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Days of My Destiny

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I’ve been massively de-cluttering our house the last few days. I think half the house is gone, lol. It feels pretty good! The girls have waaaay less toys than they used to. They now have one toy ...


December 17, 2014

Make It Count

So I bought presents for everyone in my family online. I don’t know what happened to our Secret Santa thing. It doesn’t normally work anyway because there’s always someone who bought more present...


December 17, 2014

Things To Do

Wrap all presents Finish piñata (which has ended up having the shape of a rotten grape - which is just hilarious) Wrap pass-the-parcel items Bake birthday cakes and freeze them Bake coo...


December 17, 2014

Old Diaries

While looking for a present that I bought for L a while ago (I still can’t remember where I hid it), I stumbled across some old diaries of mine. I opened a book to a random page and read. I was 1...


December 10, 2014

Little Miss Clueless

Watching M enter middle childhood is wonderful. She’s great with her peers, she talks through her problems, she is kinder and can share a bit better these days. But it also comes with a certain e...


December 10, 2014

Sick week - no really

My immune system is clearly in need of a boost. I woke up with conjunctivitis today!!! Ugh.


December 08, 2014

M is the best!

Birthday invite: M is turning… 7! Please come and celebrate this wonderful event with us! IT’S A SLEEPOVER PARTY! When? Saturday 20 December Ask your mum or dad to please drop you off at 2:00pm a...


Three years since we moved today. I want to write about our time in Queensland recently. Friday 7th Nov - we travelled to QLD, arrived at our own house at the end of our (usual and) long trip. Wh...


December 08, 2014

I've been sick

We had 4 storms in a row towards the end of last week. On the first night my girls were scared. There was loud, clapping thunder and it had them worried. I sat with them until they were tired eno...


December 02, 2014

Gratitude

I am just so grateful lately. Loving, respectful, caring, thoughtful husband (who is also funny and sexy) Two amazing, happy daughters who can be assertive and have opinions and make decisions A ...


My work has gone well so far. I am volunteering with the hopes of gaining employment. I work with children that have all kinds of physical, behavioural and mental health issues. Some work really ...


November 28, 2014

Snubbed

There’s someone in this town who I hung out with a fair bit when I first moved here, because we had a mutual friend. Her and I never really BECAME friends, but whenever we’d see each other around...


October 29, 2014

Car Option #2

Okay so I’ve since found out that the wonderful little VW I had in mind will be expensive for services and repairs. We have heard this from 2 people and also done a fair bit of research online. O...


October 25, 2014

New Car on the Cards

So my lovely vehicle has too many blind spots.. as a result, I have had far too many dings on it than I’d like to count..... therefore.... this is the next car I want.... http://www.carsales.com....


October 09, 2014

Today

L rang his parents this afternoon after not hearing from them all week (unusual, though not under the circumstances). They told him that they were going to sms us this afternoon to let us know th...


I am physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted today. I’m coming down with something too, and I know it’s the after-effect of everything. It was a weird, draining week last week. It usually...


October 03, 2014

My daughter loves me

The other night, M came into my room. It was around 3am and she couldn’t sleep. She tossed and turned, and I lost some previous hours of sleep myself. In the morning, between being asleep but fee...


Friday 3rd October, 2014 Dear Donna and Greg, I come from a home where things are said with the intention of being hurtful and spiteful. Many times in my childhood I woke up on a perfect Sunday m...


October 01, 2014

Set Free

The thing that will set me free is BEING MYSELF. Somewhere along the lines I began to host on THEIR terms. I do actually know where it started - it started the night she would not eat the meal I ...


September 30, 2014

Not Quite Right

She giggles a lot. It’s a breath of fresh air most of the time. I don’t always feel like giggling though. Sometimes I just want quality sister time in the way I know how. It shows our age gap. Sh...


September 30, 2014

Why it's poison

The thing is (to add to the list…) is that they want to control me. In my own house. They want to control my plans. They want to take over. All in my own house. They want to tell me when to go ou...


September 30, 2014

Crown

When it comes to making stupid jokes at inappropriate times like mum does..... out of all of us, my younger sister definitely takes the crown. Sigh.


September 30, 2014

Poison

When they are here, frustration tightens its grip on my neck. With each passing hour, I feel a poison slowly concoct itself in my stomach. I hid behind a bunch of curtains before and laughed qui...


September 28, 2014

This Love is Ridiculous

I have been with my man for 10 years. He just had 10 days off work, post-vasectomy. Tonight, after he got ready for work again, he came up to me with a sadness in his eyes to say goodbye and sai...


Having mum and dad here was short but (mostly) sweet. I found out while they were here that they would be leaving a day earlier than I had thought. I don’t know whether that was a miscommunicatio...


Book Description

My drive has always been, “Happiness is my Destiny.”
However, over the years I have realised that really, there is happiness to be embraced every single day of my life. Of course, the contents of my days aren’t ONLY happiness - my destiny is here, right now, this minute, this breath.

So breathe with me.


So:

L is my husband. He is awesome, there is no other word to describe him. Oh yeah there is, thoughtful, funny, helpful, funny, amazing in bed, funny. And.... FUNNY!

M is my daughter, she is 5. Headstrong, loving, individual. Beautiful. Learning how she relates to the world and learning all about Big Girl friendships since starting school. Her journey has truly begun now and she is finding her way. She’ll be a little woman before I know it. (this scares me)

L is my other daughter, she is ‘almost 3’ (she’ll tell you everyday). She is funny, crazy, cute. Definitely cute. Innocent, sensitive, in tune with nature, aware of her surroundings, beautiful.

I’m not sure that I write about anyone else all that regularly, but you’ll figure out who they are.

Welcome :)