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Pulled back in.... but not really.
1.- The story starts when Jesus told me he once had an ex-girlfriend who read his cards and told him all about me, all about who i was and the things i said that day. I never gave it much thought...
So i didn't die...
If i had scheduled an appointment with a psychologist, i probably would have began today’s session with the following: For five years… eight if i count highschool i always thought i would at som...
Take me back to the night we met
Hi, caro.... Ignore the title because it has nothing to do with the song, but it did inspire this letter. I don’t know if you will ever read this, but if there was ever a person who deserved to ...
A hug
I could really use a hug…but not just any hug, you see, i need a hug that tells me everything is going to be okay. A hug where i don’t have to explain that i feel like things are getting out of ...
A year or 24 ago
A year ago, I was ready to leave town. I remember not wanting to leave the town i’ve always hated, why? Well there was Anthony. And that lasted until January 24th when i decided to cry about anot...
Hope, is that you?
Yesterday my day started off around 11am after deciding i wasn’t going to attend school, I was really frustrated not understanding why i was so sad, tired and just sick of it when my phone rang a...
The confort of being sad
- Lose you to love me by selena gomez plays in the background* * ” In my dreams you are delightfully suspicious of my words. You believe not in the flowers in which i try to color them but instea...
The problem
” But I disappear into the person I love. I am the permeable membrane. If I love you, you can have everything. You can have my time, my devotion, my ass, my money, my family, my dog, my dog’s mon...
Too stressed to be blessed
“dulces son los frutos de la adversidad” that basically means the more you struggle to obtain something the more you’ll enjoy the results, well this semester better bring some real good fruits be...
"You could do more"
After sleeping an hour and a half, working for 5, coming back to nap, i went with my mother shopping. It has been quite a while since we had the money to do that and i remembered how a simple clo...
another person
i missed this, i missed writing what has happened, i think i also miss sending audios to Ruso, he blocked me after us seeing each other apparently he had intrusive thoughts about me… i guess the...
Prozac and crying
Dear nobody, i left mid sentence last time because i had to get to work, i don’t really remeber what i had said but since then i still haven’t cried nor have i talked to Shalma, or anybody reall...
Back again
Stopped prozac and came back on it this week, maybe i don’t need it, maybe i’m not crazy.... maybe it’s just me attention seeking, i’ve thought all these things in the last weeks or so… after i q...
Prozac
After a day of constantly pulling on my hair and dealing with anxiety for no particular reason i took a pill. I read all the side effects ready for which ever came my way, to my luck its 5:47 a h...
Alone...?
I had another dream, i don’t remeber much from it but iknow my mother died… maybe it was the talk about independence we had earlier this weeek but i’m not sure. I felt sad, hopeless, in the dream...
January 26 2019
I woke up at 6:26 a.m with a pounding heart caused by a nightmare, when i realized it was just that… that i was okay, i also realized i wasn’t. I missed the body that was never there next to me, ...
Book Description
This this were i come to write dreams, bad days, first times, words i never said and pandoras deepest fears.
