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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life
Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.
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So this week is set to be busy. Next week is set to be busy. Good. I like it when I feel like I’m earning my paycheck. This week would have, otherwise, been pretty blah. If we’re JUST lookin...
Put a Star on the Calendar in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Last night, I went to bed very late. Even later than Wife which is rare. I went to bed very tired, a little drunk, very plugged up. When I awoke in the morning, I quickly noticed the absence o...
Random Statements in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
A Collection of Random Statements in lieu of a more detailed entry (1) When I returned home from work… Wife was watching TV in the living room and wanted to tell me all about this vampire film sh...
February 1, 2019- Resolution Check in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
I hope but cannot promise that at the beginning of each month, I will review my Yearly Resolutions and chart where I am. It is another way of keeping me honest, keeping me focused, and hopefully...
Pushed on Through in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Back at work; County re-open. Despite current air temperatures being -9. At least it isn’t -58 which is where we were yesterday with wind chill! Having the time and opportunity and definitely t...
At The Conclusion in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
A cold night falls A night of howling wind of brutal cold of bitter dark Wife is watching her favorite show drinking her favorite whiskey enjoying a fire of her own making she says she is content...
Reluctant Plume in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
I had not intended to write today. My original plan was to merely read PB entries, note if I were able, and remain otherwise silent as a writer. But the world is frozen, the Midwest is effect...
Trying to Sleep in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Here I lay Feeling so tired Physically but more I wish I could open my head Let people see in Feel supported for it and encouraged Life continues The emerald saphron jewel spins on The ants of l...
Survey... because that's what you're getting in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
What are some of your favorite cities you’ve been to? Graz, Austria. Seattle, Washington. Vancouver, British Columbia. Would you allow your children to date prior to 16? Define date. Would I...
Polar Vortex in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Frozen world is becoming a threat. SUPER cold weather, super strong winds, lots of official government delays. So… we’ll see what happens with my packed Court day today… will it actually happen...
The Darkest Sickest Entry I've Ever Written in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
REDACTED Some things may be best kept private. In a completely related and yet otherwise random statement.... Ted Bundy is back in the news and on Netflix. I haven’t watched it yet, but I’m ex...
Start with a Dream in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Last night I had a strange combination of a dream. Typically, if I wake up remembering a dream… I remember all of it clearly for at least an hour before it starts fading in my head. This mornin...
An Actual Work Day in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
The next immediate court day for Court Level 2 is Feb 7. Let me start over by explaining… in our system of criminal courts, our system is set as Traffic/Simple Misdemeanors: Court Level 1 Seriou...
CORRECTION in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
A Correction is needed. Yesterday’s entry discussed bills going to the senate floor to re-open the government. The entry mistakenly claimed the vote was to happen on the day of the entry. This ...
Roads and So Much More (Public Version) in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Roads this morning were sincerely traction problematic. But I got to work anyway. 15 minutes late from usual start time; 45 minutes early for the delayed start the county agreed to. Here’s some...
Icy Balls in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Bollocks, Damn, and Curse My Honor Yesterday we counted the Holiday as a Holiday and therefore I was not required to attend work. This morning, acknowledging that it was a shortened week for tha...
The Other Part in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
So… this is something that should be Private that I am making public. Because I’ve had some alcohol AND because I so often feel like a man without a voice. THAT isn’t a complaint. I’ve dedicat...
Numbers in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
1) I survived 2) I paid for our Home Theater, which we will pick up next Saturday 3) I saw the Broly movie today 4) Hung out with MBFITWW today.
Really? Again? in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Another work day. But all of my hearings were continued until March. So another work day where I’m kind of sitting around thinking, “Huh. Okay then.” One of the big (important) reasons to (1)...
A Familiar Place and Other Tales in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
So… last night a familiar feeling came back. Rage without reason. This typically signals something is coming that is increasing my pain. Considering the weather reports, it should be obvious to ...
Absalom in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Today really will be talking to the void. I have one phone call to return today… a woman is furious with her ex-husband who she is certain molested her daughters when they were minors. However,...
Some Extra Words for Today in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
To start with 2 small political items: (1) I understand that there are people in this world that don’t understand nuance or tact or historical truth. I get that. But I don’t have to like it. I ...
Minday in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Loads to say today. Not going to be much time to say it. First and foremost, today should be a very busy day indeed. This is certainly not helped by the fact that my computer is acting wonky. ...
Openly Political, Americans in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Often times, I hide my little political rants or asides into my genuine entries. HERE, that’s the one I did today. But this just came across the A.P. Wire and I’m… just… more flummoxed than usu...
Friday, Gotta Get Down On in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Well… last night was interesting in some ways. Wife came to the office as we are going to try to get our licenses updated. However, the DL office had significant computer errors and had to close ...