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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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This Will Be Interesting in Hello
I return back to work tonight. Pretty sure EVERYONE knows why I was out at this point. Wish me luck.
I ended up going to the main hospital to check myself into the psych ward for a few days to dry out. Not sure what pill that doctor gave me but my shakes stopped within an hour. Explained to se...
Slept All Day. Update in Hello
I’m gonna check into an in-patient rehab this morning. WTF? The only in patient detox is Bradford and the reviews are horror stories of theiving heroin addicts and a burnt out staff. I did a phon...
Retail Therapy And A Full Belly in Hello
My boss is mad at me for not following protocol on something Friday morning. Literally took a picture of it and texted me a few hours after my shift. I’ve been on edge lately and I fell apart a...
I Haven't Cared In A Long Time in Dreams And Nightmares
My birthday is this month. 19th Like the title says…
Shake, Rattle And Roll in Hello
I had a panic attack last night at work. It’s been ten years since I’ve felt that overwhelming fear and anxiety. My chest felt tight, hard to breathe, sweat pouring off me in buckets. I hugged...
Worky Work in Hello
Running PEEK still. Gave myself a headache yesterday spending most of the shift under the Mantis fine tuning parts. Forgot to set my alarm today and woke up to S3 calling me fifteen minutes in...
I Had A Bad Dream... in Dreams And Nightmares
I’m not quite sure how I feel about this. Indifferent? Let me just skip to the point, it was a violent one about my dad and middle brother. There were always into it when I was younger. This o...
I Shouldn't Laugh... in Hello
Woke up to a text telling me Doc Boy got fired today. About. FUCKING. Time. He was so toxic everyone was walking on eggshells to appease him. Good riddance!
Drama Intensifies in Hello
Doc Boy and Sarge are at it again. Apparently while Sarge was grinding a relief on a tool Doc Boy was standing near him (staring no less, fucking creepy) and made some comment about the carbide d...
I feel sticky tonight. There is a thin layer of sweat all over me and I’m burning up. Might go stand outside for a minute to cool off. It does get warm in here. Peacock texted me around 9:30 te...
Perfect Description From Leadbelly in Hello
Baby Steps: Update in Hello
Bank opens in forty minutes. Will get some cash out of savings and go across the street to get my pills at the pharmacy. Peacock said she wants photographic evidence I got them filled. Februar...
I’m not depressed. I’m just overwhelmingly sad today. I want to curl into the fetal position and cry. I really need to get my pills filled. It’s been a few weeks and I can tell the differenc...
Barry Morgan Should Do A Benefit Concert in Hello
I love you 🇦🇺! Perseverance! And between sets he can fuck with the bands trying to sell them an organ. In fact have him jam with the bands.
Boss never made the schedule yesterday so I texted him asking if we work tonight. Yup. Damnit. I had court this morning for bankruptcy. Mostly answering a few questions about my assets and if I...
Jan. 15th, 2020 in Dreams And Nightmares
Had a surreal dream about an ex. We were hanging and ended up making out. It’s odd since I don’t see her in that light anymore. She’s married with two kids and I’ve not spoken to her in nearly...
Jan. 13th, 2020 in Hello
I’m feeling a bit sick to my stomach right now. General nausea/queasy. Work wasn’t bad but I felt exhausted all night. When I got home I ate some teriyaki chicken and rice then took a shower....
Cover Me In Pancake Syrup in Hello
Had a sex dream while napping and have been ridiculously horny since I woke up. That is all…
Perpetual Pain in Hello
Last few nights at work I’ve not really had much time to sit and chill like I normally do. Ergo been on my feet running around which has caused my back to ache some. I hate it tons because it i...
Parasitic Larvae in Dreams And Nightmares
Furturama is on in the background. Most of my titles are tv show quotes or lyrics. This one is no different. Beast of 1,000 Backs.a Argh!!! I’m ready to get my drug test outta the way so I ca...
Turn Of Events in Hello
Boss texted me this morning letting me know I have paperwork to fill out on his desk. Next week I’ll no longer be a temp but hired on full time. Huzzah!
I’m not feeling it tonight. Would love to go home and back to sleep. Saw the lawyer, watched to body cam footage, got bitched at for admitting guilt on camera. Sigh. A week or so ago Sarge (cow...
Jan. 7th, 2020 in Hello
I feel like ass tonight. Ended up drinking again when I got off work. Some days I want sobriety and some days I don’t. The shift isn’t so bad currently. Mostly sitting on my butt browsing Re...
Don't Beat Yourself Up in Hello
I was off Friday night so I stayed up all day, got a new bag of weed (really good stuff), watched a bunch of YouTube vids with my man’s gf then went home and actually clocked in seven straight ho...
