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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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What Dreams May Come in Hello
If they are to come at all… Will I sleep today? Rest has been coming later and later. Even though it was lights out after 1pm yesterday afternoon it was well after 4 or 5 when I finally fell asl...
Government Red Tape in Hello
When I got off work this morning (Tuesday) I went by the bankruptcy lawyer’s office to drop off all my paper work. Now I just need to come up with $1,400 to make my other debt go away. Ugh! See...
I'm Gonna Worry in Hello
I hope the two strays are some place warm right now. It’s really cold outside…
The Was A Weird One in Dreams And Nightmares
Friend came to visit but was under contract to my AH cousin to hang with him.(?) Had to get him groceries and got stranded at the store in just my boxers and a blanket. While making my way home ...
Back To The Fold in Hello
Almost thirty minutes into my shift and already wish I was back home. I feel fine tonight. Just an overall sense of blah-ness. Tried this broccoli pasta tonight now I can’t get the taste of g...
Lunch Was Good in Hello
One of the strays has been sleeping on the body pillow on the back porch. ‘Tis cute. I’ve gotten caught up on rest last night and today. Needed it. Off again tonight so will probably screw aro...
Whore For $ in Hello
I’m off.. So bored I’d gladly work overtime.
I feel like shit tonight. Upset belly (gotta lay off the hot wings), crappy sleep and general feeling of lethargy and not wanting to be at work. New schedule went up today and us third shifters d...
All I Wanted Was A Pepsi in Hello
Just one Pepsi! And she wouldn’t give it to me! Just a Pepsi! Substitute Pepsi for PS4 time and we’re talking. My goal when I got off was to pay my car insurance, go home and game. Well, the loa...
Stolen Survey in Hello
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? Green Mile If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? Meh, nothing. Do you have a completely irrational fear? Snails. I don’t kn...
Effin' Temp Service in Hello
I normally get paid on Thursdays. Well I checked my account and nothing. I figured since it was Halloween (I know it’s not a government holiday but benefit of the doubt) I’d chill and wait. Mi...
Fuck It Got Cold! in Hello
It was like high 60’s when I went to work last night. A little cool when I got off this morning. Wake up to it being 38. I’m gonna freeze my ass off on smoke breaks tonight. Will definitely w...
Not Quite Sure What To Think Anymore... in Hello
My hand was forced due to severe pain so I finally went to the dentist. Root canal and a crown. 😑 Luckily I got some antibiotics and pain pills. Only ten, though. FUCKING opioid crisis. Used...
Heat The Feet in Hello
I got out of bed around ten something. Went to Wendy’s for food. The amount of money and time I spent in the drive-thru to get lukewarm fries…I was pissed. Currently laying on the couch with ...
Try To See It Once My Way in Hello
I Reached Out in Drugs 'n Drunk
But no one graspsed. I’m gonna try sleep after this bottle is finished…
The Difference 15 Minutes Makes in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
I bolted from work at 7:30 instead of 7:45 and didn’t get into one single traffic stall this morning. This will be all over the place so get ready. Where to start? I woke up laying on my side ...
Yeah That's Right in Hello
You’re reduced to tears. You’ve pissed off everyone. You’re alone. Get over it. Dad died why don’t you.
IT FINALLY HITS ME in Hello
My father’s parents died in a car accident. He watched them buried on his tenth birthday. I’m the asshole.
December 19th, 1948 - October 25th, 1999 It’s been twenty years today that my dad passed away. I have a lot of animosity towards him but out of all the negativity I do miss him. Especially now. ...
A Friend Said... in Hello
You just act like a bitch in heat who’s sniffing around anything that looks at you twice. I’d laugh if that wasn’t true. I’m going to bury my head in the sand and count the seconds till I get o...
Let's See in Dreams And Nightmares
Mall with movie theater, old coworker and unnamed/identifiable girl, constant refills on Mt. Dew icee, couldn’t find the exit and oh ya Disney’s Chip and Dale kept annoying the shit out of me. WT...
That Was Interesting (Medicated Madness) in Dreams And Nightmares
Melatonin induced sleep caused me to dream within a dream. I wake up to hear King Friday from the Land of Imagination being executed outside my window. More to it but don’t ask. Wake up to w...
Will I Sleep? in Hello
Full belly, check. 20 MG melatonin, check. Cold dark room (somewhat warm but whateves), check. Tired, check. Oh who am I kidding, it’s 12:42 PM and I’m wide awake. 1:08 PM Great. Now my boss jus...
