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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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I'd Rather Not Admit It in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
Well over a year ago I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. Was told to read I Hate You, Don’t Leave Me. I did and thought it was psychobabble bullshit. Weeeeell…the more I talk ...
Revelation in Hello
It was pointed out last night, while talking about shenanigans my uncle used to get into, that all the male influences in my life have been drunks, addicts, liars, cheats and thieves. As the fri...
Leg started hurting again yesterday so took my meds. Still hurt today so again, took meds, kept it elevated. Well…few hours and a handful of pills or two later, my knee is swelling and the pain...
Intense in Dreams And Nightmares
My mind was at the Space and Rocket Center. I was in a research facility where a large megaton-like steel block was being lowered into a giant pool of water. The mood seemed intense but excited...
Want My Young Body Back in Hello
Court was today…er technically Thursday as it is Friday morning. Another continuation. Lawyer said he’s arguing my case with the prosecutor to get me to walk. Well then, after getting my posse...
No One Is Awake in Dreams And Nightmares
Nuff’ said…
I’m not leaving and you can’t make me. The order will be fulfilled. Company amongst old friends. Early nights and this weekend routine. Start anew, fresh again.
My left elbow and hand are killing me tonight. The machine I’ve been off again on again running has parts that will sometimes get stuck so you gotta put a little force into it. After close to t...
There And Back Again... in Dreams And Nightmares
Different dream. Same scenario. Inside a used local game store. Each time I find the game I’m looking for. There is a vivid image of gameplay that comes to mind. Don’t care the price. It. Is. MIN...
Super Lawyer! in Hello
Well, went back to court today for that arrest back in May. Possession of a single joint. My lawyer somehow pulled off a miracle and got the charge dismissed. Now for my DUI charge. My new...
Back 2 Bed in Hello
Got up early(ish for me) for a meeting with the lawyer. He left me a voicemail saying to just call his office. Sweet, back to bed for thirty more minutes. XD Got a new furry baby today. Grey c...
Had to work Saturday, it wasn’t bad. Noon to six PM. After, I treated mom out to the buffet we enjoy. I gorged myself on sushi, lo mein, and chicken with brocoli. So good. I’ve been tired tod...
[email protected] in Hello
I’ve been reading Doomed by Chuck Palahniuk. Just when I think he can’t get be more…traumatizing…to his characters from book to book, he does. This man is brilliant.
Go Suck An Egg, Betsy! in Hello
So…seems no one gave a damn I missed Saturday. My coworker Willie busted my chops most of the night but all my supervisor did was give me his card with number and e-mail address. Cool. Let’s ...
Dumbass... in Hello
I overslept and missed work. No call no show. I hope I’m not fired…
Well Fudge in Hello
Yep. Saturday, mandatory. I’ve already laid out an itinerary for the evening when I get off. I actually don’t care about working, really. All I do is just find meaningless distractions until I re...
I’ll be the martyr for the hated, the weak, the ugly, the lost… ✊ Rock! ✋ Paper! ✌ Scissors! SHOOT! 🖕 Been getting off at 3 AM this week and will next. I’m pretty sure I have a mandatory Satur...
Still Here in Hello
I just really don’t know what to write anymore… Seems the only thing I look forward to these days is getting into bed after work and reading. My decompress time. I’m in the middle of I, Jedi w...
Went to my brother’s for an Indepence Day cookout. Had two burgers, good conversation with family and my brother’s gym partner. Didn’t stay for fireworks because mom had to check in on our inva...
The joys of alcoholism. I took off today for court. Yet again put off for another two months. Went to the library and checked out a few Star Wars graphic novels. So, while reading them and ...
Sonofabitch in Hello
New job started today. Was happy to be back on a forty hour work week. Yeah…funny that, haha. Supervisor told me it’s five twelves at sixty hours a week. Either the lady at the agency didn’t k...
Tip Me On My Side in Hello
Went to the Chinese buffet tonight, so stuffed. Ate a lot of sushi and chicken. Woke up sorta early today and cleaned house. Really needed it. Tomorrow I’m going to attempt to fight this heat...
Strut Baby Strut in Hello
The lady from the temp agency called to let me know I’ll start work Monday, not tomorrow. Groovy. Not gonna lie, there were some hotties in traffic court today. Ha. Found myself checking out a...
Hot Damn Sauce in Hello
August eighth next court date. Ugh. Went to Po Boy Factory for lunch. Crab cake basket with cajun fries. The house made HDS is so freakin’ good. Spicy mayo concoction. Split the crab and shr...
Yesterday I saw the lawyer and he said he’s trying to get both charges wrapped up into one so fingers crossed. Start a new job on Friday. Not the one I interviewed twice for which in all hones...
