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Just a middle aged man that feels 50, acts like he’s 18 and tries to stay sane enough to continue functioning enough to tell stories and made someone laugh at some point some time.

Because it’s not worth winning if you can’t win big

Coach Reilly

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Couple of real stand out guys come into the bar - we’re talking maskless, toothless, haven’t changed shirts in weeks - kind of backwoods hillbillies and immediately I know this will get weird. T...


After telling myself over a year ago that I would never get behind the wheel of a vehicle when I was black out drunk, I got behind the wheel of a vehicle last night, and drove over 60 miles. So ...


May 11, 2020

Allison. in 2020 - public

I’m a little late but, happy Mother’s Day. You have been a nurse longer than I’ve been alive. Fate just so happened to intertwine you and dad in an eerie accident in which on August 4th, 1984, ...


I was having a good morning. Unlike most mornings in the last couple of weeks where its either like I tried drowning my skin in Icy Hot from head to toe or not being able to feel anything at all...


March 16, 2020

If/When in 2020 - public

I won’t lie to you all. The last few weeks I’ve been ready to die. That was before the pandemic that’s swept the world. The doctors came back and said I’m basically cancerous in the lymph in my g...


Anyone that knows anything about my background in Madison knows that I started my journey in Madison and college with gambling in poker games in dim lit pool halls and community dens in dorm hall...


If you aren’t familiar with working in a bar/restaurant during a holiday season, this is going to strike you as strange what I’m about to recount to you, but for me, this is just another holiday ...


Other than staying relatively quiet for the last year, I did get myself involved with one woman. If you’ve read anything else about her this year, you will be able to confirm what kind of treat i...


One year ago today, and ironically, approximately at this time of the night, I was getting done with a bartending shift in which I was feeling miserable, hating life, irritated with shitty drunks...


It’s been awhile. I won’t lie - I haven’t been feeling the most public about writing and I haven’t been impressed about anything in my life since breaking up with the self proclaimed star warrior...


I decided that for my birthday I needed to get out of town, alone. I took my birthday money and decided that I would push my luck with the driving illegally in Columbia County again and went to W...


I haven’t been doing a lot of public posting lately, I just haven’t felt inclined to share a lot of what I’ve been putting down lately combined with just the feeling of mediocrity I’ve had when i...


My Monday night was one of calmness and relaxation. Work was slow and quiet and I was done rather early for a Monday. Bed and Netflix sounded amazing at 1230am for once and as I was getting comfo...


So, for the past few months, I have been seeing a girl on and off in a tumultuous ‘Let’s sleep together, but not get serious’ affair with a girl, named Sabrina. Aptly, she is a huge fan of astrol...


The other night I went on a rant with a friend and I tweeted out a list of ridiculous things that I’ve been tipped (its quite the list and sometime it might be a topic of a post) but there’s one ...


I never imagined I would get sick of sitting at home in my bed watching Netflix and eating chips and drinking Dr Pepper in my bed, but alas, after 15 days I was nothing short of stir crazy in my ...


I spend a lot of time writing shitty poetry that I make private just to have down in a place so I don’t have a mess of half filled notebooks like I already do. This one, just felt like it was oka...


Today I filmed a cooking show on Snapchat for my brother from another mother and friend Max. He records this show, named “Max’s Bachelor Kitchen” with the premise that he is a lonely little boy t...


With the way my relationships with women I loved in 2018 ended, I decided that I needed to step back a little. I stretched myself thin thinking I could handle all the things that were occurring i...


Last night was weird in the sense that I had put on the new avengers in the background, and had been writing and working on stories and whatnot when in this half sleep dream state I had an image ...


What do you see yourself doing in 20 years? I found that question and my naive child like response in a box the other day, while I was picking things up making my room more accessible for the she...


I walked in the doors of the downtown jail at 6:57am after walking the block three times trying to convince myself this would be drama free and simple. There was someone sitting in the bail and ...


That time is finally here. Took what seemed like an eternity, but in - oh approximately 4 hours, I report to the jail to get booked and released for house arrest. Last year in my monumental trip ...


See, I had this cancer checkup last August the first. I spent the summer getting radiated and shitting my literal brains out. It was amazing fun. Great times. I never thought as a gross boy that ...


This time a year ago was hectic. Radiation had just ended and I was getting ready to finally be able to poop firmly like a normal middle aged man. I was in the middle of a shift at the piano ba...


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