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Last night I woke up at 3AM and couldn’t go back to sleep until almost 5AM. I tried to make the best of it. I had something to eat, listened to some podcasts, but I’d rather have been sleeping. T...

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Today hasn’t been a good day so far for me, mentally speaking. That’s not something I can control, unfortunately. Not that that means there is nothing I can do to help the situation. Writing, for...

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Ups and downs and ups and downs. Seems like mostly downs lately, although I feel fine now. The medication has been helping me feel less crazy, but it disturbs my sleep. Around 11pm or midnight I ...

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I quit smoking everything. That’s about the only news. My birds are all set up in their new space. Grey is still getting used to it, but he’s making progress daily. Girl Bird has been enjoying he...

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Day 1 of the juice cleanse is nearly complete. I only have two more “glasses” of juice left (I drink out of disposable red plastic cups) until I meet the recommended amount to drink according to ...

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I don’t know why I’m writing other than just for the sake of writing, but here I am. Today I went to the store and bought 8 cans of frozen juice and a pitcher in order to do a juice cleanse of so...

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Babb walked down the ramp to hell He smiled quite wickedly A knife flew from his claw-like hand And it stuck in my flesh Screams, they tore from my mouth I cursed Babb and tore the knife out I li...

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One of my birds just said that to me while I was trying to think of a title. He is in the other room chewing on a cardboard box. My other bird is in the closet working on a nest for her “eggies”....

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What did I do today? Well, I started off by waking up at about 2:00 AM and hanging out with my ridiculously late-streaming online friends for about four hours. That was fun. I got a chance to rec...

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I started writing on OD now that it’s come back. I’m not sure how much I’ll be writing here. Maybe quite a bit. Maybe not much at all. Even though I never really got into the habit of writing her...

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I passed the state insurance exam test and now I can officially start my job next week. Woohoo!

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I didn’t ever end up writing an entry after that job interview, but I ended up getting the job as most of you know since you noted me already. :) The job was a week-long class preparing us for ou...

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I’ve just recently lost my job and I’m sitting here at the library after applying for a couple more. Most days I come here or to some other library and apply for at least one or two jobs. I’ve ha...

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Well, it looks like OD is finally coming back. This is great news! I’ve tried accessing the website over the past few years in vain until today. They say it will be a few months on the website. I...

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Surprisingly, not a lot has changed since I wrote my last entry. I’m still working at the same company (Comcast), still obsessing over my birds all the time, and still making questionable decisio...

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I’ve been going crazy lately with the stresses of life, so I thought I’d write an entry. In the past, I’ve found that writing almost always makes me feel better about everything, allowing me to p...

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Lucky (one of my two African grey parrots) laid an egg the other day inside one of her several cardboard liquor boxes. She wouldn’t leave it alone for almost two hours. I put my hand down by her ...

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It’s just past 1:00 AM. I can tell I’m tired, but I’m so used to being awake all night. That’s a habit I’d like to break at some point. That’s an alcoholic’s schedule. Sleep all day, drink all ni...

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As my dad was leaving and we were walking out the door, I saw a raccoon run from the cat food bowl where it was eating off into the yard somewhere. I knew there was one hanging around it the past...

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I’m back from my sudden hiatus earlier this year. A lot was going on in my life at the time, and writing about it was too much for me. But now I’m living somewhere new, and things have settled do...

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I just finished writing a note to one of my friends here, and I found that I’d made 4 errors before I went back and corrected it, so I thought I’d write a quick entry just to see if my brain is w...

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This is really embarrassing, but yesterday I had someone take me to the hospital because I was apparently having an anxiety attack. It was the strangest experience of my life. Honestly, I didn’t ...

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It felt good to get some cleaning done, finally, today. I spent the afternoon vacuuming between all but two of the windows in the house. Just the windows in my room are left to do, but I’ve decid...

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For a long time I’ve been hiding away in my own head, ignoring my thoughts, desires, responsibilities, everything, numbing myself with alcohol and distracting myself with my computer. That’s why ...

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Hello everyone. It’s been awhile. My mom gave me a crock pot cookbook a few years back that I used a lot at first but let fall by the wayside at some point. I can’t remember why, exactly. But an...

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