Set M. ⋅
I release you from me, from my bad temper, from Sunday afternoons where I can't even and the hatred to my birthdays. I release you from my disappointment, your karma, my novelties, from the contradiction that I represent. I release you from my calls that you know sound of self-pity, from my entanglements, from my loose, tangled hair. I release you from my consciousness, from the fall, the arrival and my inevitable flight. I leave you free to leave me, so you can see me from afar and love me less
I have sullen post adorable vibe, too drunk on myself with a couple a cared ones to let you in my life ... but if you promise to help me find the laughter in every potencial sad day, you're welcome to stay.
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Pulled back in.... but not really. in Piscis moon
1.- The story starts when Jesus told me he once had an ex-girlfriend who read his cards and told him all about me, all about who i was and the things i said that day. I never gave it much thought...
So i didn't die... in Piscis moon
If i had scheduled an appointment with a psychologist, i probably would have began today’s session with the following: For five years… eight if i count highschool i always thought i would at som...
Take me back to the night we met in Piscis moon
Hi, caro.... Ignore the title because it has nothing to do with the song, but it did inspire this letter. I don’t know if you will ever read this, but if there was ever a person who deserved to ...
A hug in Piscis moon
I could really use a hug…but not just any hug, you see, i need a hug that tells me everything is going to be okay. A hug where i don’t have to explain that i feel like things are getting out of ...
A year or 24 ago in Piscis moon
A year ago, I was ready to leave town. I remember not wanting to leave the town i’ve always hated, why? Well there was Anthony. And that lasted until January 24th when i decided to cry about anot...
Hope, is that you? in Piscis moon
Yesterday my day started off around 11am after deciding i wasn’t going to attend school, I was really frustrated not understanding why i was so sad, tired and just sick of it when my phone rang a...
The confort of being sad in Piscis moon
- Lose you to love me by selena gomez plays in the background* * ” In my dreams you are delightfully suspicious of my words. You believe not in the flowers in which i try to color them but instea...
The problem in Piscis moon
” But I disappear into the person I love. I am the permeable membrane. If I love you, you can have everything. You can have my time, my devotion, my ass, my money, my family, my dog, my dog’s mon...
Too stressed to be blessed in Piscis moon
“dulces son los frutos de la adversidad” that basically means the more you struggle to obtain something the more you’ll enjoy the results, well this semester better bring some real good fruits be...
"You could do more" in Piscis moon
After sleeping an hour and a half, working for 5, coming back to nap, i went with my mother shopping. It has been quite a while since we had the money to do that and i remembered how a simple clo...
please understand in Random
But please listen, please try to understand. It scares me, it scares me to find the love of my life and not willingly want to give him children. It scares me that he will leave because of that. ...
another person in Piscis moon
i missed this, i missed writing what has happened, i think i also miss sending audios to Ruso, he blocked me after us seeing each other apparently he had intrusive thoughts about me… i guess the...
Prozac and crying in Piscis moon
Dear nobody, i left mid sentence last time because i had to get to work, i don’t really remeber what i had said but since then i still haven’t cried nor have i talked to Shalma, or anybody reall...
Back again in Piscis moon
Stopped prozac and came back on it this week, maybe i don’t need it, maybe i’m not crazy.... maybe it’s just me attention seeking, i’ve thought all these things in the last weeks or so… after i q...
Prozac in Piscis moon
After a day of constantly pulling on my hair and dealing with anxiety for no particular reason i took a pill. I read all the side effects ready for which ever came my way, to my luck its 5:47 a h...
Alone...? in Piscis moon
I had another dream, i don’t remeber much from it but iknow my mother died… maybe it was the talk about independence we had earlier this weeek but i’m not sure. I felt sad, hopeless, in the dream...
January 26 2019 in Piscis moon
I woke up at 6:26 a.m with a pounding heart caused by a nightmare, when i realized it was just that… that i was okay, i also realized i wasn’t. I missed the body that was never there next to me, ...
