Myself and life as its been
by whoami
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Who wouldnt date in my life
I wouldn’t be dating any woman who has kids, this isn’t because of baggage as some people say, its because I have 2 options, I’m either all in or not at all and I doubt the mother would want eith...
Girls and Makeup/Accessories/fashion part 1
I’ve never really grown fond of girls with makeup on or earring or painted nails or fake nails, its always been a put off for me. I mean I know girls don’t really do it for the guys, its to make ...
One causes sparks, others taste like ashes
So over the years I’ve kissed a few girls, one girl who I’ve liked allot and every time we have kissed over the years, fireworks have happened (the girl I explained about in the other posts) but ...
Fear/paranoid
The one thing I fear most and I get paranoid over is getting scammed, I get so on edge sometimes when something is too good to be true or even when its legit I feel I’m going to do something wron...
comfort food
Years back i wondered why people ate when they were depressed, i kept thinking to myself, why as i never did that but not too long ago i got it because when your not feeling right, you want somet...
Trust
Im not sure here this started but within myself i feel i cant trust anyone, i mean besides my family who i trust with my life but others i feel i cant really trust, not even my best friends even ...
Porn
i know porn is normal but do you think theres a point when it becomes unhealthy. i mean i don’t expect girls to be acting like that in real life, just as i hope girls dont expect all guys to have...
Ugly
ive pretty much been fat all my life, ive tried to lose weight but never had the full confidence to go all the way, my big insecurity is having man boobs, most likely from the milk i drink allot ...
Hesitation
I hesitate on many different things like when i was talking about my sexual situation last time, theres this girl who ive know for over 10 years who i have liked for a long time. she my first pro...
Single and alone
I have been single my whole life, been to nervous especially in the sexual department, each day as time goes on my desire to be with someone grows even more and most nights or times im alone i ma...
Desperate
You know I never thought id get desperate enough to pay for sex until I did and it wasnt about the sex anyway, I just wanted to be close to a woman physically, the sex was shit, never thought se...
Anxiety
There are times where I feel I go through bad anxiety, the worries of many situations, the things that go through my head frighten the living shit out of me, even beginning to trying to explain w...
how i feel...
There are things I just cant share out loud, so here it is, there are days I wish I want to die, not because im having a bad life, its just how I feel, most people think the same thing when they ...
Book Description
so i thought id try this, i started wriing some stuff down that i an’t really express with others, well not some off it, so i thought id try here anonymously