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"It has been said time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone."
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It's like one step forward and two steps back... in In My World
3:44AM, September 7, 2014. I feel like my life is spiraling out of control…again. I can’t tell if it’s just the stress or if it’s something deeper… I’m angry and sad and just..moody? All the time...
Short Back-To-School Update in In My World
School started again… Woopty do. Actually, I really am excited.. I just don’t know if I’m mentally prepared to go through classes for 4 days a week for 16 weeks again....But that’s just 16 class...
I just can't right now. in In My World
I have never wanted someone to turn around and come back so bad in my entire life.... I feel so weepy.
Wow...I'm really bad at this. in In My World
Hey.... If anyone's still paying any attention to the fact that I've been gone, I deeply apologize. I haven't been home much in the last few weeks. I'll be home in a few days and I'll try and upd...
FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK. YOU. FUCK YOU. Okay, Now that that's out of my system. Cloud becomes fully mine tomorrow because apparently I've been "using" my friend (who I co-own him with) in ord...
Gone again. in In My World
I think I'm either going to write a few letters to a few people or do another one of those anonymous "Dear You" things because I just have a lot to say and I don't really know how to get it out w...
Weird Night... in In My World
Okay, so. There's this guy. His name is Alex. I went to high school with him, we had either two or three classes together senior year. He's in my graduating class. He's the jock type. We facebo...
I will return in In My World
So, I told two of my friends yesterday that I would write...and I didn't. I'll be going home tonight, though, and I'll have a few hours to write. I'll be back, I mean it this time.
Happy Sadness? in In My World
I've been typing for a little while about something that makes me really happy. I've been putting my unedited thoughts down. I'm so very happy....and yet, the more I type the harder it is for me ...
Let's fall asleep tonight in In My World
If You Only Knew Fireflies Vanilla Twilight If I'm James Dean Then You're My Audrey Hepburn You Kill Me In A Good Way Sooo....I'm really tired and music helps sometimes.... See the theme here?
Messy Room Irritation in In My World
I came today to write about something that's really been irritating me. I will type up a proper update either today or tomorrow I just really need to get something off of my chest. I have been s...
Happy Update in In My World
I slept over at Skye's house last night. I brought Cloud over with me. Yesterday (Wednesday) marked 7 whole months together. We had this lengthily conversation about some things and for the first...
Unbreakable in In My World
I feel fragile. As if I could break apart at any moment. And it's not like I can explain what's wrong because there really isn't anything...Maybe I'm stressed out. Maybe it's because I was re...
The Walking Dead and Where I've Been in In My World
....I watched all 4 seasons of The Walking Dead in less than 6 days. I feel really accomplished and a little bit sad. I don't want to wait until October to find out what happens. I kinda wanna ta...
Stiiillllllll Allllliiiiiiiveeeee in In My World
Hello, My name is Emilie and I am constantly forgetting to write stuff here. Although, I'm pretty sure Protector and Alpha are the only two people who even read these....Well, I don't even know ...
Just Listen... in In My World
Miles Away Some Kind Of Home Astronaut Those Nights
Stress and Hurt in In My World
April 26th came and went and I was alright. Right now, though, it's hitting me like a ton of bricks and I don't know what to do. I have about 20 assignments for english that are due in 10 hours. ...
oh wait, that's me. Soooo, Next week is finals week and I don't think I've ever been this stressed out in my entire life. That's where I've been the last few weeks. I'll write an entry soon enou...
April 26th in In My World
I should have written yesterday but I just couldn't bring myself to...I'm thinking about typing up a friends only entry about it at some point tonight...Stay tuned I guess.
Stress and Family in In My World
I have my aunt, uncle, three cousins, and great aunt coming to visit for Easter weekend. They should be here in about 2 hours. I love my family, Don't get me wrong, But I'm really not ready for...
There's a will, but there's no way. in In My World
I've been told all my life that if you want something, you should fight for it. If you believe in something you should not let it go. Never give up on something you believe in. "If there's a wil...
Back and Gone Again in In My World
I would be telling you all what's been going on the last week or so, but I've just been so sad. I'll be back relatively soon, I'm sure. I've been reading entries every day...Just not writing them...
Please, Don't make me give up hope. in In My World
This beautiful baby is named Cloud. Cloud is a border collie puppy who is somewhere between 8 and 9 months old. He is not neutered, up to date on all of his shots, and in desperate need of som...
Wishes in In My World
"I don't believe in wishes anymore" I thought that today while Skye and I were talking about 11:11... It hurt like crazy. I want to believe that wishes come true. I really do. Time and time agai...
Aliiiiive in In My World
I really need to post another update....Especially with what's been going on the last couple of days. There's way too much on my mind... Anyway, I'm sitting in English class right now. I should...
