Carmen the Vampire

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6 days ago

Just ramblings in Diary

Ups and downs and ups and downs. Seems like mostly downs lately, although I feel fine now. The medication has been helping me feel less crazy, but it disturbs my sleep. Around 11pm or midnight I ...


August 08, 2019

wandering strange roads in Diary

I quit smoking everything. That’s about the only news. My birds are all set up in their new space. Grey is still getting used to it, but he’s making progress daily. Girl Bird has been enjoying he...


July 29, 2019

boobies in Diary

Day 1 of the juice cleanse is nearly complete. I only have two more “glasses” of juice left (I drink out of disposable red plastic cups) until I meet the recommended amount to drink according to ...


July 29, 2019

Allimac in Diary

I don’t know why I’m writing other than just for the sake of writing, but here I am. Today I went to the store and bought 8 cans of frozen juice and a pitcher in order to do a juice cleanse of so...


July 27, 2019

Babb in Diary

Babb walked down the ramp to hell He smiled quite wickedly A knife flew from his claw-like hand And it stuck in my flesh Screams, they tore from my mouth I cursed Babb and tore the knife out I li...


July 25, 2019

What the hairball in Diary

One of my birds just said that to me while I was trying to think of a title. He is in the other room chewing on a cardboard box. My other bird is in the closet working on a nest for her “eggies”....


What did I do today? Well, I started off by waking up at about 2:00 AM and hanging out with my ridiculously late-streaming online friends for about four hours. That was fun. I got a chance to rec...


April 23, 2018

this is nice, too in Diary

I started writing on OD now that it’s come back. I’m not sure how much I’ll be writing here. Maybe quite a bit. Maybe not much at all. Even though I never really got into the habit of writing her...


January 20, 2018

I passed in Diary

I passed the state insurance exam test and now I can officially start my job next week. Woohoo!


I didn’t ever end up writing an entry after that job interview, but I ended up getting the job as most of you know since you noted me already. :) The job was a week-long class preparing us for ou...


I’ve just recently lost my job and I’m sitting here at the library after applying for a couple more. Most days I come here or to some other library and apply for at least one or two jobs. I’ve ha...


Well, it looks like OD is finally coming back. This is great news! I’ve tried accessing the website over the past few years in vain until today. They say it will be a few months on the website. I...


September 16, 2017

Birds in Diary

Surprisingly, not a lot has changed since I wrote my last entry. I’m still working at the same company (Comcast), still obsessing over my birds all the time, and still making questionable decisio...


March 27, 2017

While working... in Diary

I’ve been going crazy lately with the stresses of life, so I thought I’d write an entry. In the past, I’ve found that writing almost always makes me feel better about everything, allowing me to p...


January 27, 2017

girl bird confirmed in Diary

Lucky (one of my two African grey parrots) laid an egg the other day inside one of her several cardboard liquor boxes. She wouldn’t leave it alone for almost two hours. I put my hand down by her ...


It’s just past 1:00 AM. I can tell I’m tired, but I’m so used to being awake all night. That’s a habit I’d like to break at some point. That’s an alcoholic’s schedule. Sleep all day, drink all ni...


September 05, 2016

Raccoon in Diary

As my dad was leaving and we were walking out the door, I saw a raccoon run from the cat food bowl where it was eating off into the yard somewhere. I knew there was one hanging around it the past...


September 02, 2016

Back for good this time? in Diary

I’m back from my sudden hiatus earlier this year. A lot was going on in my life at the time, and writing about it was too much for me. But now I’m living somewhere new, and things have settled do...


January 20, 2016

Is my brain working? in Diary

I just finished writing a note to one of my friends here, and I found that I’d made 4 errors before I went back and corrected it, so I thought I’d write a quick entry just to see if my brain is w...


January 20, 2016

Some kind of madness in Diary

This is really embarrassing, but yesterday I had someone take me to the hospital because I was apparently having an anxiety attack. It was the strangest experience of my life. Honestly, I didn’t ...


It felt good to get some cleaning done, finally, today. I spent the afternoon vacuuming between all but two of the windows in the house. Just the windows in my room are left to do, but I’ve decid...


December 20, 2015

All over the place in Diary

For a long time I’ve been hiding away in my own head, ignoring my thoughts, desires, responsibilities, everything, numbing myself with alcohol and distracting myself with my computer. That’s why ...


November 24, 2015

Soup and errant thoughts in Diary

Hello everyone. It’s been awhile. My mom gave me a crock pot cookbook a few years back that I used a lot at first but let fall by the wayside at some point. I can’t remember why, exactly. But an...


October 27, 2015

Not much to say in Diary

It’s been several days since I’ve written, so I thought I’d leave a short entry. I don’t have anything to say, really. That’s why I haven’t been writing here. Life has been same old same old sinc...


October 22, 2015

Touching base in Diary

I haven’t been writing here for a few weeks. Sorry to be absent for so long. The memorial service for my grandpa and all the stuff that happened because of all that has taken my focus away from w...


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