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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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It took so many years to think of the right words to say to you, that all that is left to say is: I’m sorry. Too bad I won’t even get the chance to tell you that.


Ha! My Saturday was a bust. Woke up at 9 in more pain than I could possibly describe. Decided not to fight it and just stayed in bed. Fell back asleep. Woke up from that just now at 1730. B...


Last night, I decided- fuck it. I’ve already logged 37.5 hours; I’m not going to stay an extra two and a half hours. I posted on facebook how I thought taking back my life (at least a little) w...


I suppose the proof of whether you hate your job is whether you prefer busy, quiet, both or neither. I most certainly must state that, strictly as it relates to the law library, I prefer neither...


I got home about thirty minutes before Wife. Ha. Leave for work while she’s still asleep, get home just before her. I am a worker. I am making money. She… yelled at me. She’s livid with how ...


Two Big Things: (1) It has taken almost 4 years but The Darkness I face working in Corrections is finally starting to seep in. Hearing about animal torture, sexual assault, and more almost eve...


Ah yes. Back to “Life.” Court from 1pm to 2pm followed by the Law Library where… what is this? Oh… request that my department does more paperwork. Super. Oh… wow, look at this… Head of Correc...


WARNING: THE FOLLOWING MAY CONTAIN MATERIALS OF A:N OFFENSIVE OR OBJECTIONAL NATURE. Having said that up front, there will be no need to inform me if you are offended. I suggest you simply move ...


This entry may jump around a bit. AND it is 1 of 2. So… enjoy. The drive to Iowa started with a fun (note: bullshit) text message from work. They were going to have a meeting to discuss the...


INTERVIEW in less than 12 hours. Finger crossed Hopeful and nervous and strangely… all that fear, confidence, nervousness, hope, faith, potentail futures… it makes me really want to get laid. L...


So much to write about, but my only access right now is the tablet and I hate writing entrie on this tablet. Suffice to say, last night was both fun and frustrating. I wrote some notez down so I...


Okay… on my way out. Tonight I will see some friends I haven’t seen in over a year, play with dogs, and watch costumed children tell jokes for candy. Because… where I come from… nothing is free...


Sometimes, as frustrating as it can be, I 100% realize the purpose of my Fibromyalgia. Today is one of those days. I literally… physically… can’t. I pushed myself mentally, emotionally, and ph...


Once more, eh? 0839 It is odd and I can’t place the cause. I don’t know if I’m tired, depressed, or just in a weird place emotionally… maybe it is something else entirely… but my fantasy life is...


Another attempt at the live-ish tweeting. But first, some background from last night because this is weird and worth sharing: Last night while waiting for Wife to get home from work (after 6 hou...


So… I posted the following “I don’t know if this is staged; but yeah. This is experience I’ve seen. I get it… women are much more worried about Predators and the like but… this is something that ...


HA! Extra one because my brain didn’t include things into the other two that I wanted to. Hooray for exhausted brains :D (Left off of 1) So… the typical “Greatest Strength” “Greatest Weakness” ...


Alternate Title: Mixed Metaphors This is just a little descriptive thing I was working on in my head as I drove. Granted… as soon as I got out of the car, I realized… holy crap my brain is tired...


Driving back from the interview alone was 245 miles. I’m pooped! Ultimately, I drove a total of 357+ miles today. And interviewed for a job. Ultimately, the job I interviewed for was Washing...


Writing this on my tablet. Hate writing on my tablet. Have loads in my head and heart. interview tomorrow. work week from hell (cramming 5 days into 3 days) then turn around to return for the RE...


So… I’m an idiot, lol. Got all dressed up, went in to work early, stressing about getting the inmates through today after court… stood in court for an hour and then went back to the office to in...


EDIT: UUugh. I am finally out of work and back home. The time is 9:07 pm and I started at work around 9 am. I almost feel bad for taking credit for all the time I was in the jail. When I’ve ...


It is funny… when I post the entry I started this morning… it may well make no sense as it will come after the previous entry about the Photo Album and this entry. But ah well. The things that ...


Writing this from the Law Library, I have another entry that I started this morning at home but… I’ve been trying to read ProseBox most of the day (been here for 5 hours; have no less than 4 hour...


https://www.facebook.com/news.com.au/videos/1168635543163817/ In case anyone here or IRL doesn’t know… I am obsessed with Time Travel. Honestly. I’ve spent more hours of my life watching Time T...