Timmy™ ⋅ 42 ⋅
My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.
How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.
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Natty. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
So anyway, I recall many years ago a coworker asked me how I always had so much energy. At the time, I didn’t have an clear answer. I told Ariel something like “Um, I just get up and go?” Accu...
The Whites of My Eyes. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I haven’t seen them completely in three years. I have a feeling, a good feeling, that this may the end of the levels of puffiness or otherwise bloodshot eyes I have endured. After the eye doctor...
Emergency Contacts. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Had my first of many eye appointments earlier this morning. Dilation drops still haven’t worn off, so here’s hoping I don’t have too many typos. (If you can’t type with your eyes closed, can yo...
It's just a menu. in The Napkin.
When you notice an attractive age-appropriate mother and daughter and you’re seriously not sure who you are supposed to be attracted to. When you get old enough to have back pain, these things ha...
Balancing Cofactor. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Tashy came by this afternoon to collect more things. It’s a slow process, obviously. Over a year, and there’s still things here. I asked her if she was surprised at how little I brought with m...
I wash my epidermis. in The Napkin.
I’ll consider this the better end of depression considering I’m back up to three showers a day. Post-sleep, post-gym, post-work. As opposed to feeling so bad mentally that I can’t find the stren...
Here's to perfect eyesight and a full head of hair.* in The Napkin.
Ever go outside and feel like someone is throwing salt into your eyes? That’s my life now. Indoors isn’t much easier. Eyes weren’t that bad last month. Definitely not THIS bad. Sobriety is sup...
Follicles. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
So, I was taking my morning “quick shower”, though it ended up not being a quickie. Even if I don’t sweat at night, something about a two minute shower before getting dressed feels nice. Genita...
Cautious Optimism. in The Napkin.
Fifth day of workies in a row. Fourth doing my actual job. Today marks no occurrences of blistering anxiety. No, that’s not the right wording. It’s a feeling where you COULD have a panic attack...
Xenophobia. in The Napkin.
No idea if pre-anxiety is a thing. I was in good spirits this morning. Energetic isn’t really the word, more like drive. “Oh, I’ll do this, okay then this, don’t forget this.” It’s rare I bo...
It's either the shirt in The Napkin.
or the coin. Every time I wear this shirt, I get a job offer. I was actually offered a higher wage than I expected. Talk about me underselling myself internally. While I’m sure anxiety will h...
Galloping Abz. in The Napkin.
I never fail to be amused by this. Maybe my true calling was bad erotica…
Short Interviews. in The Napkin.
Are a really good sign or a really bad sign. In this case, the former. While I was wearing my lucky interview shirt (seriously have always gotten an offer while wearing it), I’m curious whether ...
Solitary Confinement. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
You’d think feeling lonely would make me more active online. Reading more, commenting more, texting/messaging friends. Sometimes I do Other times, I find it reminds me of how lonely and alone I...
The 2nd Amendment should be abolished. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I do not own a firearm. I refuse to own a firearm.
You're In. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I haven’t had a hug in over a year. I’m having a severely painful mental morning. Laying in bed sans the energy to even cry. The sleep aids worked, but the dopamine precursors I took when I wo...
You know what they say about guys with small cars. in The Napkin.
Good gas mileage. Been tracking the mileage for my 2008 Honda Fit since I got her. Averages around 33 mpg. Only dips below 30 mpg in the winter. Or if my driving is mostly residential. And des...
A Copy of a Copy of a Copy... in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
This is a tangent of the previous entry. See, I don’t feel that any of those women were copies of each other. Inspired? Perhaps, but only unintentionally. Every story ever told is just an evolu...
The Queens. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
So, I’ve been playing StarCraft II again. Been many years, so I’m a bit rusty on the lore. However, I also played through StarCraft and Brood Wars back in the late 90’s. So, I know who Sarah K...
Apply palm directly to face. in The Napkin.
Ah, fetlife. I can’t be bothered to indulge these ladies, but gosh. I believe this is filed under “I don’t fuck dumb chicks”. Her message: “Do u by chance wanna buy number or snap I rlly lik...
Spellcheck. in The Napkin.
If you type “prolly” rather than “probably”, I am so judging you. #grammarlivesmatter And yes, if your punctuation is off, I’m judging you. And YES, if you point out I’ve made an error, I’ll usu...
Inertia. in The Napkin.
I almost miss feeling anxious. At least when I was, I was motivated to avoid that active feeling. Now, I get the same feeling from staring at a wall as I do from “actual” stimulation. Haven’t b...
Stagnation. in The Napkin.
When I joked I was replacing alcohol with chocolate, I didn’t think it would be so literal. Past few days I’ve been back to one meal a day. Ooops. And damn it. I’m still playing Left4Dead and S...
Dresses & Pooping. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I can already hear it. “Timmy™, how do these things come to mind?” I have what I decided to describe as a sweater cloak. Frakking love it. So, the other day I had to perform elimination activit...
On Oatmeal. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I have an expression: Any nutritional regimen that doesn’t allow oatmeal makes me skeptical. I think we can all agree that food that looks like food or is otherwise closer to “food in nature” is...
