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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Yeah That's Right in Hello
You’re reduced to tears. You’ve pissed off everyone. You’re alone. Get over it. Dad died why don’t you.
IT FINALLY HITS ME in Hello
My father’s parents died in a car accident. He watched them buried on his tenth birthday. I’m the asshole.
December 19th, 1948 - October 25th, 1999 It’s been twenty years today that my dad passed away. I have a lot of animosity towards him but out of all the negativity I do miss him. Especially now. ...
A Friend Said... in Hello
You just act like a bitch in heat who’s sniffing around anything that looks at you twice. I’d laugh if that wasn’t true. I’m going to bury my head in the sand and count the seconds till I get o...
Let's See in Dreams And Nightmares
Mall with movie theater, old coworker and unnamed/identifiable girl, constant refills on Mt. Dew icee, couldn’t find the exit and oh ya Disney’s Chip and Dale kept annoying the shit out of me. WT...
That Was Interesting (Medicated Madness) in Dreams And Nightmares
Melatonin induced sleep caused me to dream within a dream. I wake up to hear King Friday from the Land of Imagination being executed outside my window. More to it but don’t ask. Wake up to w...
Will I Sleep? in Hello
Full belly, check. 20 MG melatonin, check. Cold dark room (somewhat warm but whateves), check. Tired, check. Oh who am I kidding, it’s 12:42 PM and I’m wide awake. 1:08 PM Great. Now my boss jus...
Mr. Stark I Don't Feel So Good in Hello
I’m not sick but I don’t feel so hot. My body feels weak and lethargic and I personally want to crawl back into bed and sleep the night away. I don’t know what it is but here lately when I do f...
All I Got Is This Blank Stare in Hello
When you try to say you’re getting better but your actions are a textbook example… Seems like most things I involve myself in turn to shit. At my doing no less. I really fucked up this time… I’...
Apparently the new schedule goes up every Thursday. I have to work tonight… Fuck… Update: I talked to my coworker and since there are only two of us we work six days. Other shifts have more pe...
Got paid today. 48 hours last week netted me what I made in a month at Chik Fil A. Wow! Tomorrow I’m hitting up Barnes & Nobel for my order then Dreamland BBQ ‘cause I want some ribs slathere...
Failure To Communicate in Hello
This morning I learned that there is an actual schedule posted with working hours established. Gee, thanks for telling me first thing! Anyways, instead of 8pm till 6am I’m working 11pm till 7:4...
Oh Ya I'm Tired in Hello
1:55 AM. In the car enjoying a smoke on my lunch break. I had another piece of bbq chicken from Saturday night. Still damn good. Honestly I wish I was back home wrapped up on my couch. I’m sle...
First Week in Hello
Smokey is warming my lap. The first week at work with by smooth. On Wednesday I finally brought my headphones and rocked out all day while machining. Friday was boring as hell. Had to sit on t...
I’m laying on the couch with Smokey asleep in my lap and my feet propped up on the heating pad. My tooth hasn’t hurt since yesterday morning!!! First day of work I got a ton of, “welcome backs.”...
Make It Stop: Update in Hello
I’m in so much fucking pain. This tooth has got to go! Much later: After two Tylenol, a muscle relaxer and a good brushing it quit hurting. Right side, upper tooth. Makes the whole side of my f...
Send In The Clowns in Hello
Well that was a fun day. Drove mom and aunt to a few thrift stores. Got season three of It’s Always Sunny In Philadelphia for $5. Lunch at Red Lobster where I ate my weight in the endless shrim...
I’ve got a cavity and it’s starting to ache. Spent a good bit cleaning off the backyard where a storm did some major damage to one of the trees. Only a little more to clean up but had to come ...
I GOT THE JOB!!! in Hello
Title says it all. Don’t know when I’ll start but it’s double what I was making at Chik Fil A with less work. 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎
At the urging of my friend/ex coworker, I reapplied for the job I had back from December to March. They’re short of help and rehired someone already. I emailed the HR lady and sure enough she s...
The hamster running in his exercise wheel that is my brain is on crack. Nightmares Monday. Specifically odd dreams last night. Ugh! Hate it when I’m stressed. Crap like that tends to happen…
Glutonous Behavior & Fishy Friend in Hello
Actually not really. I just ate pretty good this weekend. Grilled chicken with corn on the cob and Vermont white cheddar mashed potatoes Friday. Beef stew chock with veggies last night (Sat.) Tac...
Insomnia took hold last night and I didn’t fall asleep till after eight AM. Slept pretty much till four. Twas nice. Off today so I ended up grilling some chicken. Drool, so good. Work did try...
I’d like to go back to bed. That is all.
Late Night in Hello
No one wants to talk this late at night. Fuck sleep.
