Set M. ⋅

I release you from me, from my bad temper, from Sunday afternoons where I can't even and the hatred to my birthdays. I release you from my disappointment, your karma, my novelties, from the contradiction that I represent. I release you from my calls that you know sound of self-pity, from my entanglements, from my loose, tangled hair. I release you from my consciousness, from the fall, the arrival and my inevitable flight. I leave you free to leave me, so you can see me from afar and love me less

I have sullen post adorable vibe, too drunk on myself with a couple a cared ones to let you in my life ... but if you promise to help me find the laughter in every potencial sad day, you're welcome to stay.

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January 14, 2020

Hope, is that you? in Piscis moon

Yesterday my day started off around 11am after deciding i wasn’t going to attend school, I was really frustrated not understanding why i was so sad, tired and just sick of it when my phone rang a...

- Lose you to love me by selena gomez plays in the background* * ” In my dreams you are delightfully suspicious of my words. You believe not in the flowers in which i try to color them but instea...

September 27, 2019

The problem in Piscis moon

” But I disappear into the person I love. I am the permeable membrane. If I love you, you can have everything. You can have my time, my devotion, my ass, my money, my family, my dog, my dog’s mon...

September 01, 2019

Too stressed to be blessed in Piscis moon

“dulces son los frutos de la adversidad” that basically means the more you struggle to obtain something the more you’ll enjoy the results, well this semester better bring some real good fruits be...

July 06, 2019

"You could do more" in Piscis moon

After sleeping an hour and a half, working for 5, coming back to nap, i went with my mother shopping. It has been quite a while since we had the money to do that and i remembered how a simple clo...

July 05, 2019

please understand in Random

But please listen, please try to understand. It scares me, it scares me to find the love of my life and not willingly want to give him children. It scares me that he will leave because of that. ...

July 05, 2019

another person in Piscis moon

i missed this, i missed writing what has happened, i think i also miss sending audios to Ruso, he blocked me after us seeing each other apparently he had intrusive thoughts about me… i guess the...

February 27, 2019

Prozac and crying in Piscis moon

Dear nobody, i left mid sentence last time because i had to get to work, i don’t really remeber what i had said but since then i still haven’t cried nor have i talked to Shalma, or anybody reall...

February 23, 2019

Back again in Piscis moon

Stopped prozac and came back on it this week, maybe i don’t need it, maybe i’m not crazy.... maybe it’s just me attention seeking, i’ve thought all these things in the last weeks or so… after i q...

February 05, 2019

Prozac in Piscis moon

After a day of constantly pulling on my hair and dealing with anxiety for no particular reason i took a pill. I read all the side effects ready for which ever came my way, to my luck its 5:47 a h...

February 03, 2019

Alone...? in Piscis moon

I had another dream, i don’t remeber much from it but iknow my mother died… maybe it was the talk about independence we had earlier this weeek but i’m not sure. I felt sad, hopeless, in the dream...

January 26, 2019

January 26 2019 in Piscis moon

I woke up at 6:26 a.m with a pounding heart caused by a nightmare, when i realized it was just that… that i was okay, i also realized i wasn’t. I missed the body that was never there next to me, ...

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