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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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June 23, 2020

SSDD in Hello

I’m currently hiding in a restroom stall. Tonight has sucked, this place is getting more and more ridiculous. Peacock gets pissy when I don’t want to fuck when we get home ‘cause I’m still stress...


I hate going back to work on Sundays. Machines will not have run for about twenty-four hours and getting them back to spitting out good parts is mentally exhausting. Treated Peacock and myself ...


June 22, 2020

19 Weeks in Hello

Almost at five months. Wow! Work is shit tonight, what else is new?


June 19, 2020

Fun With Physics in Hello

My tummy has a bit of an ache right now and I can’t get comfortable enough to sleep. Left Peacock in bed so I can stretch out on the couch and try to ride this feeling out without waking her. Th...


June 17, 2020

Fudge It! in Hello

Got a very shit sleep yesterday. Peacock didn’t sleep at all. We both ended up calling in claiming food poisoning then spent the rest of the night dead ass asleep next to each other. Despite o...


June 14, 2020

18 Weeks in Hello

Yup.


June 13, 2020

Bloodied Fingernails in Hello

My feet itch! Happens a lot. I scratch till I bleed. I should probably ask a doctor about this.


June 11, 2020

Fitting End in Hello

Oreo cookies and a cold glass of milk are a perfect end to a long day.


June 10, 2020

Right Ankle Hurts in Hello

Sarge can go suck an egg! Work sucks enough as is. I’m chilling on the sofa with Peacock watching Supernatural, mostly vegging out trying to stay off this friggin’ foot. But at the same time I w...


June 08, 2020

Fun's Over (Part Two) in Hello

It’s 2:16 AM and I’m back home. I don’t know what came over me but I got really depressed, started crying and couldn’t focus on anything at work. I spoke to 3S as he’s off Sunday nights and expl...


June 07, 2020

Fun's Over (17 Weeks) in Hello

I forgot to mention last Sunday it was 16 weeks sober! Today is 17. Rockin’ it! Gotta return to work tonight. I really REALLY don’t want to go back, especially after the last few days. Such is l...


June 06, 2020

Long Needed in Hello

Just got back in from a two night stay in a nice cabin in Gatlinburg. I had never been. The vacation/break Peacock and I needed.


June 03, 2020

Crappity Crap Crap in Hello

Busy yesterday. Four-ish hours of sleep last night. Mechanic then mechanic at the dealership today. Almost noon. Haven’t had a chance to rest since I got off this morning. I don’t want to adult t...


June 02, 2020

Title in Hello

No more nonsense going on in town. There were threats of looting at a shopping center then hitting the suburbs. Though some damage did happen at Bridgestreet, the cops got it under control. On...


Now it’s here, too. https://whnt.com/news/huntsville/tear-gas-deployed-at-huntsville-protest/ https://www.waaytv.com/content/news/Huntsville-Police-Protesters-throw-chairs-at-first-responders-at-...


May 29, 2020

Uncertain in Hello

I don’t know what the fuck is going on…and I don’t like it.


May 27, 2020

In My Robe in Hello

On the recliner, wrapped in a blanket with a cat snuggling up. I’m not sore but my knees (especially the right) are letting me know I was on my feet all night. Been binging That 70’s Show with P...


May 25, 2020

15 Weeks (Yesterday) in Hello

All in the title. Had a good weekend. Slept Friday night. Cooked out Saturday. Lazed about yesterday. Return to work tonight…ugh…actually really bummed about it.


May 22, 2020

Worn Leather in Hello

Busy busy busy last two nights. I’m beat. The workload will suck next week (end of the month) but at least I’ve got a three day weekend.


May 19, 2020

Peanut M&M's in Hello

Is my current snack right now. It’s after 1 PM, Peacock is sound asleep in my bed (she’s kinda moved in by now) and I’m a bit stoned munching on candy binging That 70’s Show. I’m thinking some s...


May 18, 2020

My Penis Hurts in Hello

Damn I’m horny. Couldn’t get off yesterday and now I’m jonesin’ bad for 7:30 AM to clock out. We’ve teased each other all night and I’m ready to take her at her work station. Little over two ...


May 17, 2020

14 Weeks! in Hello

Worked Friday night and she was off. Woke her butt up the same way she got me up at 8 PM when I got in close to 7 by bouncing on the bed yelling wake up. Stayed up till 9:30 PM. Banked, mowed ...


I was outside yesterday, something got in my eye and like a dumbass I rubbed it a bunch. Hence why my eye swelled. Peacock called an optometrist and I cleared all the danger signals and was tol...


When I woke up my eye was still puffy, red and itchy so I called in for the first time since my hospital visit in Feb. Now Peacock is pissed and called me a pussy… sigh Later on… We made up. Po...


May 14, 2020

Survey Goin' Around in Hello

Can’t sleep, actual eyeball has a swollen patch from an irritant. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? Closed. Besides the closet monster my cats like to play in there. Do you tak...


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