never finished. Damn though, Does it hurt. Anot...


March 27, 2018

Let this be a lie... in In My World

Please don’t shut down prosebox… I came here looking for a new home after the fall of opendiary and I really don’t want to start all over again… Please. This is my home now. Our home.


March 16, 2018

Until then... in In My World

One of the most important people in my life was murdered February 13 and I’ve been struggling to come up with the words to write here about it. I still don’t have them. When I feel up to it I’l...


January 25, 2018

I should continue this in In My World

I just came up with the best line to describe Laeth and I am both super proud and disgusted with myself. It takes two to tango but only one of us was dancing with a loaded gun. I should write m...


I don’t know if you check these or if you only read them when I send you a link but either way, stop reading. You know who you are and I’m not ready for you to read this yet. Seriously, I’m askin...


I think I just had an anxiety attack over a song…I didn’t know I could do that. How fucked up is my brain? I wasn’t really listening to the song or paying attention to it but one lyric caught my...


“Legit of all the people in my life who I’ve shared an emotional connection with, you are one of the few that need not apologize for that.” Yesterday was such a hard day for me. I found somethin...


[Originally from Facebook] A conversation between Lizzie and I got me thinking. Don’t ever hesitate to send that message. If you want to talk to me or anyone else and you’re waiting to for one re...


Guess what I’ve been doing for the last half an hour? Reading old files on my computer. I knew what I was going to find but I needed to remember who I was then…And I found a file I don’t remember...


I promised you that I would tell you everything and I promised you that I’d write tonight so here goes… 2017 was an absolutely awful year for me. Like… the worst year of my life bad. I got to the...


November 16, 2017

November 11th, 2017 in In My World

We made it. 4 years. I love you so fucking much. I wish I could write more but right now I’m drawing a blank. I love you, I love you, I love you. I’m so happy we made it this far. You’re the ...


Today I will work harder so that tomorrow will be a better day. Today I work harder so that tomorrow will be a better day. Today I work harder so that tomorrow will be a better day. Today I will ...


August 30, 2017

Power in Words in In My World

I realized something the other night that I’ve been really wanting to tell everyone but frankly, no one understands the gravity of my words: I CAN WRITE AGAIN. I wrote in my previous entry about ...


[Originally from Facebook] As today comes to a close, I have been thinking about this past year and everything that’s happened. 22 was the absolute worst year of my life so far, by a landslide. ...


I know that you’re hurting and I know how weak you feel. I know that you’re tired and it’s been a long and difficult path up until now. I know that things suck and that sometimes you feel like gi...


Prepare for some woe-is-me bullshit. I had a bad day and I just want to tell someone. I want out of my own head. First a little update. I’m still here. Fall break for school is Monday and Tuesda...


October 02, 2016

October 2, 2016 in In My World

Finally on my laptop again with time to type and yet I’m sitting here with nothing to write about that’s come to mind. I want to write but at this point I’m just so stressed out and tired that I ...


April 27, 2016

April 26, 2013 in In My World

It’s been 3 years today. I’m tired and I want to cry. I can’t really talk to anyone abut this because frankly boyfriend is the only one who cares and he’s working tonight. No one else really tal...


March 11, 2016

"Summer" nights. in In My World

The weather has been so nice the last few days. It’s such a good feeling. I’m laying here and all the windows are opened. There’s a cool breeze blowing through the window and all I’d need is a li...


I haven’t been on my laptop since January and typing on an iPad is really annoying. Boyfriend got it from a family friend but he lets me hold on to it. I’m still here.


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