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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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March 06, 2020

Beached Whale in Hello

I’m lying on my couch in boxers only. The title accurately describes me right now Lol. The boss took mercy on us so no OT tonight. Only issue now is that it’s pretty warm in the house so I can’...


March 03, 2020

Hot Water On The Nuts in Hello

So, I discovered something titillating in the shower recently. But now I’m super dried out and constantly scratching like it’s low tide during crab season. 👼 Better Call Saul is back on! I ca...


March 02, 2020

15 Hours Of Sleep Later in Hello

Somewhere between 4 AM and 5:30 AM yesterday morning I finally zonked out. Woke up around 1 something to pee and answer a text. Back asleep till 9:30 PM. Fuck was it needed! Work was decent la...


March 01, 2020

Still Awake in Hello

I just got in from Peacock’s house. Her and the hubby are slowly trying to work things out. I was having a rough night (including Friday) where things went to shit (in my opinion) and I wanted ...


February 29, 2020

Survey Stolen in Hello

What color is your toothbrush? White and blue Oral B Name one person who made you smile today: Eric through texting. What were you doing at 8 am this morning? Leaving Blue Plate Cafe after a good...


February 29, 2020

Hear Ye Hear Ye in Hello

My kingdom for a joint. And some nasty raunchy sex. The smelliest the better! I want to walk away like I’ve been playing contact sports with a guilt of cardinal sin so big I’m ready for another...


February 28, 2020

Sleepy Time Bye Bye in Hello

I have OT tonight. Woo but not really. My right pinkie hurts bad right now. Dumbass me was opening the packaging on a new tool two nights ago and sliced a layer of skin off. I bled through the...


February 25, 2020

This Will Suck in Hello

Wide. Fucking. Awake. Tonight shall be interesting. Last night I was pretty busy with three machines, trying to keep up with deburring and IP’s. It went by quick, which is nice. However a few t...


February 25, 2020

As Per Usual in Hello

The flirting with Peacock is at a standstill (at least through texts.) She is now separated from her husband (he moved out) but now it’s a six month to year waiting period for legal reasons that...


February 24, 2020

Quickie in Hello

Took some Nyquil before a good long nap last night and woke up feeling a lot better. Still congested with a runny nose but cough/sore throat is gone! When I get home sleep is over due.


February 23, 2020

I Feel Like Ass in Hello

My throat is mega sore and I’ve got a cough. My body feels weak yet no fever. That’s good I guess… I ❤ Sushi has gone up in price but it was still worth it. Ordered the fried calamari and four...


February 22, 2020

Damn Weather in Hello

Stuffy with a sore throat. Weather has dropped into the 20’s again. Bah! It’s (early) Saturday so that means Blue Plate Cafe on the way home from OT later. Much later, in the evening, I’m bein...


February 21, 2020

Le Sigh in Hello

I’m jonesin’ for some pot. Ran out earlier this week and my guy is between supplies. Seriously smoking the resin out of my pipe. Poor man’s high. Tastes like crap. And now for something compl...


February 20, 2020

All Week in Hello

I’ll doze off a little after 9 AM and wake up a few hours later only to remain awake till like 6 or 7. I’m not getting full uninterrupted sleep. This sucks. Also the plant manager and all his t...


February 19, 2020

Happy Birthday To Me!!! in Hello

37th in fact. Peacock and I ended up making out in the parking lot before her shift yesterday morning. I’m counting that as a gift. She also left me a three page letter thanking me for our frie...


February 16, 2020

Tattoo Pics Last Entry in Hello

Today is one week sober. Wow…


February 15, 2020

Interesting Turn Of Events in Hello

Met up with Peacock for breakfast. After she ended up coming over and we cuddled a bit. Turns out her husband told her he cheated on her. Nothing happened between us. Just her curled up with ...


February 15, 2020

12:06 AM in Hello

Last night went by smooth. Hugs n pats on the back. Gave Peacock a huge bear hug. Said she was worried sick. Less than six hours to go tonight and I’m excited. Not for getting off but my ans...


February 13, 2020

This Will Be Interesting in Hello

I return back to work tonight. Pretty sure EVERYONE knows why I was out at this point. Wish me luck.


February 11, 2020

Well Then in Hello

I ended up going to the main hospital to check myself into the psych ward for a few days to dry out. Not sure what pill that doctor gave me but my shakes stopped within an hour. Explained to se...


February 10, 2020

Slept All Day. Update in Hello

I’m gonna check into an in-patient rehab this morning. WTF? The only in patient detox is Bradford and the reviews are horror stories of theiving heroin addicts and a burnt out staff. I did a phon...


February 08, 2020

Retail Therapy And A Full Belly in Hello

My boss is mad at me for not following protocol on something Friday morning. Literally took a picture of it and texted me a few hours after my shift. I’ve been on edge lately and I fell apart a...


My birthday is this month. 19th Like the title says…


February 06, 2020

Shake, Rattle And Roll in Hello

I had a panic attack last night at work. It’s been ten years since I’ve felt that overwhelming fear and anxiety. My chest felt tight, hard to breathe, sweat pouring off me in buckets. I hugged...


February 05, 2020

Worky Work in Hello

Running PEEK still. Gave myself a headache yesterday spending most of the shift under the Mantis fine tuning parts. Forgot to set my alarm today and woke up to S3 calling me fifteen minutes in...


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