At The Conclusion in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
- Jan. 29, 2019, 11:03 p.m.
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A cold night falls
A night of howling wind
of brutal cold
of bitter dark
Wife is watching her favorite show
drinking her favorite whiskey
enjoying a fire of her own making
she says she is content
I am in the basement
grinding away at a video game
reluctantly watching pornography
feeling less than enthusiastically giddy
Wife is content. Television and comfort and warmth. I know to give things time. Patience now that we’ve started counseling. But my patience has been used so much.
Before you say that the strong man would march into the room and take her… know how that has and would work. Even this evening, because I wanted a kiss, I did the forceful man thing. I held her close, grabbed the back of her head, and pulled her into my lips. She pulled a face to prevent the kiss itself. It was too soon. Too rushed. But just because she is finally taking a baby step towards understanding and maybe (if I’m very lucky) change… doesn’t mean that I haven’t been waiting for years.
Perpetually Plump ⋅ January 29, 2019
It's my favorite when my boyfriend doesn't give me a choice about sex. Last night we got in bed, and he immediately grabbed my hands and wrapped them around his cock. After a minute he thrust his hand between my knees, pushed my legs apart, and started touching me. An hour or so later, and we were both exhausted and satisfied.
AppleGirl ⋅ January 30, 2019
I don’t think now is the time to be rough...that implies that you have a romantic, seductive, and trusting side to your sexual relationship already, and I don’t think that’s the case at all.
Amaryllis AppleGirl ⋅ January 30, 2019
Yup.
Catleesi AppleGirl ⋅ January 30, 2019
^This.
Amaryllis ⋅ January 30, 2019 (edited January 30, 2019)
Edited
I wasn't thinking a strong man would take her. I was thinking a strong man would be content by himself as she is content by herself. Different strokes for different folks, I guess.