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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Awaken Thy Beast in Dreams And Nightmares
5:29 PM And finally getting out of bed. Had a weird dream I was with my douche middle brother and we were partying with friends in Atlanta. By partying I mean never leaving the hotel room and p...
Musings On The Clock in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
I’d kill for a fucking drink right now… 5:46 AM Home and feeling better. Dinner then bed.
Did You See The Eclipse? in Hello
Was the question of the day at work earlier in the week. I watched it from my bedroom window as I was trying to get some sleep. The truth is I really didn’t care much about it. I go to work a...
O.D. Give It Up Folks in Hello
Couldn’t sleep so browsed PB most of the night and keep seeing mention of O.D. coming back. Take off the rose tinted glasses. All those wonderful people whom you read/read you whole enhanced yo...
I’m calling in sick today. Haven’t been able to keep breakfast down. Currently in plaid boxers, laying on the couch with the box fan whirring away with all the lights off, sipping on cool water...
Pumped Up Kickz in Hello
I need new work shoes. These are starting to get bad looking. Three and a half more hours left then foir days off. I ordered IT by King off Amazon. Should be here tomo....tonight. May get...
Now I'm Feeling Zombified in Hello
Had a hard time getting to sleep after work this morning. My long week. Forty-eight hours in four days. Only thirty-four left. Sleep will be the light (or dark cold bedroom) at the end of my...
WTF in Dreams And Nightmares
Woke up real early this morning and laid around on the couch watching tv. At some point I wrapped up in a blanket and dozed back off. So…in this dream a little house remodeling happened. The...
Nicoderm Patch And A Marlboro Red in Hello
I’m kicking around the idea of checking myself into an outpatient rehab program.
You Don't Exist in Dreams And Nightmares
In the dream world last night I met Ms. Perfect. Woke up alone and saddened.
Don't Think Reduex in Hello
Don’tknow how but court was pushed back till December 7th. Free for now.
Don't Think in Hello
I believe I’m long overdue for a vacation. Court is Thursday at 1pm. Guilty as sin, let’s hope for no jail time.
Goodnight Zombie in Hello
George A. Romero, your films have had a lasting impact upon me. R.I.P. and try not to come back as your creation. Sincerely, A dedicated fan.
!Ssabmud in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
I’ve got a sinking feeling my court case is lost. M said she could write a letter about my mental health and how she hs seen me during my sobriety, a year and a half gap, then after my relapse r...
From The Trashcan in Hello
What do you call a masturbating bull? Beef strokin’ off. What’s pink, 9 inches long, and a girl screams when you put it in her mouth? Her miscarriage. What’s worse than nailng a dead baby to a tr...
Not To Put Too Fine A Point On It... in Hello
Say I’m the only bee in your bonnent. Been getting really into They Might Be Giants lately. Five days off and now I’m back to work. Didn’t sleep well this morning and very tired right now. S...
Tonight starts the twelve hour rotating shifts. Six hours in, six more to go. Qutting time is 5:30 AM. bah
Now Don't You Start Your Crying in Hello
Pretty sure over consumption has killed my medication’s ability to work properly. Been down lately.
Funny HaStrange in Hello
Video chat was created so the deaf can have phone sex too.
I go to YouTube becasuse I’m so sick of reading the flame wars on news sites. Look up Strawberry Fields Forever and read a comment about the story behind the song. That, too, becomes a flame wa...
Untitled United in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
I’m feeling really alone right now. Laying in bed awake at 3:50 AM. Think I’ll hit the pipe and game till five or six. Distraction is key. I’m not sure what brought this feeling on but I loat...
Late Night Feasting in Hello
Almost six AM and I just ate a piece of chocolate cake. Yesterday was fun. Went to my brother’s for a cookout. Ate a burger, bratwurst, and hotdog with some of the SIL’s famous baked beans and ...
Another Rocker Dead in Hello
Was always partial to this Soundgarden song. RIP
Stress in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
Back in February I drank and got into an auto accident. I know. It was stupid. No one hurt except me. Busted my face up pretty good. I’m facing my second DUI charge. Have got a lawyer to hel...
Saturday Night in Hello
After walking through the sun set in downtown and after a lovely Chinese buffet dinner I learned something all over again. I forgot how nice it is to kick back with someone you care about, sitt...
