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I cleaned Bloops’s litterbox and cleaned up their wet, soggy, gross food. took grandma to the dollar store. Went to lowes and walmart with mom. I bought myself a sabertooth plushie. I didn’t work...

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An entry a day–The I haven’t written in over a month edition. January went by in a flash and hella slow all at the same time. I had covid a couple weeks ago after having it in August. I feel a w...

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I’ve been very tired. Tired and just not really feeling like existing today. Work wasn’t bad but I feel like I was a little checked out. Napped after dinner again but this time on purpose. So muc...

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I slept like absolute dog shit last night. It was after 1:30 when I finally fell asleep, I was up for about 40 minutes in the 3:00 hour and I woke up at 5. Fuuuuuck this. Work wasn’t too bad tod...

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I spent my new years eve opening cards with my mom and brother and we were laughing it up saying which cards were each other. We went to bed around 1:30 I think. I woke up around 12:30. I went an...

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I did something monumentally important to me today. Something I’ve worked really hard for and something I’ve wanted for such a long time. Something I failed at once but kept working because I kne...

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I am overwhelmed. I was doing great and keeping up with everything and I faltered. Full-time work, full-time college, full-time caretaker of several animals, among other various stressful things ...

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I really need to start writing again. So much has changed and the person (besides myself) that I used to write for probably doesn’t even go to this website anymore let alone read my entries. I w...

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You’re a rock. A stone. A boulder. Will you roll down a mountain and crumble, or get tossed through the ocean waves until you’re smooth and shiny?

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Breathe. Take a deep breath. One more. One more. 5 things you can see: 1.) Homework list 2.) Snapchat notification 3.) 6 cats 4.) paper towels 5.) my bookbag 4 things you can feel: 1.) Should...

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I would be the only person in the house who’s having wifi issues. And just with my laptop. And just when I’m trying to turn in homework. I had all the focus and motivation I needed to get a bunch...

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I’m on vacation right now with some friends of mine. It is now 12:07 and I’ve been rushing to turn in assignments that were due by 11:59 or technically due last week but I have until tomorrow nig...

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I was talking to one of my work kid’s parent this afternoon and it reminded me of a conversation from a couple years ago. I was reminded of the same conversation a few days ago in completely diff...

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TW: Trauma, talk of inner child healing, mention of suicide, I had a really heavy ptsd-fueled realization today. You know those moments in movies when the character can see and hear everything ha...

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People keep telling me that working my two jobs (MWF and TTH) and taking 5 classes is impressive but to be completely honest…it doesn’t feel impressive to me. It’s just what I’m doing with my tim...

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Sixteen seconds. Sixteen motherfucking seconds. Just 16.

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The way you feel right now is valiid and it is okay to feel. I know you’re overwhelmed and burnt out but you have to just push through. I know you want to cry and hope and scream and quit. I kno...

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I wanted to take the mirror down.

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Staying caught up on my entries clearly didn’t happen. UGH. At least they’re all written. Regardless of how long they took to put up. I woke up around 10 today. Protector and I were playing Mane...

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I woke up at 4:45 after not falling asleep until, like, 1:30 something. The ride to work wasn’t all that bad. I hung out a little while and then started finishing the entry from the 5th that I ha...

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I couldn’t find my pill bottle last night and it spiked my anxiety so bad. I take the same empty pill bottle and put my morning pills in it every night and take it downstairs with me so I always...

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I barely slept, again. I honestly think the stress is getting to me. I really hope I can fix my sleep schedule before it becomes a major issue. I was in I1 again today. It wasn’t bad at all, real...

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I ended up falling asleep around 11 something last night. I woke up at like 6:25, gave all the animals dry food, took my nighttime pill, and drank an entire yoohoo in like 10 seconds. I curled ba...

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Before I went to sleep, Protector rolled over and put his arms around me which helped me fall asleep pretty quick. I slept like absolute shit last night. I woke up at like 3:20 after not falling ...

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To absolutely no ones surprise, I slept until noon again today. I tried to wake myself up before then but I honestly just needed the sleep. I woke up to a text from my boss saying that I had to ...

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